JOURNAL: Anime Jedi

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  • New ways to get that 6 hours of sleep... 2003-09-29 18:42:33 I just came to realize those 6 hours I normally get don't need to be all at the same time. You see, on Sunday, I slept 3 hours in the afternoon. Of course with this, I couldn't get to sleep until pretty late, 2:00am. Then, for no reason, I woke up at 5:00am. Do the math, that's 6 hours of sleep! And it works well, because I feel like my regular self, no more or less tired than usual. Now if only I could do that more often. 3 hours there, 3 hours here...

    There's just come people who's vids I wish I could write an opinion for, but they are mostly LOCAL vids. And like I said a while ago, I no longer download LOCAL vids. For one main reason, I haven't donated anything. So I'd feel guilty about using a great service like that for free. In other words, I've been stuck on 99 downloaded vids for the past two months.

    I'm on a mission... Or so says a friend of mine. I was walking home late today, and bumped into him on the way. He asked where I was going, and when I said home, he asked where I lived. I told him approxiametely, and he pretty much gawked at me. I explained it was about a 45-50 minute walk. He looks at me and says "That's not a walk, that's more like a mission!". And trust me, he's not the first person to be surprised by the distance of my morning walk to school. I guess my idea of "far" and the majority of everyone elses is a little different. lol

    My afternoon are getting busy after school.
    -Monday = Drivers education
    -Tuesday = hockey at night
    -Wednesday = I tutor in math
    -Thursday = In car Drivers education
    -Friday = Cut neighbour's lawn

    Geez, when I put it all down like that, I have something to do everyday! Which cane be good and depressing all at the same time. I admit that keeping busy has been not only enjoyable, but leaving me with a feeling of self-fulfillment. I don't feel as depressed, and I feel like I'm doing at least something with myself. But on the down side, it seems like I don't have much free time anymore. But that's ok, because in my free time, my mind tends to wander into thoughts that lower my self-esteem, and just plain make me depressed. lol -_-

    Kevin (Anime Jedi) 
  • Gotta love procrastination... 2003-09-28 17:38:52 I've just practically slept all afternoon. I sat down on the ground and leaned against my bed to read a book I need to finish for Tuesday. I got about 10 pages in, and fell asleep on the ground. I woke up 30 minutes later (which was 3:00pm), thinking I just wasted the whole day. I checked the clock, and noticed only a half hour had gone by. So I went back to sleep. -_- I woke up at 3:59pm, then went back to sleep. Woke up 4:59pm, and again at 5:59pm. By this time, I sat up and finally realized I just had wasted the whole afternoon. Talk about irony. Looks like I'll finish my lab now, and read later. Or maybe do my University project, who knows.

    I wish I had more to talk about right now, but I really don't. I'm at a loss for words. Maybe I'll check my e-mail before I submit this...

    :: read e-mail ::

    Lots of pornographic junk mail. Why?!?! ;_; Check out this... Enlarge that... It's really quite pathetic. At least I got one real piece of mail, from SakuraKP! ^_^

    You know what, I still don't know why TANC disapperaed off the face of the digital world!It's been like 2 months, but I still check every once in awhile. Maybe I should actually follow up and e-mail Digi about it, though he'd probably scold me for asking so long after the fact. -_-'

    You know, I've lost contact with a lot of people over the last year. I'm not proud of it. I'm really quite sadened by it. We always e-mail eachother back and forth (almost always a girl), until I suppose the other person gets tired of it. I admit, it's REALLY rare that I'd stop a conversation. Usually we always e-mail eachother, then one day that other person might not reply as fast, until not at all. It's ironic because it's the other person who usually starts off by saying how happy they are that I replied, because most people don't. The one thing I'm ashamed of is that I never chase them down. I don't go out of my way to e-mail them back again saying "I guess you're pretty busy" or something like that. But it's their choice, so I guess it's right of me not to do it.

    Kevin (Anime Jedi) 
  • The unexpected really slows things down... 2003-09-27 21:59:40 I just got a hair cut today. It was about time, but it's like I have no hair now! Funny how when my hair was long, it looked good when looking in a mirror at an angle, but horrible straight on. Now with it short, it looks good straight on, but awful at an angle. Weird... o_0

    I was the co-referee at my brother's hockey game today. They asked my dad to do it because there would be no refs at the game, but my dad voluteered me to do it because there was no way he would be able to skate the whole game. He's a little out of shape. lol Anyways, I didn't do much. I mainly just skated a bit, and set up some face-offs.

    I kept having to do other things tonight instead of working on my homework, which is what I wanted to do, though I was having a bit of trouble concentrating. I fell asleep on my bed one point, then another time I helped my dad clean up the garage for an hour, then I also refereed my brother's game, plus I got my hair cut... Not much time for other things.

