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ugh
2008-05-25 23:10:16
>.> so yea... I got pissed... and made a hole in my wall |: its the walls fault tho for not being sturdy... if the wall cant handle ME hitting it then how the hell is it gona protect us from like an earthquake?
went and told my moms boyfriend josh tho... he was cool about it =)
shinodewd (7:58:14 PM): back |:
shinodewd (7:58:16 PM): josh is awsm
battousainaruto (7:58:25 PM): doesnt care?
shinodewd (8:01:20 PM): he was just like "well jees... you could have at least hit a 2x4"
shinodewd (8:01:29 PM): then he went and got some spakle and put it over it
battousainaruto (8:01:30 PM): lmao
shinodewd (8:01:36 PM): I love josh =3
shinodewd (8:01:38 PM): hes awsome
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2008-05-24 23:57:44
so I went over to megans house around 11 this morning and just got back =) had a fun time with the girls =3 god I feel so gay saying that...
but yea |: before I left I told my mom if I was gona go anywhere besides her house that I would call and tell her... and I didnt go anywhere
but when I got home my mom had been allitle drunk |: when my mom is drunk she is a TOTAL bitch |: so I get home and shes started yelling at my for not checking in |:
so yea |: I had a great day but now my moms all mad at me |: im in "trouble" XD always makes me laugh when she says im in trouble cause she never actually does anything |: -
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2008-05-24 02:08:53
|: I dont like going to dances. Why? im not exactly the most social guy out there especially in real life.... even in the group of girls I hang out with I dont talk allot, just listen and laugh. If I am with one or two of the girls I can laugh and talk easily. So a dance really doesnt sound very appealing to me.... friends are going and want me to go to but I dont really want to go =/
Feel horrible after talking to Cindy on msn and refusing to go. Guess I made her feel like I think they dont care about me or something...I know they do and I am not mad or anything at her|: I just really dont want to go =/ if it was say a gathering at one of their houses id be glad to go. Dances really just arnt for me....
1. nothing to wear
2. me no dance
3. not very sociable in large groups... small groups of 2 or so people im fine in...
4. I might just make them feel depressed if im there and not talking much.
5. I might be in a bad mood the whole time cause Silva will be there.
6. I would need to ask my parents for money.... wouldnt be a good time now since we are trying to get a no truck for josh since he can drive and he needs something to get to work and back.
7. If only they go then one person can save money on a ticket(if you buy tickets in pairs its cheaper and there are 7 people in the group so its uneven.
gah |: I need to watch something happy and make me feel better |:
to bad im addicted to "a girl named blessed" by Evans Blue
yep... thats all for now |: for those who wasted their time reading that... sorry |: -
stuff
2008-05-23 01:00:57
@Autraya - XD sooooooooooooooooooo glad that second half didnt get recorded =3 or else I would need to start all over and create a new account.
Open house shit:
well I went |: pretty boring. Mr. Silva was showing off his 2 year old and his baby. I kinda felt pretty good after it =) Silva has noticed that im trying harder =3....kind of feel depressed now =/ wish he was more concerned about me and what not... guess im just jelouse |: wish I was here last year when he was supposodley much nicer and caring |:
feeling better =) ill probably be forced to go to school tomorrow so good thing im feeling better. -
today |:
2008-05-22 18:41:14
today was pretty annoying =/ just seemed so long and kinda depressing
im sure some of you have heard about the fire here that made the sun look red |: and im sure some of you know thats apparently one of the signs of the Apocalypse |: I dont really believe that shit tho |: we have had a red sun before in the past and we arnt gone |:
but just thinking about the end of earth made me feel kind of depressed =/ if it were to come soon I wouldnt have to worry about anything and it might be nice to be just gone |:
of course I really dont want my life to come to an end |: but thinking about it like that just makes it seem much easier if I were to die |:
in other news....
I feel like shit <.> I have a fever =/ open house is tonight. Yea... they still have open house here for high schoolers <.> thought I was done with that shit once I was out of 6th grade(elementary school) |: and apparently my History teacher is giving extra credit to anybody who comes to open house |: so yea.... so going :|
*is addicted to Evans Blue*
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