JOURNAL: fyrtenheimer (Rachel Bright)

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  • BOOM 2003-07-07 17:02:23 This chair is making my ass hurt.

     
  • Awe fucken wizzap 2003-06-26 11:45:59 I had two hours of sleep.

    Weird thing is, it feels great. Err, not great, I don't feel bad though.
    Bad like body wind. Well, I smell good.

    I've always had a a weird obesession for nething that smells like raspberries. MAYBE 'CAUSE IT SMELLS GOOD?!
    I have raspberry smelling shampoo and conditioner.
    Body powder.
    Body spray.
    Lotion.
    Even deordorant.
    A couple of my drama masks have the base color raspberry and surprisingly enough, it looks good with my green based room.
    It doesn't help when my room at mi abuela's looks like a raspberry color based room. Pinkish reddish colored pillows.

    She does it all on purpose, and that's ok. I should tell her she doesn't have to bribe me to get me to stay with her.

    I also remember yesterday how many a guy were 'flirting with her'. It's not necessarily weird how older people do it, just fascinatingly curious I think. Everytime I'm with her, I feel like I'm in "How to make an American Quilt." except I'm not with ne guy. I'm just learning but still loving (in a "I have a crush teehee :)" kinda way) at the same time.
    And in a weird kind of respect, I feel content. I could sit on her porch and stare out forever. Which is what I've practically been doing since I've been here. She has the big 2 story white house with a garden and river near by kinda hospice that everyone dreams about when retiring. Kind of reminds me of my mother's parents' farm.

    She REALLY doesn't look her age, but then again, she had my dad at a young age. I dunno, she takes care of herself.
    And I don't mean with botox.

    A couple of relative are coming over to bitch me out about how I've lost too many pounds or something. My lower drop keeps falling off. It's funny in a way though, because everytime I do the shimmy, the damn thing keeps dropping lower, and lower ..and lower. I can't help it. Now I have to get refitted. She's going to make good food and stuff my face and I'm going to enjoy it.

    Neway, flipping up burgers on this beef patty wagon. I'm gonna go outside and help her garden. 
  • What a find very funny 2003-06-25 23:18:25 is that he doesn't "really want to come to the ORG much now because it reminds him of a person" but he comes and makes even more journal entries!
    Feel the pity.
    Feel the burn.

    Neway, I had told someone this earlier, but this morning, mi abuela was making albondigas, and had left some on a plate. Her cat had tried to jump either on the plate or near the plate, and landed on it. She was sliding all over the plate and spewing meatball sauce everywhere. The cat finally made it off the plate.

    I haven't laughed that hard for a while.

    But as funny as it was, it grossed me out, and I can't eat meatballs nemore. So there you go.

    Something also kinda funny, I went to a lunch with mi abuela and a couple of her friends. I usually call them luncheons. You eat outside under those umbrella picnic things and gossip with other people while eating and playing with the kids at the same time. They usually have dances as well, so I like to go.
    But the wind was blowing hard, and I thought it best to just sit down and stuff my face, and a lady found out the hard way when the wind blew and her skit flew up and was caught on her underthings. It wouldn't have been so bad if her skirt could have been immediately pulled down, but it was stuck, so two other people had to try to help her as quickly as possible w/out making a scene. They didn't succeed.


    But up there, I gained quite a bit of 5yr old followers. They giggled a lot, and instead of asking me if I had a boyfriend, they asked if I had any money.
    Except for the 4k on my check card, no. Which reminded me to call my mother and ask her to bring it to me. Too lazy to drive. And neway, last time I "lost" my check card, my brother had been using it. What a fight that was.

    Other than that, nothing really happened. Me and mi abuela took a walk, and she showed me a path I could take to continue running in the mornings and in the evenings. It's really pretty, and not as bumpy as the one at home.

    I could go for some orange juice.
     
  • -O- 2003-06-24 19:07:19 O-O
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  • JECHT IS ONE MEEEEAN MOMMA LLLLLLOL FFX RAWKS 2003-06-24 10:24:16 Love is awesome.
    I'm falling hard. On the cement. He's drawn on the cement and I fell hard for him, and busted my head and now blood is everywhere. Whoa, metaphor. Actually, I fell and was heading for the cement, but he caught my fall. That was in a dream I had. Guess who's face it was. All the people who make me happy aren't very close distance-wise. Damn that misfortune.

    I remember a couple years ago, my brother was making up screen names for himself on our drive home from school. He was shooting spiffy ones, but "CareBearKiller" came out of his mouth. I nearly fucken died right there and asked if I could have that one. He said no.

    I offered him 5 bucks.
    He said no.

    Eventually, it shot up to 30 bucks, and I got the screen name, only to find out when I got home, that it was taken already. So I put a 84 at the end.

    CareBearKiller84 LLLLLLOL. Oh Dear God. ffjjjdkkdlsllslslls

    Neway, I'm going to spend the rest of the summer at my Grandma's and I'm leaving today at around 4. The more I think about it, the more excited I get. I'm uber excited. I always feel happy or content over there anyway. She's great, except when she tells me my hips aren't fat enough.

    "Look at your drobe, it's falling down your thighs"
    "Err. whoops"
    "What have I told you? Eat more and make sure it goes to your bottom and your hips."
    " :O?, Hey what the hell are you doing? "
    "You're not fat enough."
    "ffffffffffjjgjig"

    When she asked me a couple years ago if I wanted to live with her, I should have tooken her offer. I think I'm basically afraid of being shunned by my mom's side of the family, like they've done to her. My gramdma's definitely an eastern woman, and everyone on my mother's side is a Virginian and an ignorant.
    And neway, I think everyone on the mom's side is fucken racist. I think mom only fucked a halfrican to spite her parents.

    Oh well, everyone on my father's side is a dick besides his parents. Oh jesus, mojo sauce :O...

    I'M SURROUNDED BY DICKS, RAPE.

    Not that my immediate family doesn't make me happy. Or maybe they don't. I just need to move out of here.

    So yeah. Splendid. Now I can focus on my dancing more. Though we did talk. I won't be busy, I'll be doing absolutely not a god damn thing, besides dancing at night and chilling with my grandmother during the day. And when she brings her friends over? Dear God, fun it is. There's a luncheon Wednesday, since this new year, I haven't been going to all the activities with my Grandma. Now I can make up for it.

    I love her pasta.
     
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