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That is just pathetic
2003-07-11 23:23:04
A new record, 30 junk e-mails in one day! What in the world it going on here? Remember, this is like my new e-mail address, the one I made for all the essage boards and everything. I get so much spam, it's quite maddening. My other e-mail account get's nothing, maybe one every two days. Sooner or later I'll make a 4th e-mail address. -_-
lol, On my walk home from school, I stopped by a Tim Hortons. Mmmm... donuts... I decided to pick up a dozen. No, I wasn't greedy enough to eat them all myself, I shared a few. Anyways, by the end of the night, 7 were mine. ^_^
It was beautiful outside today, in a sort of depressing type of way. Well, there were very dark clouds, and it was very windy. But it never rained, very weird. Actually, I'm glad about that because walking home in the rain is not that much fun. And I would know, because I did it the day before. lol -_- Also, after buying the donuts, I stopped at a nice hill I've found by the side of the road with a breath taking view. I just sat on the fence right there munching away, looking off in the distance. I think I got enough strange looks from cars passing by. lol
I think I'm losing touch with some people over the internet. I used to talk to them all the time, but lately there's been like nothing. I don't want to really say anything, incase this is what they want, is too lose touch. Looks like I'm trusting the decision with them.
One week of Calculus is done and over with. Only 3 weeks left to go. This should be interesting...
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
I feel like I'm falling apart
2003-07-10 20:25:51
It must be the lack of sleep. Because I feel horrible right now. My head is splitting, I feel hot and cold at the same time, and I can't see straight.
Today was an overall average day. But when I actually think about it, it was pretty bad. I kept falling asleep in class, I forgot my ID card (so there was a chance I could get in big trouble), I had trouble on a test that I thought I had aced, I couldn't understand the next unit in math, this girl has been continuously following me around, I walked home in the rain, I was all worried about getting the house clean on time just to learn that no one had told me my grandparents were NOT coming over today, I fell asleep at my computer, I froze all day (continuous shivering)... It's been long.
I have no motivation whatsoever to do anything tonight. I think all I can muster is watching some AMVs. I hope you all have a good night, and a long rest. ^_^
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
I admire your strength SQ
2003-07-08 21:21:48
Not many people would be able to do what you're doing right now. I know people would run away at times like this. Maybe even hide themselves from the truth. There's actually nothing wrong with this. All it is, is fear. Everyone has it, it's part of being human. But you've decided to take the other road, and come forward for another, that's what makes you so awesome. But just remember, if you turn back, don't feel like there's all this pressure one you, and don't feel like you didn't do everything you could, because just being a friend is more than what most people are able to do. It's your choice, and your choice alone.
I've read this whole story so far. It's hard to believe that something like this could happen to someone you know. Not in my case, but you seem to know Matt really well. I wish I could say something comforting, but I don't know where to start.
One thing I am happy about though, is that I got to talk to you at least once on Messenger. Just once will keep me content, because it's like I finally got to talk to you on a personal level. ^_^ I hope one day I do in fact meet you.
I hope you are able to help him out. I'm sure he will probably tell you to stay out of it, but I'm also sure he'll be eternally greatful for your help. But if there really isn't anything you can do, don't be discouraged, because at least you know you tried harder to help than anyone else. You tend to talk about how you're depressed and all this, but it seems that when the time comes, you're able to shine brighter than all the rest.
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
Bashed and bruised...
2003-07-07 21:55:24
I don't like making more than one Journal entry in a single day, but I don't seem to be able to stop myself. lol
Soccer was rough today. Very rough indeed. We played an easier team than all the others, but still lost. It was very close though. They won 2-0, and their last goal was at the very end. We just made too many mistakes by turning our backs to the ball, and didn't move it up the field fast enough. Not to mention that a lot of people were complaining that the game was too rough. If I had the guts, I'd tell them to suck it up and keep playing, but hey, I'd rather just keep playing through the pain and lead by example. Though I can barely walk around my room right now. Well, no pain no gain I always say. ^_^
I can't help it, but I feel very good tonight. There's just something about a busy day that satisfies me so much. I was only able to watch half an hour of television today, so that's a good thing. I got up early for school, so no more sleeping in. Soccer tonight kept me active (and exhausted), so I can rest peacefully tonight. I just can't help it but feel happy.
I think I'll slowly head off to bed now. I'll turn in early tonight, because I'm sure I'll stay awake in bed for awhile. Goodnight everyone, may you all have pleasant dreams. ^_^
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First day jitters...
2003-07-07 16:04:18
Today was my first day of summer school. I was really nervous at the beginning. It's like going to a new school, where you know no one and don't even know what the school's like. That was just like today!
I first got to the school, and it was raining. What a way to start it off. The front of the school was packed with people smoking and all that. Makes sense because most people in summer school failed a class or two, and not to be stereo typical, but I can't say I was surprised by the look of many of them. You know, the look that they just don't care, and that they're being made to some here.
Well, I saw one or two people I actually knew. You can't believe how much of a relief that was! ^_^ I headed to class, and we got these ID cards and necklaces for them. This way someone without one couldn't really go around wondering the school hallways, just incase they make trouble. I totally understand that, considering that this school has had some big trouble before.
We worked from 8:30am to 10:15am, got a 15 minute break, worked from 10:30am to 11:45am, had a half hour lunch, worked from 12:15pm to 2:00pm, had another 15 minute break and then worked from 2:15pm to 3:30pm. It's just like elementary school with recess and lunch! We covered approxiametely 4 days worth of work today. And guess what, our first test is on Thursday. I don't mind at all, because the great thing is that it's fresh in my mind. No time to forget. ^_^
I'm home now, but not much time to relax. I've got to eat dinner in a few minutes, then head off to soccer. Remember I said it rained this morning? That means all the fields are soaking! How about that for some bad news. lol A summer day is starting to sound much more busy than a regular school day. And to think, a summer school day is about an hour longer than a regular school day! It ends half 45 minutes later, and we lose 15 minutes of lunch (including recesses). Well, this is to the beginning of a whole month of this. :: CHEERS :: ~_^
Kevin (Anime Jedi)
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