JOURNAL: slave 4 anime (Leala scott)

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  • Diet pop 2005-01-09 03:25:37 Well because all I drink is diet pop it does a body good hehe got diet pop? hehe sorry

    I just watched a AMV I downloaded called Jamming with Edward COMPLETELY AWSOME ONE OF THE BEST! 
  • of boyz and men 2005-01-09 01:58:59 Hi I seem to be on a roll I'm downloading left and right here hehehe. Oh well let's see am I the only one who dances to their AMVs? well I do (blushes)

    I think I will talk about my love life AKA what love life. (wipes away a lone tear) Well let's see here I have been out with around 23 guys. My type used to be dark blond hair and blue or green eyes. (out of the 23 guys non had brown eyes and all had dark blond hair) It's not like I planned them that way it is just some freak samness. My oldest boyfriend was 23 when I was 15 I know but I was in the stage where I wanted some guy older than me. meet him on the net and I am not superficial but he wasn't a good looker hehe. My youngest was a year younger than me. Now however since my last love failure I find myself attracted to guys that have black hair and brown eyes wierd I know. I used to like the cute boyish looks but now I want a manly lookin guy. Did I tell you that even though I have dark brown hair and dark brown eyes (iranian heritage my dad is iranian NOT from iraq but from Iran their persian not arab) ok anyways that's my coloring I have a light olive skin BUT my daughter has pale skin blue eyes and light brown hair almost a dark blond! Yeah she is a cutie!

    Hm.... my favorite anime men are Vash(tigun) Amon (witch hunter robin) sesshomaru and well all the guys from inuyasha even naraku (man what i would do if I could get ahold of their animator but he isn't probably anything like them) All the guys on wolf's rain especailly lord darchia Edward from full metal alchemist Dio and luciola from last exile oh and Alex! um..... Li off of cardcaptors oh what is his name.... the bad guy on slayers with the scales.... oh and that guy from 3X3 eyes the one that is the bad guy (forgot his name too hehe) oh I know there are more but it seems I always go for the bad guys maybe that is why all the guys I have went out with are loosers. Might be....... hehe

    Well let's see here I am straight not gay but I have nothing against that just don't hit on me hehe. I kissed a girl once even with the tongue I know!! But it was the guy I was with his sister and we were drunk playing spin the bottle and the looser guys I hand with wanted to see us kiss it I closed my eyes and it was much like kissing her brother but that's it. I'm not attracted to women never was I just can't help but love men. I guess you could say I used to be addicted! But I have clamed down since I became instead of a hottie a mommy. Since I became a mommy I've only had two boyfriends. I don't think that it is right to search for a man inorder to make my family complete. But my counsler says that my biggest fear is to be alone (without a guy) I agree but I will not compramise my daughters life to ease my suffering.

    Ah longest relationship was 3 years we were engaged but as we rounded that third year I found myself sick of him and most times disgusted with him. He was controlling took me from my family and freinds we lived together and worked together UCKY! I don't even find myself even remotly attracted to his face!

    But back to the change my last boyfriend and I broke up because he couldn't make a commitment we had known eachother off and on for around 6 years! We would get together and break up and repeat then a year and a half ago we started to go out and it lasted for a year. It was ok I mean he didn't really seem interested in me my soul he even refused to read my poetry! He forgot my birthday and he was always falling asleep during MY conversations. He didn't like to um.... (cough cough) you know alot but sue me I loved the guy still do infact. But I gave him a choice the road or the ring and he chose the road....... I had good reason to make him decide he had srewed me over like 3 times before and I kept forgiving him....hmmm
    But I guess I will always love him even now that I have moved on and am no longer attracted to him.

    I want someone who looks like Amon from witch hunter robin mmmmm
    Or better yet someone who looks and acts like Alucard from Hellsing HE IS SO HOT! I wish he were a real acter I would be so inlove! hehe (blushes) I am actually really shy I mean it kinda depends if I am with a friend or already know the guy then I am usually fine but if I am meeting someone for the first time I am very shy that's why in college I hated Japanese culture I graduated a half a year early and so I knew no one at college and japanese culture I loved it except the group projects that made me a nervous wreck!

    Oh well I might write later it is kinda late mwahaha!
    chow
    leala ann 
  • my life is waiting to be lived by someone else 2005-01-08 23:21:10 Oh well that subject doesn't really make much since but I like it. My daughter is at my parents house tonight yipy! I find I am running out of direct downloads that are good to download. hmmmm I guess I don't have a life since I am writting on a saturday night but in boringsville it's either get drunk at a bar, go to a skin bar, or party the next town over at the UofI I was never much for a college party.

