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Stupidest moment of my life...
2004-06-25 04:49:16
I can't believe what I just did today. I could not have done anything worse. I'm told not to worry about it, but this digs deep and has created a hole I'll never be able to fill.
What happened?
A girl had asked me out to Commencement a while back. Commencement is not something people have dates for, so it was rather odd. Anyways, ever since that day, we've NEVER brought it up to eachother. Big mistake!
You see, we both thought eachother had forgotten, so we felt uneasy about bringing it up. What ended up happening was that we didn't get together and nothing happened. I was scared to mention it, but had to. But instead of wondering if she forgot, I pretended that I forgot and had just remembered. So instead of sharing the blame that we both were dumb for not saying anything, I took it all and blamed myself for the whole dumb incident. Noble? Maybe, but I sincerely do feel that this whole misunderstanding was my fault. I wanted to talk about it to her many a times, but each time held back because I wasn't sure if she was just joking in the beginning of even if she had remembered.
Great, now I have to face her everyday with her thinking that I totally forgot about us on our Commencement Day. Well, at least this way I save her the grief of finding fault with herself. I can shoulder all the blame of this silly mistake, right? I hope...
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
Secrets shall remain hidden...
2004-06-22 12:04:53
At Prom, everyone received this little gift. It was a box holding a disposable camera, a picture frame and notebook. Taking after a friend of mine, I plan on using the notebook as a type of Journal. That means I can write about all the personal stuff that I'm not comfortable discussing in this Journal. Everything works out. ^_^
No school today again. But tomorrow is like the last day. We go and we can see what we all got on our exams. It's a really laid back day. So in other words, should be a lot of fun.
I lent the first three DVDs of the Evangelion series to a friend of mine the other day. Let's see if the series rubs off on her, or will is backfire and she won't take anykind of interest in it.
My mom told me that Dominion (grocery store) is hiring staff to work the night shift. That's perfect for me! It's not too far from home, and we all know that last year I was planning on sleeping during the day and stay awake all night. In fact, I even wrote an essay about it, discussing how it's a possible lifestyle that many people actually live everyday. This could be a whole new experience for me this summer!
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
The perfect ending...
2004-06-21 03:13:09
6 days?!?! Wow, now even I have to admit that that was a long time without writing an Journal entry. Though in reality the last time I've even had a chance to use a computer was the night of the 17th. =P
Prom was Friday night. And what a blast. It was a hectic day with lots of running around. I finished the exam in the morning, and started preparing for that night. I won't go into that much detail tonight about that unfortunately.
After Prom, we had a party at my friend's house. It was a small party, but lots of fun. We stayed up until about 4:00am playing board games, trampolining and eating cake. Problem was that the next day we were scheduled to leave around 9:00am to head to our friend's cottage (basically the same people whom were invited to the party). All in all, I slept from 5:30am to 6:30am.
That day (Saturday), and yesterday were spent at her cottage. It was a great time to spend together. We watched movies, went swimming, played board games, chatted it up and stayed up late. Through and through, we all immensely enjoyed ourselves. What a way to conclude our high school careers...
Though I'll go into much more detail another day, there is still one thing I'd like to mention. That there may be something that has bloomed thanks to the ending of school. Hey, my little heart can dream every once in a while, right? ~_^
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
Exam week...
2004-06-15 00:51:32
I was sure I had made a Journal entry sometime during the weekend. I guess I was mistaken. Weird... o_0
This week is full of exams. I just had my English exam today. Wednesday is my Math exam, and Friday is my Computer Science exam. The bad thing is that Prom is also Friday. Should be a fun day.
I would write in more detail, but I'm getting distracted by tv. One of the many evils of the world... But I have to admit, there's lots to watch at 12:48am. Family Guy ended, Futurama is now on, I was watching Runaway Bride...
Tomorrow is going to be a long day most likely. If I can focus, I plan on studying all day. Just like Hideki (Chobits)! I've been so wishy washy about studying lately that this has pretty much become my last resort.
I've been getting ever more forgetful everyday. It's really quite terrible. I guess the one thing I can't do anymore is give my father a hard time everytime he forgets something, because then I'd just be a hypocrit.
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
My final day...
2004-06-10 23:15:14
Tomorrow is my very last day of high school. What a sad and happy day to remember. Still have lots of thigns to do unfortunately. I have a presentation which I plan to work all night on. I have a test about Ultimately Frisbee in gym. I have more review to do in Discrete Geometry. And I may have to do a presentation for a project I'm not yet done in Computer Science class. Why do I get lazier as I get older? lol
I've been eating a lot more junk food, but a lot less bread. Strange thing is that I've lost weight. o_0 The mysteries of life... Either that, or I'm like a bear and I put on a few pounds when it's cold. Hahaha...
We just got our yearbooks this year. I love the cover. It looks great and has some cool designs in it's texture, so it feels really cool. I was getting so many peoples signatures today, but not nearly enough. I plan on filling almost all of my pages, if I can of course. A couple of years ago, a gilm whom I had a crush wrote something really sweet as a comment. Well, she did the same thing again. I always get mixed feeling about her, because she's kinda friendly with a lot of other guys, so not only do I get a little jealous, I don't know how much I should take her words to heart. Oh well, that doesn't stop me from liking her. ~_^
I made one new review. It was a spur the moment type thing. I want to write a few more, but they should at the very least wait for a bit. Not to mention I haven't touched my site in what seems like forever.
Looks like it's time to go. I haven't even finished reading the book. And I better not do what I did last night. I planned to stay up all nigth reading, but instead I fell asleep again within the next 10 pages. I figured a short nap wouldn't do any harm, instead it ended up being a 6 hour nap. lol
Kevin (Anime Jedi)
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