- long nights of sleep help? =O 2008-04-18 10:09:24 well im feeling much better then yesturday ^^ im still feeling light headed and my body aches but my fever is gone =) I went to bed at like 9 <.> getting actuall sleep my help =O... I really dont want to go to school today tho T_T
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gah <.>
2008-04-17 21:56:38
gah! my carpal tunnel is going crazy in my left wrist <.> its in my right wrist to but hurts a hell of allot more in my left T_T maybe cause I fell on my left arm earlier... god today sucks <.>
tomorrow im probably gona have to go to school to T_T -
T_T
2008-04-17 10:55:37
ugh... I woke up in the middle of the night with a fever several times =/ to make it worse each time I fell asleep my dream had something to do with him =/
ugh.... fever just went down and im still feeling light headed. But my mom thought it would be a good idea to leave racing home with me since hes abit sick to(not the same as me) but he really doesnt seem sick.... just a cough =/ so I cant go to sleep cause i Have to watch him T_T
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about my day =) and emo shit |:
2008-04-16 21:16:50
about my day:
Well school was as boring as usuall =/ but I got to hang out with megan and rebecca after school and that was fun =) just talked and went to get food and what not =) had a good time
emo rant:
I wish I could die in my sleep sometimes. I dont really want to but sometimes I wish I could. And I dont want to really die for along time. If I were to die in my sleep I wouldnt have to worry about homework, my appearance, family, friends, and him. I cant help but feel depressed or mad around him..... I hate him so much.... I dont know why I like him so much either.... hes a sarcastic hypocritical bastard. He really isnt suited to do what he does.... you think he would care for others but he doesnt. He has made so many people cry including my friends and just said "your crying for no reason" including my friends.... I really cant help but like him tho. Hes funny and im sure hes a nice guy around family and close friends. I worried megan today in class with him since I was mad and wasnt talking much =/ I explained it to her after class tho. Really pisses me off cause I cant even be friends with him. At least with the gay guys that liked me I became friends with them somewhat, knowing how they felt and pushing them away would just make them feel how I feel.I think I am slowly getting over him.... I sound so childish.... I probably sound so dumb to the people who know who he is =/
thats all for today -
fun
2008-04-15 22:02:36
well I got home and started making clips then I got this |:
Karika-chan said:
Me, Megan, and Britt are coming to your house.
Karika-chan said:
See you in a bit.
Karika-chan said:
=P
shinodude said:
O.O
shinodude said:
ok
so yea... hung out with them till now =) was fun <.> they threw my dr.pepper bottle over the fence T_T they think im to addicted >.> I know I am <.> then rebecca got on my computer and messeged people saying "IM GAY!" <.>
now they are gone and im bored and hungry |:
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