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It's sunny out?
2003-05-14 06:34:33
Ya, it's weird. I woke up and it was bright out. Guess we could only have so many rainy days, though I'm sure the field at school is just as wet as usual. -_-
SpPANDA:
AMVs not your main focus? That's understandable. You've made quite a few really awesome ones. But I look forward to any comics you'll put on your site when you draw them. ^_^
I haven't worked out in the past 4 days. I don't know what to do. Everytime I do, something goes wrong. I get shin splints, I ruin my wrists, my elbows hurt whenever I extend them, I get no sleep... And it's never the same thing twice. But I'm not about to give up. I have to figure something out. I guess I could start using shoes. Or my mom said I could maybe use our mini trampoline, but if I jumped on it, I'd hit the ceiling. Ho hum... I guess I just have a strange urge to train, as if there was some greater purpose. Darn it! Anime is starting to rub off on me a little too much. lol
Physics Project = death of me
Didn't post yesterday, except one board. I'm really slacking. But there's nothing I can do about it. I'm in tight bind.
I have a dentist appointment this afternoon. No big problem. I just hate wasting the time. Though in reality, I guess it's not a waste, since you're making sure you're staying healthy and all.
I need a vacation, and trust me, this upcoming Victoria Day long weekend won't exactly fit the bill. lol -_-
***Whoa shit... I though I just erased everything here! I went to LOGOUT instead of Enter for this Journal. Luckily when I hit BACK, this whole thing was still here. Sometimes when I do that on boards, the page is blank. Talk about a way to ruin your morning! ~_^
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
It won? Hmmm... Talk about weird...
2003-05-13 19:15:51
This was the 3rd banner I made for AnimeMusicVideos.org., and it won enough votes to be chosen as one of the org banners. In my opinon, they should up the votes to 100, because this way we could say 2/3 of the org thinks it's worthy. Though I guess 60% isn't that bad. I really didn't think mine was going to win. Compared to others that didn't win, I don't think it should have, but compared to some that HAVE won, I don't mind it. lol I need to make something a little more worthy than that last one to feel better...
I just got a hair cut. It's ok, not great, but not bad. My hair was getting pretty long. lol
It's really weird, but I feel like I'm wearing my glasses. Of course I'm not, I'm wearing my contacts, but still, I need to check every once in awhile.
DBZ... after the last new ones, it's back to the old ones. But it's the voices that I like, so I don't mind at all. Trunks destroys Freeza in this one. Geez, that takes me back. ^_^ But as you know, this is the version for tv, on YTV, so there's a lot more cuts than usual. When Trunks kills everyone, you don't even see the soldiers get chopped up! As if flying limbs were too violent for tv. -_-
I think I'm going to become a part-time poster now. Though don't you dare quote me on that! It's just a feeling, because I know I have so little time to go everywhere, but I'm sure once I have some free time, I'm going to rethink my decision. This is just an idea. So don't start partying just as yet. ~_^
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
An overwhelming world
2003-05-12 22:06:04
I was getting that feeling again tonight. I really think this project will be the end of me. And to think, I still have one more year to go of high school, then it's University! This hill called life seems to be getting steeper everyday...
[I guess you can just call this a pretty lame rant] lol
I tried posting at Anime League today. Even though I'm a member, I don't post often, and in my opinion, if you don't post oftem there, it's just not worth it. Like seriously, if you want to know what's going on, you literally have to post every hour. The org can be a busy board, but luckily if you don't post for one day, you're not going ot have to catch up by reading days worth of messages. I seriously think it's way over crowded there. One day = thread already on next page. There's no point in even trying to keep up. I'd rather post on 20 slower boards, than only that place. How the Hell are you even supposed to get to know people around there. -_-
[end of that lol]
You know how tired of everything I was? I (this is ME we're talking about) even turned off my computer for 2 horus tonight. I sat at my desk with my computer off. For me, this is a big deal. But I needed it off. I swear, I'm on the verge of taking a week off from even turning on my computer!!! But I know I don't have the will power to succeed at that. -_-
I have a bunch of AMV Reviews to do. I probably won't get to it until... next week or longer. Good thing I never told them I'd be giving them reviews, this way not to get their hopes up, incase I never do them. ^_^
A [bad word] want to throw my head against a wall, and see then dent it will make. What's stopping me you ask? I don't want to ruin the wall. If only there was a way I could let out my frustration and anger without it being time consuming, and without having me take it out on anybody/anything else... Sounds like some sort of miracle treatment to me...
You know what I'd prefer? I wish instead of projects, I had exams. I would much more prefer have everything hang on one test, than everything hang on one project. ...Though living by one of my "philosophies" in life, I'd rather take the harder one. So I guess I'm doing what I should be doing, the harder one, which is the projects. I'm sick of taking the harder/more challenging tasks. Why do I do it? To see how far I can push myself of course, until I tell myself "I can't go any further"...
Sarah:
I hope it wasn't my Journal or problems that gave you the headache. That'd be just awful.
You eat sugar straight? lol I don't think I can do that.
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
What a rainy day...
2003-05-12 15:55:36
What's that? Ohhhh... It was taking so long that I forgot I was downloading the last segment of The Animatrix. But it just popped up saying it was copying to the folder now. lol
Last night, I had like a mental breakdown. It was insane. All of a sudden, I started thinking about everything that I have to do over the next week, and even further. It's like having a whole bunch of people rush at you, while holding and yelling things to you. It's too much to take, and you can't see straight. Well, I was trying to cram my Physics notes into my head at the last minute yesterday, since I had a test today. But while doing it, it's like I couldn't understand anything. You get a real sinking feeling in your heart, and I swear, I felt like I could go into tears. So instead of continuing trying, I went directly to bed. It was late enough as it was. Luckily I was feeling my regular self this morning. ^_^
I have to admit, it's been awhile since the last time I felt like that. I can look back on it right now, and say that wasn't so tough, but I can't say I'd say the same thing last night. lol
I just watched Pokémon. Guess what? It wasn't a totally dumb episode! Though of course, Team Rocket made their stupid appearance. It had nothing to do with the episode, but they're always there. I think they've been in every episode, even if they did nothing, since the second episode of Pokémon! Only the first one they never showed up, thanks heavens... Anyways, this was the one where Ash just got his 8th badge for the Johto League. What?!?! He's still there you ask? -_- Yeah... Who knows how many more episode there'll be... :: shudders ::
A new Yu-Gi-Oh! episode is supposed to be on in 20 minutes. Sounds good to me. ^_^
It's been raining for awhile today. I don't mind too much, I like the rain. But sometimes it does ruin anything you want to do. lol Oh well.
I bought Perfect Dark for N64 yesterday. It's a good game. Haven't had time to play it right now, but I used to play it years ago. And I think I heard RARE has given their contract to another company, so the new Perfect Dark will not be on GameCube. If this is true, it would such a cruel joke. -_-
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
Too many things to do...
2003-05-11 22:13:35
I just realized the time! 11:11pm Craziness, but that's not my point. My point is that I should have been in bed already. Not only that, there's a lot of things I never did today, that I REALLY should have. Not only that, I have a test tomorrow, and should have studied.
Don't you hate it when you finally see everything all at once, and your mind just can't handle it? You start thinking about all the things you need to do, and then realize how screwed you really are. All I can say now is that it's so mind boggeling, I can barely sit down without falling over. ... I think I'm dead. -_-
Kevin (Anime Jedi)
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