    I had a very strange dream, but remember very little. The main things I remember is that my family was like the Addams family. We lived in this very big and old house. Next thing I know, we have guests over. Can't remember who. At this point, we no longer resemble the Addams family. The main thing I remember is that I was in the basement playing with my little cousin (6 years old), and these two girls I know from school were sitting on the couch talking and watching me. I was about to say something to one of them (the girl from my Art class), but then this grade 10 girl I know from school comes running down the stairs! Lurch had let her in. (lol, Lurch...) The came up behind me and gave me a hug (she actually does this everyday!). So she pretty much ruined my chance to talk to that girl. And it was over at this time. Like I said, I didn't remember much. But it's ironic because I have a feeling this is going to foreshadow my real life. This grade 10 girl is really interested in me, but unfortunately I'm not interested in her. I kinda hope she loses interest in me, because the last thing I want is for this to drag on, and make things worse.

    I have to admit, lately I've had nothing to do online. I don't make too many banners now, since they seem to get voted out. I don't know enough HTML to do good work on my site. I post in the forums every once in awhile, but am trying not to get sucked into it again. I normally just make a journal entry here, and check my e-mail. That's about it. I need another goal in life to help make myself feel a little more self-fulfilled...

    Kevin (Anime Jedi) 
  • Just like a Bellsprout, I'm easily swayed... 2003-09-26 22:27:13 lol, Yes, that's from Pokémon. But it describes me so well. lol

    I just watched my first episode of "Joan of Arcadia". Actually, think it was the premier. Not sure. Anyways, it's a pretty nice show. Once it was over, all I did was start thinking about getting a job, volunteering, protecting others...

    All it takes is one show, one song, or one moment, and next thing you know, I'm willing to give everything I have for a single cause. The weirdest thing is that this "feeling" doesn't just go away before I'm able to do anything. Sometimes I practically get myself half way through my new dreams, but then the feelign wears off. I don't know about you, but I find that pretty weird. lol

    InuYasha was just on. It's funny how so many shows that were all recorded at the same studio have the same voice actors. I finally figured out who does that familiar voice of InuYasha, Bit Cloud! Took me forever to remember, but a Zoids commercial knocked some sense into me. ~_^

    I guess I've really been quiet in Art class, because I've got quite a few comments about it. Not only that, but everyday people are going out of there way to come to the back of the class (where my table is) and ask me how it's going. You know, asking if I've come up with any ideas for our next project. Of course I've got nothing so far. lol Even that girl I really liked talked to me today. I was sitting on a low stool, drawing in my sketch book, which was on a high stool. I kinda dislike working at a table in that class. Too boring and regular. Anyways, she walked up to me (kinda startled me) and asked how it was going. We talked about our ideas, or more like how we have no ideas. But it ended on a rough note. It got to a point where we looked at eachother, then kinda looked around. There was a long silence. The she said, "Ummm... See ya.". But that's ok, because I'm starting to come to reality about this whole thing. If anything happens between us, that'll be great, but if not, then I know she'll be with someone better than me. That's at least comforting. ^_^

    Kevin (Anime Jedi) 
  • Journal layout... 2003-09-25 21:56:30 lol, I just realized that my journals normally have a certain structure. I normally make an entry in this format:
    1. Daily news
    2. More daily news
    3. Maybe even more daily news
    4. Random thought
    5. Personal feelings/moments

    So I guess you could say the good stuff is normally at the end of my journals. I think that's because those are the things I'm not sure if I want most people to know about me, so I hesitate to type it out. You know, romance (how very little there is), sadness and all the things I hold close to my heart.

    Daily news... I went to the Ontario University fair today right after school. My mother and I went down to check it out down at the Metro Toronto Convention Centre. We went through it a lot faster than we expected, and even got pretty much a handout (booklet) from every university there! I think there was about 20... o_0

    I didn't know the banner for the org don't need to have the text below the logo?!?! I thought I remembered one time mine being rejected because the text was blurry. But I just saw one without it even being there. How odd. Not to mention the last set of banners were voted in so fast I didn't even get a chance to see if mine was unloaded right. It didn't make it, but I still feel uneasy. Maybe I'll modify it and re-upload it...

    I don't think I have any homework tonight. o_0 Most of the teachers are expecting people to skip school tomorrow to go down to the fair. Since I went today, that means I'll have an easy day tomorrow. ^_^

    :: sigh :: Still have a crush. What's a guy supposed to do? Maybe I should just wait until I find out she has a boyfriend, then wallow in self pity. lol Talk about being optomistic. ~_^

    Kevin (Anime Jedi) 
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