JOURNAL: BigshotSpike (Jordan Peters)

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  • The place I look down over...was the place I wanted to be long ago 2002-12-09 18:30:33 Music: Dir En Grey "Hotarubi"
    Mood: Missing yesterday


    I downloaded a new hide song yesterday, one of his unreleased songs that came out over the summer this year. It's called Junk Story. Great song about knowing where you want to be and looking towards the future. hide's music never ceases to amaze me. I'll have to give I.N.A a hug for completing this song with the parts left behind by hide. I.N.A. does some of the best electronic programming I've ever heard in music! I'll have to buy a CD of the new band he's in, The Dope Headz (cool name!)

    Went and saw Die Another Day with Sep. Goddamn, I had a good time! Great movie. Probably at the top of all the bond films I've films. That invisible car was badass!

    I updated my site again with a new page of White Wallpaper (page 18), as well as a new page of gift art for Elain (Lobster in aTree). I hope someday to get White Wallpaper published, for the one or two people who may enjoy it. I'll have the first chapter finished soon so I'm gonna enter it in the Sakuracon manga contest. If it wins I'll buy everyone I know...something ^^

    Listened to High Scores last night. It gave me chills, and the last song made me want to cry. Boards of Canada fucking rocks!
    2 minutes done on my Perfect Blue video. Good times.

    Being productive rules!



     
  • 2002-12-09 18:26:03 Music: Dir En Grey "Hotarubi"
    Mood: Missing yesterday

    Went and saw Die Another Day with Sep. Goddamn, I had a good time! Great movie. Probably at the top of all the bond films I've films. That invisible car was badass!

    I updated my site again with a new page of White Wallpaper (page 18), as well as a new page of gift art for Elain (Lobster in aTree). I hope someday to get White Wallpaper published, for the one or two people who may enjoy it. I'll have the first chapter finished soon so I'm gonna enter it in the Sakuracon manga contest. If it wins I'll buy everyone I know...something ^^

    Listened to High Scores last night. It gave me chills, and the last song made me want to cry. Boards of Canada fucking rocks!
    2 minutes done on my Perfect Blue video. Good times.

    Being productive rules!

     
  • Emotion in motion! 2002-12-07 14:56:55 Music: hide "In Motion"
    Mood: peppy

    I love hide so much. His music always makes me feel so alive. Songs of his that are so flawless, like In Motion, really make me sad that he had to leave this world.


    I talked with September for 3.5 hours last night, but it really didn't seem that long. Sucks that we can't do anything today, but tomorrow we're gonna go see Die Another Day. That should fun. Atleast today I'll have enough time to all my chores and homework.

    I got a full minute finished on my Perfect Blue. Hehe, everything in it's soooo wrong. I love it >_<

    Erg...that fucker still hasn't payed me for the Evangelion figure I sold him on Ebay. I'm giving him till the end of today for him to send the payment thorugh Paypal, then the deal's off. I'll just put it back up on Ebay and tell him if he wants it, he can go ahead and buy it again. This is getting ridiculous. It's been like 3 weeks now!

    I just love these lyrics:

    These unchanging memories
    Emotion In motion

    Are carved into my heart
    Let's break out of here

    Before the light is gone






     
  • Please song, tell me true... 2002-12-06 20:00:57 Music: Pierrot "Purple Sky"
    Mood: pessimistic

    I had another odd night last night. All I remember was looking at the stars and feeling so lonely. I cannot stand my self and how I think. I remember sitting in my room looking into my candles and just woundering, why? Why am I here? I think that too much. I just feel bad for Sep because now she get's to find out just how mentally fucked up I am. There was a reason why I had always seemed a bit withdrawn.
    I promised myself to make it to X-mas without cutting. It's a lie. I know it is. I'm not sure what I have to make me feel alive. But the more I think about it, the more I realize, I don't think I can stop.

    I talked to September and she seemed really worried about me. She was always worried about me, but now even more. 'Probably because I told her about my ED recently and now she's trying really hard to make sure I don't destroy myself. Well, it's been over 3 years already...I don't think I'm gonna be gone too soon.

    I wish I could help Sep. Her beloved "Moon" cd is missing and it's broken her heart. And of course, I am too powerless to even comfort her. I loved today, laughing with her and Nicole. I had no money, but the coffie still tasted good.

    I needed that. Really. And now I miss it.
     
  • ...It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces 2002-12-05 20:34:31 Music: Nine Inch Nails "The Perfect Drug"
    Mood: moody

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