JOURNAL: slave 4 anime (Leala scott)

  • no one loves me waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 2005-11-16 15:57:59 will no one go to allpoetry and leave me a lil bday gift!?!
    does no one love me!?!

    :-( 
  • HOOKED!!! 2005-11-07 10:20:30 OK I'm SO hooked on harvest moon! I mean really I don't even really like to play video games! Ok what got me started was a game called kisses from downloads.com it's freeware so download it already! LOL anyways it's just a demo and I got board of it after a month or so hehe. So ryan said I should try harvest moon and low and behold it's the same kinda game play and concept as kisses!! but more to it!! YAY! I love it!!
    anyways
    My birthday is coming up on the 11th can you beleive I will be 24!! I found a grey hair last month just pulled it out hehe SOOOO if you want to do something for my birthday..... go to allpoetry.com then to the name: slave 4 anime and post a review on one of my poems you can say you are from my journal or you don't have to say.

    BUT to do this you need to register it's free and you don't really need a valid email adress just remember your password hehe. I would be very greatful! there are all kinds the older ones are dark the newer ones are about light but there are a few really sad ones about my mom lately. She is almost through it. She now has D.I.D. which means multi personalities :( but you can't really tell they mainly stay in her head. I just wish my brother and sister would take it more seriously but they don't. Only me, my dad, and my mom's step mom can help her through a spell or flash back. The first one I ever experienced was her clawing at her neck saying she couldn't breath but I couldn't get through to her she didn't know me she was mentally back to when she was 3. So I walked her through some grounding this time it was colors because a 3 year old has to really concentrate to get the names of the colors down right? anyways she came out of it but that was a while ago since then it went to numbers and now she is dealing with the last part of it when she was 12. I will never forgive her step father! It makes me sick! I'm just glad that they live far away. And I have my other grandparents (my mom's real dad and her step mom) to be there I love them dearly.
    OK so I am going to go play some harvest moon now LOL and for all those who read my fanfiction I want to annouce some things first of all my dear friend amyfushigiyugi is making her ff into punlished books!! YAY if you want to buy one go to amyfushigiyugi on adultfanfiction.net it should be there on her profile or in one of her stories at the bottom in author's notes or something. AND the next chapter of spirited love is half way done! what happened to blood month you ask? well I should be working on the final chapter of that one soon if I can get away from harvest moon that is LOL
    ciao
    leala 
  • long time no write huh? LOL :D 2005-10-31 11:15:46 So you ask how is life? Well good great actually. Sorry I haven't written lately miss me? anyways updates for ya: I'm now married. My daughter will be 4 in january. My mom is doing better she was diagnosed as D.I.D. basically she has multiple personalities she says there are three. actually four if you count her. (sighs) as for my fanfiction I am half way finished with a new chapter 2 for spirited love. Nothing yet for blood month but I have a NEW beta for it when I do restart it. My hubby has a job at pet world. My daughter goes to school now :( (a lone tear rolls down face) I have to go now my nephew is here and crying (heavy sigh) but I will hopefully write again soon!!
    take care
    leala 
  • woah sorry long time no write 2005-06-12 15:14:14 well things are moving along I am getting married on the 26th of this month. I'm really nervous this is the second largest descision I have ever made. I love ryan it amazes me how much I do and it still keeps growing just when I think I can't love him enough I do. Well I did it I spoke infront of everyone today at church (WHEW) I didn't know I was going to speak till the bishop told me just as the service was starting so I winged it and did fine but my nerves where killing me. THen in sunday class I got pulled out and my dad was there which is wierd cause he doesn't go to my church told me my daughter was extremely sick. I got her home canceled my important lesson for tonight and now she is acting FINE!?! Kids actually I think my rents used her coughing up some flim as an excuse but oh well. Ryan aka AEtherryan on here is coming out here for good on the 18th of this month we will be legally married on the 20th and the ceremony is on the 26th it started out as a simple wedding but now has gotten blown way out of porportion! stress was killing my till I got the elders to come and give me a blessing then I felt better which if you had done so to me about three years back I would have done it then laughed at how you said it would work. but not now now i have faith in my life which is also wierd cause I was never a religous person. well I hope to keep up the writting but i have to go now vannie is calling :-P if you would like to read my poetry or fanfiction it is at allpoetry.com under the name slave 4 anime I write dark love erotic among other types of poetry.
    take care all
    ciao
    leala 
  • heheeeeeeeeeeee 2005-05-21 04:49:24 I'M GETTING MARRIED! MARRIED MARRIED I'M GETTING MARRIED HURRAY HURRAY GONNA GET MARRIED IN A MONTH HURRAY! OK
    alrighty then my friend just left finally and now I am goin to sleep i will hopefully write tomorrow if I get the time.
    kisses to all
    ciao
    leala 
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