JOURNAL: Cannon_Illmater (****** ******)

  • Love and Loyalty 2004-12-07 14:55:34 Haha, well, today wasnt but so bad. Actually, it was pretty good. School went just about the same as it always does, but the main reason for the title of my entry, is mostly because of a friend (whom i love) That i feel...hhmm..i don know, loyalty to. I know, i know, it sounds stupid, but i cant help feel the way i do about her, though i dont want to, or are going to try to, take our friendship any farther than what it is. She isnt in to me like that, though i am to her. Anways, today i was hoping she would not show up for rugby, and thankfully she didnt. I would have felt like crap if she did, and another scene like what happened the teusday before thanksgiving happened. All in all, today was a good day, and thats bout it.  
  • A new day 2004-12-06 21:37:44 Well, the start of a new week. Oh how i dislike mondays. But it wasnt that bad actually. As the days go on, i start to realize that i have alot to be thankful for, and alot that i take for granite, when most of the things i have, even other dont have in other countries. *sigh* But you all dont want to read about that, now do you? ^^; Well, the classes i had today where Japanese, which went well, geomemtry, which went well, and java programming, which went well also ^_^ Now i have aught up in those classes, so i dont have much to worry about i geuss, though Interums do come out this week, and i am slightly worried about my grades......^^; 
  • Something new, keeping and open mind 2004-12-05 17:00:54 Well, today was a good day for shopping, and so was yesturday. Yesturday i managed to get three books. Two where Battle angel alita, Last order books three and four, and Sea of Swords, Forgotten realms. Today i got three sweeters, and thats bout it. Reading always open my mind up to new things, and makes me realize certain things about my life that i should have realized from the start. If there is one thing that bothers me , thats being like everyone else. Im not everyopne else, i am my own person, and i like to keep it that way 
  • Worthwhile 2004-12-04 11:27:56 So here i sit at my computer, going through google looking up information on different things. Mostly information on japan for the japanese club at my school. So long as i do something to benifit someone in a positive way, i dont mind going out my way to do things for them ^_^ Mostly its information on Hiragana, Katakana, and Kanji. I hope they are grateful though at least ^^; 
  • Dissapointment.... 2004-12-03 22:49:57 Well, today is friday, and it seems my weekend has been mostly blown out the window, since my friend and lady love wont be coming over to my house afterall. Actuaaly, im happy for her. She has a life at least, but i envy her at the same time for it. But so long as she is happy, thats all that really matters to me i geuss. Anyways, for tommorrow, the most ill be doing is hanging around here on AMV, studying more Kanji, practicing my japanese some more, working on my english, work on my story some, then me and mums plan on hanging out latter on, and will go shopping...maybe. And yes, i am guy that goes shopping. Mostly for video games, anime, and books. And that mostly seems like all im going to be doing tommorrow. Im sure tommorrow will turn out to be alot better then im making it out to be....
    hopefully... 
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