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hello
2005-01-14 02:17:55
Geeze I am SO lazy hehe I took my pillow into the living room 3 or 4 days ago and I just brought it back like 12 feet into my bedroom LOL Now that's lazy for ya. Am I the only one alive that likes return to oz better than the wizard of oz? Well I do and I am proud of it! hehe Oh man my room is a mess and I have a insurance guy coming by tomarrow afternoon and I don't know why but he talked as if he needs to come into my house that sucks! I mean well every room in the house is clean but my bedroom and well I can't ever seem to keep it clean I guess it's all my clothes (blushes) looks like I'm not going to be able to write on my fanfiction (procrastination & ADD) hey who put that there I may procrastinate and I may have ADD but well.....................hehe funny banner...................now what was I saying oh yeah well crap I was going to make that into a joke but well I feel so stupid but I really did forget were I was going with that. DARN IT ALL! STUPID SON OF A BISCUIT MAKER! Ahh now that that is out of my system let me reread what I said and .............................Ummm Okay then ummmmmm crud! Oh my messy room yeah . . . . . . . .oh ok it's been like this for well forever I just can't keep it clean and well thats what I was saying yeah so there! Stupid memory loss stuff! It really irkes me some times :_( Oh poor me it's SO sad yeah being sarcastic is definatly something I need to work at oh and my spelling I'm pretty bad about it the only way people can read my fanfiction well let me tell you a secret promise not to tell? hehehe my secret starts with microsoft and ends with word and with that I use the wonderful magic of a new fangled thingy called spell check ALL bow down to the magic spell checker that hides in my computer it must be a fairy and well it's probably going to die soon just like spot #2 yeah well Savanna has had 2 spots so far and darn those stinking gold fish they don't tell you when they get hungery and well before spot there was dori I just don't have luck with gold fish and being the animal lover I am I told savanna that spot 1 &2 along with Dori have went back to the sea (flush) and well I told her that maybe we should hold off on pet fishes till she gets older (18) and then she can take care of them herself because mommy can't even really remember to breath little alone feed a fish. And well with that I figure the case is closed (or at least till we go to the pet shop again or she watches the STINKING nemo cartoon)
Ah well I am going to shuve every thing into the closet and shut the door and then I may write some more.
I hope I don't hurt myself
leala -
Sorry if I bored you with my last post hehe
2005-01-13 22:51:57
CRAP!!!!!! I AM SO PISSED THIS STUPID COMPUTER JUST ERASED ALL THAT I HAD WRITTEN!!!!!!!!!
Well I guess I will start over! I HATE THIS STUPID COMPUTER!!!!!!!! If it had an email adress I would send hate mail!!!!!
um okay I will try to rewrite what all I had written.
here is a summary
I wish I had some fazolis bread sticks..... I never really cared about my weight I mean I'm not fat but I am not bone thin either. I'm well curvey I guess is the word I am going to go to a aquatics class and start to walk again It took me a whole half an hour to walk the mile last week! I don't know alot has changed since the accident like I'm no longer very flexable I used to be able to fold my self backwards and look through my legs but there is no way I can do that now I used to do pilates and I even did those belly dancing videos they were fun but not now like I used to be a lifeguard I mean I never worked as one but the last two years of high school I took the class so I could swim I love to swim I used to be able to do the mile in 13 minutes doing the backstroke now well YOU CAN'T LAUGH!!!! when I went to florida about a year and a half ago well you see my back doesn't bend and every time I would get pushed over by a wave well let's just say I call it the turtle effect I KNOW!!!! (blushes) I couldn't get myself off of my back!!!! I KNOW YOU LAUGHED!!!! it's okay I forgive you. And well let's just say that since the accident my um....... sex life kinda sucks!! :_(
And as for alcohol Iused to be able to down a pint of vodka (my favorite hard liquor) but now I get drunk from like two wine coolers (they interact with my meds hehe) um........... :_( ................ Okay here is a juicy bit of info I was homless for like a month well not completely homeless I got kicked out of my parents house and so I stayed with a friend for like a week then I met a guy and like three days later I moved in with him I KNOW I WAS SO STUPID! but anyways that was when I was into weed... I started smoking weed in the 6th grade I was a pot head I know and I smoked it till about three and a half years ago. any way back to the guy I wasn't the only person who moved in three other guys moved in too but it was okay we were all friends I got my own room which was very nice of him and basically we would smoke and drink all night and play spaids I got pretty good at that game hehe anyway one night we had a party for the b-day of one of my friends needless to say the cops busted us (sighs) I was so stupid........ but we left and walked over to this other guys house were we smoked and drank some more I got sick YUCKY! but so did the guy I was living with. He gave me a caffene pill trying to get me to stay up but I was SO tired. I was the only girl there besides like 8 guys... SO STUPID! But I was okay most of them I knew from high school and a few I knew from grade school. anyway the guy that was staying at the house we were at came out with a homemade tattoo gun we all got out needles read burning them to sterilize SO STUPID! any way I got a little heart scar on the back of my left shoulder it's a scar because the STUPID HEAD used the wrong ink I am just happy that I didn't get a big tat like two of the other guys and I was hella lucky that i didn't catch anything! any way I got tired and the pill wasn't working so me and the guy I was living with passed out on the couch together It was so funny though we were so high that some of the guys pulled some kitchen chairs together acting like it was a limo!!!! LOL and for some reason I always got knocked out and put into the trunk!!! SO UNFAIR! but it was okay I wasn't really knocked out infact I played from my seat on the couch it was SO funny I can't help but laugh when I think about it. I wasn't lonely in the trunk cause the guy I lived with always was the next to be put in the trunk LOL anyway like I said we eventally fell asleep on the couch it was nice to have someone to cuddle with the couch was super small and I kinda had a small crush on him hehehehehehe but I never persued it I had a hell of a hangover the next day one of the few times I did get a hang over. any way I eventually went home like three weeks later I had so much fun even though it was totally stupid some of the things I did. I stayed friends with the guy that I stayed with and he eventually married a friend of mine they have a baby boy who should be around 4 or 5 now. they moved to Florida (sighs) I miss them. but anyway I may write later
hope your gossip cup is full hehehehehehe
later
leala -
OH my baby is growing up SO fast
2005-01-13 21:17:03
Tomarrow I go and sign my vannie doll up for preschool I will probably be more tramatized than her she can't wait to start. (wipes away a stray tear)
I did write more on my fanfiction I now have about 2 pages done my chapters average about 3 pages but I think that this chapter might be longer.
I saw my ex today I went into hardees were he works and thank goodness he wasn't working but then about 5 minutes after we got there he came in he got some food and hid in a corner I wish he wouldn't act like I am some scary witch or something Oh well I never even look towards him but in my head I was patting myself on the back because I had taken the time to look cute I did my hair and wore my favorite babydoll top the one that is off the shoulder hehehehee Oh well I don't care anymore.
I went shopping today GREAT SALES! I love to shop it is my favorite thing to do I even like it more than anime! I know that's nutz but I just like it. I bought some stuff for vannies bday which is on the 26 of this month. I also bought some clothes for me I havn't bought any clothes for me for a while. I bought some dress pants in grey, black, and kahki. I also bought two shirts one has a light pink tank and it is covered by well like a shrug that ties at the chest hehehehehehe LOL sorry the other is a simple tee shirt it's bright orange and says Boys prefer burnets I LOVE IT! pluss it will match a pair of addidas track pants I have that are navy with bright orange stripes down the sides. I just hope that my ex doesn't think I am obsessed about him his favorite color is orange BUT I no longer care I liked the shirt and it only came in orange pluss I have had those addidas pants for like two years! SO THERE! heheheheh Mwahaha LOL
Well I am sure I will write later
check ya later
leala ann -
I know I know
2005-01-13 05:14:54
I've been such a bad girl but I guess it doesn't matter since there is no one here to spank me hehehe
it is now 4:10 AM and well I was getting some nausia from my pain meds and well I ate some cereal and um..... watched the movie peter pan and well if jeremy sumpter was my age hehehehehehehe well I will leave it at that hehehehehehe LOL oh well I LOVE that movie and well I only got a paragraph done on my fanfiction talk about ADD oh well I will write on it till my meds kick in and I pass out I am very dedicated to my fanfiction when I am not distracted mwahaha
till tomarrow oops I mean till later today
leala -
note
2005-01-13 02:51:57
I just have to tell I was reading a journal by animefreakchick and it was SO FUNNY I only got to read like the first page but I laughed myself to tears hehehehehehehehehheheheheehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehhe LOL LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL check it out and see what I mean I LOVED IT! heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh
I know I am a procastinator so I REALLY am going to work on my fanfiction and I will check out animefreakchick's journel later heheheheheheehehehehehehehehehe LOL and I usually don't look at other journels but this was FUNNY! sorry if I offend
leala heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheeeeeeeeeeeeee LOL :-O
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