    I went to our community college here for almost a year but quit I was going to get a few classes here so I could qualify to go to UofA for anthropology but I never made it once I figured I would have to go for around 11 years to become one.

    Did I ever tell you I wrote poetry? Well I did and still do every once in a while. I've had some published but I really wanted to become a writer. I had a book written but my computer crashed deleting is that was in the 6th grade. I've written other stuff and my senior year in high school I was put in the writer's association acadamy but never went. I also decided to write a biography after my incident but I wrote and stopped when I turned 19 that time was when everything went crazy. party party party that's all I did and one year later I had savanna. I feel guilty because she has no father I have narrowed it down to three guys but none seem to be any good so I never had a DNA test because well... she is better off without a father than to have one of them as one.

    I can't seem to find any babydoll shirts around here at any malls. I have one that is sheer black but that's it. I was never really good at sewing I tried to make a pair of boxers once but they came out with only one leg (blushes) ah well I have to start on my fanfiction. I might write later tonight and even put a poem up on here.
    thanks for reading
    leala

    ps did I tell you that my fanfiction of aff has had 768 hits? yeah I love the people there. 
  • SO NOT a morning person! 2005-01-08 15:43:47 Well I am pretty much done with chapter 15 yay! I think I am nocturnal hehe I've never been a morning person. I don't know about this new chapter though I may redo it. I just don't want to dissapoint my reviewers. I want to continue with the story turning it into a love story but at the same time I don't want it to be one of those average fluffy stories either. This is going to be harder than I thought hmmm. I mean my stry has a vage outline but its scetchy and it seems to change from chapter to chapter. I am one of those writters that write chapter to chapter and see where it leads me it seems to be the way i get my best ideas.

    Savanna is watching care bears journey to jokalot she is a big cb fan but she also likes dragon tales and thomas the tank engine. but lately here she is in love with a show on PBSKids called zoomafoo I think that is what it is called. She loves animals it wouldn't suprise me if she doesn't grow up to be a vet. Oh and she likes my little pony.

    I find it fasinating that they are bringing back all the cartoons from my time (80's) I used to love rainbow bright, she-ra, strawberry shortcake, hugga bunches, care bears, and I collect glow bugs they are the glow worms cousins hehe. I used to be glued to the tv every time the smufs or wuzzles or get along gang or snorks were on the tv.

    note to self that I need to get ahold of custom design monday to get the price on getting my racing strips on the truck.

    My brother is really into cars. He has a 1993 honda prelude V-tec. It is modified but he couldn't put a body kit on it due to the fact that they would have to take off almost all the saftey features and that would make insurance near impossable to pay.

    but back to different things. I've noticed that at least some people are reading this and I don't want to bore them. Mwahaha! I wish that on this site they would tell you before you click on the video info link if the direct download link has had an error reported on it I find that either the majority of the links have errors or you can't do the save target as you have to go to their site. I find that if I have to go to their site I usually skip the download I know I am a bad girl or atleast lazy but I don't care! And what is up with the my downloads page it only lists the local downloads! and I really don't do many of those.

    I downloaded a AMV from here the name was knippers and the title was lucky I loved it one of my absolute favorite amvs yet! You should check it out.

    well gotta go the living room has been awfully quiet I wonder if she is taking a napp.
    check ya later
    leala 
  • I'VE STILL GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2005-01-08 03:29:23 YEAH YEAH I am doin the happy dance!!!!!!(dances around the room in pjs screaming YEAH till I remember there is a toddler at the other end of the house) hehe hehe hehe hehe hehe hehehehehehehehehehehehehehhhheeeeeeeee
    Sorry just a little happy here let me paste the review I just got thanks nihon whoever you are you made my night oops I mean you made my day!


    nihon 2005-01-08 id # 2035122770
    IT is very good it fits in nicely. I hope that there are more to come. Keep up the good work. I think that the characters are beliveable and real. Thank you for this great story



    YEAH! TAKE THAT FANFICTION.NET I*N Y*O*U*R F*A*C*E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


    sorry just had to get that out. Mwahahahahahaha! I was feeling kinda discouraged from the reviews on ff.net but I guess they just can't stomach the ruff themes I put in my stories.
    YEAH! OH YES!
    ok that's enough I really need to stop stalling and get to work if not for myself but for nihon who ever that is really deserves chapter fifteen! ok one more time

    YEAH IN YOUR FACE FF.NET I DON'T NEED YOUR KINDA ...........(sorry rated R) ANYMORE IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT WELL I DON'T CARE BECAUSE I WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY LOYAL FANS ON ADULTFANFICTION.NET *I*N* *Y*O*U*R* *F*A*C*E* YEAH!

    ok signing off of the journal for awhile till tomarrow night oops again sorry till tonight!!! YEAH! 
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