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Lighten up, no one likes a grump...
2003-11-10 22:41:08
:: hits himself over the head ::
I've been kinda lifeless lately due to lack of sleep. I need to remember that just because my life is miserable, is no reason to make others feel the same. lol
Though I AM working on Physics homework right now... so there isn't exactly a reason to lighten up yet. j/k But seriously, as usual this stuff really bites. I've never been in a class that I've found it so much work just to get a below average grade! -_-
Haven't seen J in a long while, and I haven't really talked to A either. Just incase people are wondering why I still say A and J, it's because I have a feeling some of my friends from school have figured out that I have this Journal, and I'd rather not have them know about who I like at school. The last thing I need is for something like that to get out. So for now, people only get to know their first initials. ~_^
I'm going to a birthday party for an old friend of mine on Friday. It's her sweet sixteen birthday party. Yes, you've probably realized by now that she's a year younger than me, but we used to be neighbours, and have only started becoming friends again late in high school, since she moved 6 years ago. Anyways, I'm a little nervous about this party, because I'm not sure if I'll know anyone else there, and I might be the only 17 year old there. That could be uncomfortable. And what in the world am I supposed to get a sixteen year old girl?!?!
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
A little anime to help exhaustion...
2003-11-09 15:06:30
I watched the 4th volume of .hack//SIGN, the 4th volume of Berserk and the movie Millenium Actress. And I have to admit that all three were very amazing! The end of .hack//SIGN was very emotional, it's a shame I don't think the 5th volume is out yet. The 4th volume of Berserk was awesome as usual, so I'm sure I'll rent the 5th and 6th volumes as soon as I get a chance. And Millenium Actress was beyond belief! It's only subbed, but it certainly does not rob one of the experience.
I still have homework and hockey tonight, so I think I'll take a break from the computer (been organizing, and deleting files), and maybe rest a bit in the sunlight. Yesterday afternoon I fell asleep face first on my desk, so when I woke up 50 minutes later, I almost thought it was morning. I really should start being more careful about giving in to sleep.
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
A renewal in belief...
2003-11-08 14:41:20
Funny how a lot of things that you see and hear everyday are able to relate to your very own life. Sometimes it only makes matters worse, sometimes it helps clear things up. Right now I feel like my head is completely clear about how I feel. And that's that I just want to help people enjoy their lives a bit more. I just wish there was something to devote my life to. I feel like a soldier without someone to defend. That's one of the reasons why I had started greeting people, to make them feel more welcome. Now with so many members already doing the same, I need to find another niche.
This feeling came over me when watching the 4th DVD of .hack//SIGN. I really enjoy that series. Anyways, by the end of the DVD (guessing it was the 16th episode), it was really emotional. And you know how dramatic events affect me. ~_^ -
You've got to be kidding me...
2003-11-05 18:51:11
Now, I don't normally get upset about thing like this, but it really bothers me about how the banners are getting voted in. I just made one, and I considered it one of my best. But it still didn't seem to be good enough. What bugs me is that my worst ones get the call, even the ones that have mispelling on them!!! If I was dead, I'd be spitting in my grave. In my mind, I had no doubts that I'd get at least 100 votes out of possible 150, but still no! And no offense, but I have to admit that the ones that do get voted in aren't exactly very good. Is it possible that people cheat?
... I apologize. This is very selfish and unsportmanlike of me. I just get frustrated when I can barely look at a banner more than once, but there's the possiblility now that I'll see it everyday! -_-
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
Something so simple can be so complicated...
2003-11-04 17:50:03
I just finished making some new graphics, and I have to admit, it may look pretty simple to make, but there were some hard parts. But I'm actually happy with the way it turned out. ^_^
I actually did well in something for Physics. You know that thing I was boasting about ealier that I was working on? Well, I got it back and got 85%. I was hoping for better, but this is a huge improvement. I can only hope to do the same on tomorrow's test.
I just don't seem to be able to wake up early anymore. I got to bed about midnight last night, and I still had to be woken up at 7:00am! I was so disappointed with myself when I woke up. Worst part is that I can't even remember waking up and turning off my alarm. I have absolutely no recollection of it ever happening. Maybe I should move my alarm clock even FURTHER from my bed than it already is. -_-
I have a grade 10 girl (my little brother's age) following me around because she wants to go out with me. I know she likes me, but I have a feeling she wants to go out with me for the wrong reasons. First off, I don't feel the same way about her. Second, I can't get my mind off this girl in my Art class, how could I be with one person when thinking about someone else? Third, when she asked me out, she said she knew that, unlike other guys, I'd never cheat on her. This sounded like her main reason, that she was tired of guys cheating on her. So in other words I'd be a good guy to go out with. You can't exactly base a relationship on something like this. And I don't think she realizes this with herself, but I have a feeling it's true. So until I can't get her to see the truth, she's still following me, and I unfortuntely have to keep putting her down.
Kevin (Anime Jedi)
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