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I wonder if I've been making up for posting with Journal entries...
2003-06-02 16:22:31
Just a thought, because I've been writing a lot of Journal entries, and I've almost completely stopped posting. Oh well, time to write another Journal entry. ~_^
My Shelter teacher wasn't there today. So that meant I didn't have to hand in my project! That's a good thing... and a bad thing. Good because I never really did COMPLETELY finish. I still need to put up a cover page. It's a bad thing because I worked so hard to get it done on time, and she wasn't even there. -_-
I stayed up until 2:00am to finish it. Which is fine, 5 hours of sleep isn't that bad. One problem though is that I have my first soccer game tonight at 9:00pm. Sounds like fun, but I'm sure I'll be exhausted. Hmmm... and I wouldn't have it any other way. lol ^_^
Let's see... What's going on today:
New Yu-Gi-Oh!, have to clean up the mess I made from my project last night, I have soccer tonight, have to do my homework early... Actually not that much. ^_^
Thought of the day:
Why do they re-dub commercials?!?! I absolutely find it annoying when I see a commercial, then a month later, the same commercial is run, but with a voice over. Why in the world?! Once you rmind is set on one voice, changing it only makes it sound horrible, and out of place. This happens a lot in anime, and I'm unfortunetely used to it, but in commercials? Please, there's nothing wrong with the original. -_-
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
Still hard at work
2003-06-02 00:29:10
Hmmm... I'm going to have to go to sleep within the next hour, because if I don't, who knows what I'll be like tomorrow. But right now, I should be alright with 5 hours. Maybe...
Not much more to say. I'm only writting to say that I'm still working. It's 1:27am. My knees feel like a wreck. I guess this is what seniors have to put up with. No wonder they take all these kinds of medications to help with it. lol -_-
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
This is harder than I thought...
2003-06-01 22:35:22
Sarah! It's been awhile. You must be quite busy these days. ^_^
lol allright? I should have known, you must be the only one who actually reads my Journal from time to time. lol Ya, I guess I'm fine.
Fun... that'll have to be later. lololol
I'm working on my Shelter project. Of course, it's due tomorrow. Yup, that's me for ya.
The street sale was fun. I spent 4 hours at it, it's REALLY long. It takes an hour just to go one length ways. I'll talk more about it tomorrow.
Still working, and because it's bristle boards, I work on the ground, because my desk doesn't have enough room (computer, keyboard...). This is killing my knees! I'm going to have to sleep soon, but I'd have to finish the rest during lunch tomorrow. And that won't help, because I can't sleep knowing I'm leaving a prject unfinished. -_-
I still have 2 boards to do, and my written part of it. I'll try to finish the boards right now, and write up the rest tomorrow. Hmmm... I guess that'll have to do. -_-
Oh ya, I retired from 2 more boards today! (Forums, not bristle boards. lololol)
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
:: high fives Lupu for procrastinating! ::
2003-06-01 10:43:14
I so much the same. I have my final project due tomorrow in Shelter class, and I've barely started. Sure, sure, you say, everyone's the same. But mine's 7 bristle boards long. Eachone with a design technique, examples, a floor plan, furniture and samples for everything.
But guess what this stupid procrastinator is about to do? Go to the town street sale! Yup, I'll be gone for a few hours, and just keep wasting time I could spend on the project. If I don't end up finishing, I swear I'll... I'm not sure, but it won't be nice. -_-
I found something new about myself, though in a way, I always knew. Everyday I feel like I'm (big word for "getting worse"). I mean in my mind, not body. I keep wanting to become something like what the main character of an anime series normally starts off as, when he's at his worst, like Shinji. It's like deep in my mind, I want to be depressed, sad, and hopeless. Why?!?! I just don't know why I would want something so horrible. Why would I purposely want to close myself up, lose most of my friends, and become... well, numb. What the (insert bad word) is wrong with me?!?!?!
It's like there's 2 ideals trying to come out of me. One that says, be the nice guy who always helps. You're the most selfless person out of all your friends. You give willingly. You love helping. You're a great multi tasker. You cook, you clean... You're responsible. You've always got a smile on your face. Nothing is able to bring you down.
And yet... there's another ideal that tries to come out instead. This one says, nobody likes you. You're alone, and you like it that way. You prefer to be all alone, having your thoughts to yourself. You never smile. Maybe once in awhile you break out of your shell, but not often. You've been hurt, and you might not heal. You'll always do what is asked of you, without and complaint. You just live... to live. Geez, these sound like extremes.
I sound pretty messed up, now don't I. Well, don't worry for now. Everyone who knows me pretty much only know the happy side of me. I've almost never shown my darker side. And hopefully, that's the side of me that doesn't shows up for work... ^_^
Kevin (Anime Jedi) -
I do less, and hurt more...
2003-05-31 22:53:19
Ducks just won in Overtime! You don't know how happy that makes me. The last thing I needed was a 3-0 lead for the Devils. lol
It's weird, I've stopped doing my workout for 2 weeks now, but if anything, I'm even more sore. Some people have just been telling me, don't worry, and that my body will just adjust to the new lifestyle. Well, I hate the idea of my body having to take time to adjust to whatever I'm doing. Maybe I'm just impatient, but I just have a tough time buying the "your body needs time" bit. I know I'm always saying you should give time for things like relationships, but for some reason, I demand a lot from my body. I don't tolerate failure and stuff like that. And I realize everthing I just said probably didn't make much sense, so I'll stop here by saying, my wrists hurt more than ever, my shins still hurt, and I already get out of breath quicker than I used to. -_-
Today we had the street sale. We didn't sell much. Unfortunetely, there's a lot of people that go around and aren't willing to spend more than a few dollars. I even heard that someone tried to bargain my dad down from 75˘ to 60˘. Well, my dad get's reallt bugged by penny pinchers. He understands being careful about your money, but money is only money. Anyways, he just plain said no to the person. When I heard this, I just plain laughed. I agree with him. In my opinion, money is nothing until it's used. I admit, I'm very careful with money, but often I just lay it all out. lol I'm always willing to buy lunch for a friend, or something, but I don't like giving money out to those who always ask for some. Go figure. -_-
Where was I? Oh ya, street sale. I ended up spening $5 on trading cards. Yup, Pokémon and Digimon cards. I remember way back when there cards were selling for $2-10 each, now little kids are trying to get rid of them. I got a nice set of about 30 cards. Some good ones too. ^_^
After that, I slept for 45 mins. I have no idea why I was so tired, but I couldn't stop myself. -_- I ended up missing the first half of Digimon because of it. It's the new series, and it's only on once a week. Last week I missed it (Anime North), so I'm a little lost in it. Thought it's still pretty good.
I then lounged around for 3 hours. Yup, 3 whole hours of nothing. I Finally I got tired of myself being so irresponsible, and cleaned the basement. I got the washroom done (lots of noxious fumes lol), ate dinner, dusted and vacuumed, watched the hockey game, and sat alone outside. There was a chill, but it was so relaxing. I showered, and then watched Anaheim win in overtime. It was an average night. ^_^
And to think, this is the first time all day I've turned on my computer. What sucks though is my typing. I'm making so many mistakes. Maybe it's because it's late...
Kevin (Anime Jedi)
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