- FinaL FantasY NinE 2002-07-14 23:14:00 Hey, I got Amarant's Rune Claws, by the way. Still need the Ragnarok, the Excalibur, Ultima Sword, and Dragon's Hair. Zoomish.
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Who hates Linkin Park? *cough*Ciato*cough*
2002-07-14 23:01:15
Haaaiii, guess what? Nah, you hafta guess. Fine, you can't respond. Shhh... there are too many people in this house... in this province... this country... this planet. Bleck. I'mma get a tiny basement apartment. With a T3 connection, and a top of the line computer. And a slurpee machine. And walls full of glowy stuff, candles, and bowls of goldfish. Life will be unbelievably good.
o0o0o0o0o, yumminess! I just got a little dessert thingy with... Rrrrrum in it. Tastirific. I'mma make up some more new words. Zoom.
AHAHAHAHAHA I'm hyper. Sorta. Must be the rum. And the Wild Cherry Pepsi. And the utter lack of sleep. *dies* -
Family + British Columbia = Hell
2002-07-14 05:55:06
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams,
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin,
I make the right moves but I'm lost within,
I put on my daily facade but then,
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself (myself)
I ask why, but in my mind I find,
I can't rely on myself (myself)
I ask why, but in my mind I find,
I can't rely on myself
I can't hold on (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)
It's all too much to take in,
I can't hold on (To anything watching everything spin)
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I turn my back I'm defenseless,
And to go blindly seems senseless,
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll,
Take from me till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone,
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun,
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer,
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
How do you think, I've lost so much
I'm so afraid, I'm out of touch
How do you expect, I will know what to do
When all I know, is what you tell me to
Don't you know,
I can't tell you how to make it go,
No matter what I do how hard I try,
I can't seem to convince myself why,
I'm stuck on the outside
I can't hold on (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)
It's all too much to take in,
I can't hold on (To anything watching everything spin)
With thoughts of failure sinking in - =( 2002-07-06 22:06:11 I hate this. I am in Alberta. I am hundreds of miles away from home. I want to go home. I hate people. Stop coming into the room and asking for tape. I hate you. I hate the republic. I hate the things I packed when I left [;) Doomrider] I hate Alberta. This is not my life. This is not my home. This is not me. I hate this. *dies*
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Aaaaahhhhhh..........
2002-06-25 22:24:52
I got rollerblades. Yes. I'm nifty now.
I. Want. To. Swear. A. Lot.
Not knowing if that's really allowed in these journal type thingies, I shall refrain from excessive profanity. Or any. I like this journal.
Guess what? I'm bored as hell. Oops. Lmao.
I WANT A BICYCLE. Because they're fun to ride. And I need one.
Zidane's at level 68 on my main file. And I have a light blue Chocobo. And over fifty frogs caught. And I can annihilate Necron with out breaking a sweat. And everyone except Quina knows almost all of their abilities.
But.
I have a dilemma. I need final weapons, you see. Ultima Sword, the Magical Fingertip for the Excaliber, whatever Freya's is, and same goes for Amarant. Yes. So if anyone's got anything on that, feel free to contact me. Email's in the profile. Thanks again.
ZOOM, I am going to go elsewhere now. Maybe rollerblade. Meh. Byea.
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