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my first Serious Business Studios video..
2006-04-16 21:16:08
yep.. i finished my first video as a SBS member... im working on my second one *speed of life* as well as a shitload of collaborations... if you wanna check out the vid im releasing it here before i post it on the org..
http://amv4000.org/Videos/amv4000%20-%20So%20Sick%20Of%20Ex-Girlfriends.mpg
I'll be on the chat later tonight.. -
Hentai project Track Layout
2006-04-16 10:13:34
the songs for teh hentai project...
Song 1 - get Nakid
Song 2 - secret for MJ
Song 3 - My Track
Song 4 - #2 on THAT cd..
Song 5 - outro... maby its on?
Also think about a yaoi project.. rules are no accual yaoi shows.. and cross anime = great!
im to busy to do that now.. -
CBR Dies, History Of MWD, Inspiration, ...To Belong...
2006-03-23 03:20:20
ok, we've finally killed CBR, i felt very unappreciated so i decided its time to kill the studio... Joining SBS, who cares... Next topic..
My History...
ok, well if anyone has read the history of AMV4000 on my website under info... this is how i got to that point... what drives me... and why i hate certain people like i do...
Back in 1995 my little brother was born, thus began my problems... my parents were already going through the "were gunna divorce" thing, and a new kid was NOT the answer to their problems... but after he was born they seperated more and more... and it seemed that i was skipping school to watch him more and more often... I did however have internet, so i couldnt complain too much... but then after 8th grade i oped to be homeschooled... more time to help watch my brother, and i was just starting to make amvs, so I could have more time to make them! Well, it turned into me doing less school work, me watching/raising my little brother and me editing like a madman... My older sister had already moved out, and so it was basically "anywhere I go he follows" type of thing... my mom soon moved out and started working and dating (which ment i had to watch my brother more) and my dad was working midnight shift, and we didnt see him very often... so this ment that i had to watch my brother, and i had plenty of alone time to edit amvs... meaning that from like my 12th birthday and up i was on my own... thanks mom and dad (fuck you!) and so on my 16th birthday i moved to kentucky for schooling... and so did my moms boyfriend.. My mom soon packed up and followed (not really for me, but she could use that excuse to my dad). She then got a job in indiana, and got me a job there too... in which i hated it so i moved back to georgia... (less child support??) so she followed me... I then moved out at 18... got a job and lived with Mr. Pilkington.. had lots of car problems (yeah thanks! I've gone through 3 cars... just my fucking luck!) wrecked once but it didnt mess up the truck... anyways, during the years my mom has seen a few of my vids (because her boyfriend liked my vids, so she would watch a few)... my dad has seen none... and now that my dads girlfriend accually wants to know about my vids... my dad seems to care about how their doing... (Now you notice.. after what? 8 maby 9 years... your just now picking it up?? thanks)...
Which leads me to Inspiration...
I've always wondered was my ispiration for amvs... its the pain that i keep locked up inside of me... the hate for everyone i know... the loneliness i feel.. my childhood, or lack there of... has me all fucked up... hell, im scared to date people because of certain things in my past... all i really have are my amvs... and those are even slipping away fast... i mean im still inspired.. but its for a bunch of bad reasons...
anyways that leads me to my next topic...
To belong... or feeling like you belong!
When i hang out at cons or with amv creators, i dont usually feel as if im wanted there, like i dont belong... on the chatrooms every now and then i feel as if i belong, like im part of the group... its not often, but it happens... It really sucks for me to feel left out because amvs have been my life... since i was like 12 i've been doing amvs... 8 years later im still at it... and i still feel as if im an outcast... like no one cares about me or my vids... After spending the past 8 or 9 years on something, and finding out that it was wasted, and that nobody cares... that really sucks... i have 150+ videos that very few people, if any, care about... I dont feel as if i belong here with everyone else... which is what im getting at... so if i dont see anyone from amvs ever again... oh well... -
been a lkong time, CBR is beginning
2005-07-05 03:26:50
well, i havent posted in here since i quit amvs.. its been a bit... anyways, i need to get CBr finished.. im working on the site, its looking alright, but people arent sending their stuff to me like they need to.. once i get everything i need CBR will be up... just have to be patient.. I also noe have completed my goal of 3 years.. when i bought amv4000.com i said (i will have amv4000.org anf .net..) since then i have gotten .org, and 2 days ago, i got .net... now that thats out of my way i need to update my own website and put CBR asside.. not to mention work... there arent enough hours in the day for me to do everything that i need to do for my website and for my studio.. also, the few videos that i have re-exported after my last hard drive crash need to be uploaded... Im uploading Project Þ to the org as im writing this, so hopefully it will be up soon... i also need to work on my project videos..
2 VG3 vids... 7 Likin Revolution vids... My Darth Vader Left Rights vid.. i dont even think i can get my own project back going again.. Project ß may be dead for a while... although with the help of Tardo i might be able to pull some of this stuff off.. Tardo's Awa Pro video is looking pretty good, im trying to help him out a bit but its not working as planned... My Masters vid is going no where fast... and well... my job is going down the shitter.. i just hope i can hold on until awa...
on a more personal note, i have quit being so much of an asshole to everyone... after a long talk with my ex-girlfriend, i came to realize a lot about myself... thanks to her im accually turning back into a decent person.. i think.. hell, if time allows it i might even start to make amvs again... but that wot be until atleast 06.. i have too many project vids to worry about my own amvs.. as for now though... i need to get my websites fixed up and i need to finish my projecct vids.. maby then i'll be able to have some peace and quiet... well, not while im living with Mr. Pilkington... - Its.. Over.. 2004-12-05 21:59:57 Well, i quit... After driving by a store called "Euphoria" i realized, my life sucks... i also realized.... im going to hell... so for now.. and for long time.... im out
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