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Hi all Miss me?
2005-01-26 01:08:21
Hehe anyway sorry I haven't been writting much my mom is in the hospital and it isn't a regular one if you know what I mean (metal) She lost it and tried to slit her wrists in the shower (flash backs from when I was unmedicated) Anyway I am having a hard time dealing with it and her being in the same room I was when I went to this special hospital doesn't help either. (sighs)
On the lighter side Blood moon seems to be a hit!! I have already had over 1,000 hits on it! YIPPY! And I think the best part is that I am having so much fun writting it that I get a chapter or two a night!!
Sorry about that anime unleashed was coming on from G4TechTV and I tape the series that they play. Geneshaft just started tonight. It has a awesome beginning song! Besides running to a from the hospital, keeping up on my chapters, and checking out when a cosplay convention is coming near here (if you know then email me at anime_freak@direcway.com) I live in Il and I know there are some in chicago but that is three hours away!! Anyway I have also been writting on a anime forum I think it is called anime insider it's fun!! And I have learned to use the preview button and review what I have read so that my stupidity doesn't show threw hehe. Anyway I thought I would drop you guys a line tell you whats up I will try and write tomorrow
kisses
leala ann
leala81 (pen name)
slave 4 anime (aim & amv)
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Geez
2005-01-24 04:37:07
OK I feel really stupid I should really start to think before i post hehe. ANyway sorry that I am SO late writting today I just got done with an AIM conversation. Nice to hear from people that actually watch anime (sighs)
Blood month is doing SO good I guess it is geared more towards all kinds of people unlike Dio's Curious (sighs yet again) Oh well I think I am doing well blood month has 7 chapters now I think it is my funnest ff to write yet it had humor and stuff in it but I will upgrade it to it's full rated r ness in later chapters Why? Well you should know that by now I am evil hehe.
I have missed writting on here though. Oh wait a minute.... Geez some of the anime I ordered is taking FOREVER to get here (sighs) Oh well I slept SO much last night it was like I was hybernating hehe I don't know Hey I'm sorry I know I promised a long entry to you and well this makes me a lier but I have to get up early and well I have some things todo yet SORRY I hope you forgive me PLEASE OH PLEASE? To make it up to you I will mention this journal in my next chapter of blood month ok? love you guys SO much hehe
kisses + kisses I'm sorry ok?
love ya
leala ann -
I think I have some problems
2005-01-23 04:46:06
Ok here is what my subject is refering to let me ask you a question Am I the only person out there that when I hear the heat turn on I can't help but run over and stand over the heat vent???? Thought not hehehe I just can't help myself it's SO warm mmmm yeah warm hehe
Anyway I think my only fuel I seem to be running off of latly is diet pop and cigerettes hehe but I will write about that tomorrow it is now 3:39 AM my time and I am tired I just finished chapter six of blood month and sent it off to my beta yippy I'm happy well I would be if I wasn't so darn tired I ment to hook my larger stereo up tonight so I could take a shower listening to my music hehe but I will have to use the smaller one (not very small actually it's just that the big one is well huge more like a house stereo and the lil one is more like for a dorm Hey who am I kidding here I just want to use the big one it has been so long since I have played it sighs) But anyway I think I will listen to the song fake wings from the .hack//sign soundtrack (an awesome soundtrack by the way) and take my shower already and then it's bedtime for me heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
YES I am very tired but I will promise to write a nice long entry tomorrow so you guys don't feel left out hehe
kisses to all who bother to take them LOL heheheheheheheeheheheheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee OOPS there I go again I do believe that I can now trype faster than I talk which is fast hehe
nighty night sleep tight don't let the Alucard bug bite hehe (I wouldn't mind if it was an Alucard bug hehe)
leala ann -
hiiiiiiii
2005-01-23 02:36:42
It seems my days have gotten busier! I just posted a short chapter on Dio's Curious it was mainly to buy me some more time hehe I know I am evil! Mwahaha I just got chapters four and five back from my beta Thank god for betas hehe anyway I have to read those yet and then I will post them for blood month I seem to be having a great time writting blood month and it is even funner since I can share it with my beta eternalsorrow I am also in the middle of chapter six for it so I can't write very long I feel like I am ignoring you guys with all the work I have to do but don't worry I will write you a nice long entry hopefully tomorrow so don't fret you are not forgotten. well gotta run or I mean type hehe
kisses to you all
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I have a feeling this is going to be a long day (sighs)
2005-01-22 14:14:02
Yes I survived the night yippy! hehe Vannie is still here my mom is really sick she had a nervous breakdown not that long ago (I think it had mainly to do with my accident around 3 years ago) anyway she has been hopping from one head doc to the next (my doc is the best but since he treats me he can't treat her company policy) any way she has been going to a new one like every other day (like 40 minutes away from here) anyway that is where she and my dad are right now. It makes me want to cry I feel so guilty because I am the main cause of her suffering.... I couldn't imagine being in her place those few years ago the thought of loosing a child like savanna is too much to even bare the idea of it. Since the accident my mom has been the stronge one (my dad broke that day when I jumped) anyway she has had alot of stress for anyone and my sister doesn't seem to understand that she can't tell my mom her problems anymore it would only stress her out again but she does anyway it seems when ever she comes over it's with some new stressful problem I mean yes she is having a hard time a new baby and finding out the daddy was cheating on her 2 weeks before she had their baby and I admire her for her strength at a time like this but the timing is even worse my mom has started to worry herself to an early grave litteraly and then my brother sweet and very religous but he refuses to take his medicine (sighs)
OH CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I missed group it was thursday I have to go I need to email brian and tell him that I completely forgot about it gotta go
kisses
leala ann
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