JOURNAL: Anime Jedi

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  • This is no good... 2003-09-24 17:29:21 I'm having a horribly low self esteem day. Well, at the very least, my hair isn't totally messed up. I can be happy about that.

    I'm going to have to spend most of tonight studying for my Physics test that is tomorrow. Should be fun. -_-

    My hands are freezing for some reason. I accidently touch this guy in class, and he practically jumped. He said "Kevin, your hands are like ice sicles!". Maybe I should wear gloves from now on. lol

    Art is slow as usual. I find it hard to come up with a good theme to use on a project in that class. It has to do with something about braids. Doesn't matter what, or how I make it, as long as the idea of a braid is in it somewhere.

    I feel totally hopeless when it comes to anything romantic now. For some reason today, I feel like I shouldn't even think about it. Like, I'm scared of any kind of relationship, so instead of getting hurt, I should just avoid it entirely. I know that's not the right thing to do at all, but it's just how I feel today. This bites.

    Kevin (Anime Jedi) 
  • I should work on my school habits... 2003-09-23 18:34:36 I started falling asleep in two of my classes today. Not because they were boring, just because I was tired. By the end of Physics class, I was really ashamed of myself. I had actually missed some of the notes because I was dazing in and out of sleep for about half an hour. Finally when I realized what I was doing, the shock woke me right up. -_- It's all about self control, which seems to be something I'm lacking.

    We had another University seminar at school for the senior grade again. Though I still don't know what to do. This is going to be one serious decision I'm going to have to make very soon. Though I've been trying hard to cope with it. Most of the time now I shut off my computer when I know I'm done with it, so I'm not tempted.

    I've been having a lot of trouble concentrating on homework. Sure, most people are the same, but at least they get it done for the next day. I haven't at all. And trust me, this is going to be reflected in my marks at mid-term.

    My hair is getting much too long, and I'm starting to get obsessed with it all the time. I'm always checking it, and it's never any better. I swear I'm going to drive myself nuts if it's not cut soon. It's a shame I can't work with it, because then maybe it'd help me looka bit more like Shinji. lol

    Kevin (Anime Jedi) 
  • I've finally beaten it... 2003-09-22 19:43:31 I have conquered the Legend of Zelda: The WindWaker! And it's about time too. I haven't played for a bit, but last weekend I decided to pick it up again, and try to get all the Triforce shards. I suceeded, so I stopped when I got to Ganon's Tower. Today though, I played just enough to beat it! I'm really happy about this. ^_^ It had a nice ending, but I don't know if I like this "get a little stamp, and restart" deal. Good thing I made a copy of that file before saving over it!

    It's been raining all day since 9:00am. It's crazy. I wonder when it will stop. o_0

    I have to finish the rough copy of a French essay for tomorrow, so I guess I should work on that very soon.

    I'm exhausted. Maybe I'll skip my workout tonight just to rest up. Then again, if I don't do it tonight, it'll be even harder to do it the next time.

    I have a Physics test on Thursday, so I better start studying for that, because at the moment I don't have a clue about what to do. -_-

    Not much else to say, except for that my hands are so freezing that I can barely type. This bites. -_-

    Kevin (Anime Jedi) 
  • Turning over a new leaf... again... 2003-09-21 13:34:31 Every once in awhile I feel like I have a revelation. Ummm... actually I'm not sure that's the right word. I dunno, some word I learned in English two years ago, and haven't used since. lol Something about having a realization about your life.

    Anyways, lately I've been trying to get rid of a lot of my things that I don't need. Which is the opposite of my normal self, which is to be a pack rat. lol, see, I'm always at the two extremes of a situation. I'm either always doing something, or never. Back to topic. Stuff I don't need I either throw away, or give away. My room has been filling with stuff I don't need, and after being inspired by how so many anime characters have nothing in their rooms, I'm cleaning out mine. Though... maybe theirs are empty because animators just don't want to draw up a lot of junk... o_0 Never thought of that.

    My parents got home last night around 1:00am. It was a nice week while it lasted. I admit though, because the way my regular lifestyle is, I didn't miss them too much. You know, I spend so much time in the basement and all, the only real time I see them is at dinner. But it's still nice to have them back. And I got to hear all these stories about what they did in Mexico.

    I found something very interesting when cleaning out my room today. I found this paper star with my name on it in a box. I practically knocked myself over when I remebered how I got it! You see, our school has this "random acts of kindness week", and on one of the day, a volunteer group cuts out stars for everyone in the school, and sticks them to the school walls (inside). The object is to find a friend of yours, take it down, and give it to them personally. You know, an act of kindness. Well, guess you gave me mine? Well, it was that girl I've been talking about for the last week in my Art class. I swear, I can't find anything at fault with her. She's practically perfect. =^_^=

    Kevin (Anime Jedi) 
  • Peoples rights... 2003-09-20 00:47:09 I'm starting to think people think they deserve (or should I say, "have the right") to just a little too much these days.

    Everytime something happens in a person's disfavour, they always seem to think they have the right to something better.

    Now, I'm a person who tends to take the bad, and live with it. I don't (barely) complain about it. As long as I know in my mind that there is someone else in the world who has it worse than me, I know my problems mean nothing. So I tend to take a lot sh*t.

    But why do people always seem to make things difficult by saying things like they have the right to something, or do something.

    Confused? Here's an example. My friend was complaining about how some restaurants have strict rules. He was going on about how people have the right to do and say what they want. In my opinion, I think he was wrong. Sure people have that right, but if you're in someone else's restaurant, you go by their rules. If you don't like it, then leave. Simple as that. It's just like that episode of Seinfeld with that soup guy. He has a sign beside the cash register that says "We reserve the right to refuse to serve anyone" (or something like that). And I think that's the way it should be.

    Or how about this? A few days ago a classmate of mine made a comment to our teacher asking why we have to copy things off the projector when he could simply photocopy it for us. She said it in a "you're making us do meaningless work" way. What? Is she scared to do a little work? What is wrong with taking notes? I was seriously ready to stand up and tell her to stop complaining and just do the work. People actually complain about such mediocre tasks when there are people who live their lives without ever even receiving an education! Or is it that people just like to simply argue about everything.

    How about another? My friend wanted to wear something inappropriate for his school picture (well, inappropriate deems the school). It was a practical joke bow tie. They told him to take it off, but he wouldn't, unless he was told good reason to take it off. He says it's a way for him to express himself. A lot of people sided with him. I for one think he's fighting for nothing. Seriously, this is a school photo. So in other words, the school should be able to do what they want.

    Oh well, that's enough of that. Just had to get that off my chest.

    Kevin (Anime Jedi) 
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