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I know that was kinda quick
2005-01-13 02:40:21
well I didn't win the auction on vampire D bloodlust so that will have to wait till next month I am now bidding on a anime called judge I have never heard of it before and the auction says rare so maybe that is why it is done by Hiroshi Negishi and made in 1996 I hope it is good and don't get any ideas about out bidding me IT'S MINE! geez I sound like my daughter now mwahaha well thats it I am REALLY REALLY going to work on my fanfiction I have to for my reviewers because well................... they are my drive I guess you could say so I will write tomarrow for sure love you all
cheerio
leala -
I've been a bad girl hehee
2005-01-13 02:21:20
I know I haven't written all day but my keyboard got some pop (diet pop hehe) spilt on it last night and I thought it was okay but this morning I mean the morning of the 12 some of the keys wouldn't work so I had to call a friend and barrow a keyboard from her and then we went out for a drive and well here I am.
I am having a hard time adjusting to this keyboard it is an older version than mine oh well any way I finished fushigi yugi today I LOVED IT! It is now my favorite anime. I really would like to know what descendent of darkness is it seems everyone has it on their favorite anime list. If you know please email me I am lost... No one around here likes anime they would rather drink and party and for the few that do they seem to be young like 17 or something and I have nothing against that but I am 23 how would it look if I started to hang out with people that age I would be the talk of the town and I haven't been that for a while now and I would like to keep it that way.
I wonder if my ex misses me..... I haven't been in to were he works for over a month now. And it's not so much like I miss him being my boyfriend but we were good friends too and that is the part I miss. Like I said before my tastes in men have changed and he doesn't even come near it anymore. I mean we agreed to be friends but I don't know I don't think we could after all we have been through. He loved Dragon ball and other anime and besides him only two other of my boyfriends liked anime. I just wish we could really be friends but I guess that is not going to happen I think I would feel too aquard (did I spell that right?) any way
On the lighter side I have recieved two more reviews! YAH! They both like my story and think it is believable for those characters unlike ff.net and one said that they don't usually like this sort of fanfiction but she likes mine HOW HAPPY AM I! hehehehehehehehehehehehehe I feel like I just won the lottery of course without the money :_( but great reviews are the best!
I am now walking with a cane but I can only put pressure on my tip toes on the left side OUCH! I called my doc and they said to wait for a few more days see if it goes away. SO I took matters into my own hands last night and restarted my zyvox I had some left and it seems to be helping some what so if the pain doesn't go away than most likely my bone infection never really went away SUCKS MAJORLY I hope it is just some pain. It was like spring outside I wish that the weather would decide what to do. I drove the truck today it's a 91 chevy 4X4 sport and well huge compaired to my little convertable I have it is definatly going to take some time to adjust to!
well gotta go check my mail and stuff I may write later I don't know it's 1:17 AM here
take care
leala ann -
hi
2005-01-12 00:49:34
I was watching some amvs and I came across one called unhappy boys and girls and I can honestly say I HATED it I don't usually use that word but I did it was disgusting I know at the beginning it says not for the faint of heart and it might offend but I am not so easily offended but this was SICK! I don't know wether to report it or not I mean I of all people know freedom of speach but this went too far! I completly deleted it from my computer it was horrible and VERY disrespectful I would definatly not recomend it!
On the lighter side I watched an AMV called dragonball mush it was SO funny it even had vegeta in a pink shirt! LOL hehehehehehe I would definatly recommend this video even if you do not care for DBZ it's very funny!
OK am I the only one that thinks it is ironic that this site is called AMV Anime Music Videos and there are still non anime videos here? I just don't get it! but any way here is a poem I wrote about when I was in high school it was even published
DEATH BY HEATBREAK
The air softly caresses my skin like that of a past love
I can feel the sting of my hair thrashing my face
Bitter tears glide slowly down my visage
I stare at the smudged landscape before me
I feel smothered
The world around me is trying to suffocate me
This blackness I feel inside
This disease
This ailment of the heart
I intake my last winded sigh
And lay my body to rest on others who had came and went before me
I rise above it all
Above the heartless earth
And to new bliss and sereness
With those who I feel compasion for
I feel a reverence of content
THE END
I know I have a big vocab but it is rare that I use it hehe any way if you hate the fact that I am writting my poetry on here than write to me at anime_freak@direcway.com and I will stop or write if you like it
till later all
leala ann -
new chapter
2005-01-11 20:39:41
I just posted chapter 15 on aff I hope it goes well it seems to be the turning point in the story making it a love story I hope everyone is happy about the change I am I liked it before but what I originally set out to do is to make a dio/lavi love story but like I said before I like to do ruff themes but the theme in this story is becoming more soft which is okay the ruff theme was in the beginning I myself like it so far and I guess it is good I have had 815 hits on it the average star rating is 5 stars the highest and I have had 14 reviews all good. But some people don't like the fact that dio rapes lavi in the beginning and well that's were ff.net comes in they won't ever get to see the story change because I won't post there anymore well I gotta go and update my web site
take care all
leala ann -
OUCH!
