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run on, for a long time...
2002-05-08 02:09:23
Whoa, hmmm...I'm in a good mood now even though things don't seem to be very well for me. Lets just say, I have no grades in school, maybe that's *suppose* to be the biggest of my worries right now. But It's not, one more month in that place and I'm out, bye bye, so long and thanks for all the fish. I can't see my girlfriend til mid July, gah...have to start saving money to even afford the trip.
Whee, and I'm happy. And I love every single last one of you people. Keep the art alive! (maybe I'm just running on no food and need to get home to eat) Eh, I don't care. Right now I'm just happy. OR MAYBE ITS BECAUSE IM LISTENING TO MOBY! GAH! ALL HIS SONGS ARE SO REPEDITIVELY HAPPY! (except the last, say, 5 songs on Play..good stuff ^_^ )
Anyway, I think I will get home...I'm sick of this work place...too many gamers during the day....too many strange idiots shoving money in my face wanting to play Counter-Strike.
Current Song: Moby - Run On
Current Book: Chuck Palahniuk - Survivor -
Verbal gunfight...
2002-05-07 23:27:27
Listening to Hiphop today...good stuff...well...some of it is anyway. I find myself listening to Jurassic 5 and Tribe Called Quest.
Now, the warzone is blazing, people are laughing and playing cards. Shouting and screaming, loud cries and explosions pollute the airways. Sometime it hurts to even think about it, but now I've kind of learned to ignore it if they don't come up to me...most likely that won't happen though...
[looks away from window, returns 3 hours later]
god...I can't even remember what I was rambling about...oh well...
Well I got the phone number for the box factory now, awesome stuff, time to call up and get a second job. thank god, more hours, mean more money...wheee...Then I can afford my plane ticket!!! ^^ - Require second job...needed for vacation... 2002-05-07 16:00:55 Tacoma washington sucks for finding jobs.
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Otakon...submission received...whee!
2002-05-06 17:56:30
My head feels weird...maybe it's because I no longer have 8 inches of hair extending out of it...thank god...I'm not down to 2 again.
My facination with T.S. Eliot and other poetry is now bringing me to some weird and new ways of making AMVs...to me...this is awesome, I've never done anything like the video I'm currently working on...it's very strange.
good stuff though...
Current Song - Boards of Canada :: Sixtyniner -
Ash Wednesday...
2002-05-04 14:48:08
This really struck home...
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I. --
Because I do not hope to turn again
Because I do not hope
Because I do not hope to turn
Desiring this man's gift and that man's scope
I no longer strive to strive toward such things
(Why should the aged eagle stretch it's wings?)
Why should I mourn
The vanished power of the usual reign?
Because I do not hope to know again
The infirm glory of the positive hour
Because I do not think
Because I know I shall not know
The one invirtable transitory power
Because I cannot drink
There, where trees flower, and springs flow, for there is nothing again
Because I know that time is always time
And place is always and only place
And what is actual is always actual for one time
And only for one place
I rejoice that things are the way they are
I renounce the blessed face
And renounce the voice
Because I cannot hope to turn again
Consequently I rejoice, having to construct something
Upon which to rejoice
And pray to God to have mercy upon us
And pray that I may forget
These matter that with myself I too much discuss
Too much explain
Because I do not hope to turn again
Let these words answer
For what is done, not to be done again
May the judgement not be too heavy upon us
Because these wings are no longer wings to fly
But merely vans to beat the air
The air which is now thoroughly small and dry
Smaller and dryer than the will
Teach us to care and not to care
Teach us to sit still
Pray for us sinners now at the hour of our death
Pray for us now at the hour of our death
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This merely the first part, but the poem is perhaps one of the best that I've ever read. I need to find my copy of The Four Quartets now ^_^;
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