2005-01-11 18:51:48
Hello I refuse to call my doc even though the pain has forced me to walk with a walker I do NOT want to go into the hospital I am sick of being there! But at the same time it really hurts to put pressure on my left leg. I have a really high pain tollerence but it seems to be at its max today I will see how I feel tomarrow I have a feeling that I will end up having to call if I make it till the moring last time I felt like this it happened over night and I had to go to the emergency room I hope I don't end up there again it was a bone infection last time I was on a special medication for like 4 months I'm not kidding and this medication made my face break out really bad! I hated it but there were only two meds I could take and I was allergic to the other one it made my white blood cells drop really really low so I had to take the other and just had to suffer the rash that came with it.(sighs) and durring that time I was in and out of the hospital and when not in the hospital I had to go for blood work every monday I HATE NEEDLES! but after a while you get used to it. Another thing that sucks is all my doctors and the hospital I go to are about 40 minutes away in champaign and if I want to go I have to go there to the Carle where as here there is only mainly provena which is a sucky place at least in danville. Well I am probably boring you with this
I am in the middle of the 5dvd of fushigi yugi and it is still my favorite so far. I am hoping to finish it tonight. I am looking into a anime called mason ikkoru or something like that I know I really want to get urusei yatsura but it is really hard to find the complete series together. But for this month I have bought enough anime and next month I will see how bad my bills are and then after I pay them I will look into some anime. according to the sellers of five items I should receive all five sometime this week. I am feeling better I am still taking my pain meds but to keep from the nausia I have lowered my hydrocodone to one pill I also take one called nueratine (I think I spelled that right) it is for nerve pain I am just kinda sad because 3 days ago I didn't have to take any pain meds and now I have to in order to push some of this pain down but it still doesn't take it away even when i took two pills of hydro the pain was still there I used to take 2 hydro, 2 hydroxzine, 8 advil, and 2 nueratine like twice a day but that was just after surgery and I was still dealing with the bone infection I had to take a med called zyvox for that but in the beginning I took a weird spelled med that went through a perminate IV in my arm but like I said they found out that I was allergic and that is wierd because I am only allergic to one other thing and that is sulfa and with that one I was constantly getting sick UCKY!
but back to more interesting things here is a poem for you I wrote this one about 4 years ago
LONELINESS
It was a night of whispers and kisses
As a lover's moon rose over my head and my heart
But to him it was just another full moon
I felt a rush of excitement I turned to share it with my lover
But to my dismay and suprise I discovered that once again I was alone in the world
But then I wondered if he was ever really there in the first place
Was I truely alone this whole time?
THE END
I know kinda weird but I liked it because it speaks to me and I remember what I had written it for it was about 4 years ago and I was in what they call a mania (that's what my daughter came from) and I was going between 4 lovers and they were all friends and I wondered if any of them truely care about me (HINT one was the guy I just broke up with) but at that time I found that I was just a toy for them all except one who I had truely fallen in love with when I found out I was pregnant he offered to be the father wether she was truely his or not but like a fool I broke up with him saying that I didn't want him to feel caged into doing it especially since I didn't know if she was his or not. He left the state going to arizona I think and a few months later it turned out that she was most likely his out of the three guys and I searched for him finally finding him he agreed to come back for me and savanna but when he came back he just gave up and left me (i think that his mom had something to do with that she never really liked me) I rarely see him anymore and when I do I act like I didn't see him He still swears that savanna isn't his and I really don't know I mean he has green eyes were she has blue but at the same time my mothers family has mainly blue eyes AND savanna is allergic to cats and so is he NO ONE in my family is allergic to cats I don't know it doesn't really matter anymore I think he really only wanted me without a child and if that is true there is no way in hell I would give savanna up she is the main thing that keeps me alive! But I do miss him he was the most loving and romantic guy I was ever with not a day goes by that I don't kick myself in the but for regecting what he originally offered me (sighs)
WOW thunder we have been having some really wierd weather here lately I mean like just after chistmas it was like spring time we got in the 70's if I am right oh boy alot of rain I can here it on the roof we really havn't had much snow it's mainly been rain I think it is due to global warming I mean the winters here are becoming milder each year which isn't good especially for the farmers. I love thunder storms. But I really don't have much to do now my house is already clean I guess I could watch more of FY and finish it
OH my mom just brought over my mail and in it was fruits basket that is probably what I will watch next after fushigi yugi + I need to look into getting the OVAs and Movies of FY I only have the series which is like 50 something episodes long but a friend of mine said that the OVA is the best so with that I leave you I might write some more later depends how I feel
write to ya later
leala
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