- New addy proverb... 2007-03-08 02:41:51 If your not dieing of laughter... then your not living!
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thx...
2007-03-08 01:07:11
just wanted to thank you all *who said something to me* for helping to cheer me up... i'm just an emotional wreck now adays... but im cheered up for now... still at work and stuff... but maby watching those videos i downloaded the other day will help... when i get home i think i'll watch em... their old dbz videos.... i used to LOVE these certain vids.. and maby if i watch them i can feel like i used to.. then again i could always just go play more online golf... video games arent helping me much with amvs... neither are my roomates... but since im moving this weekend, maby the extra space will help me focus more on amvs and less on gaming and roomate stuff... then again thats what i hope the next con will do...
thx yue and yewieh and shino -
comming up on 200...
2007-03-07 23:09:22
yeah, well im at 176 amvs... and i feel less and less like editing as the days go by... there is a good chance i may stop editing for a while once i hit 200... it may even be before that though... i have a few project videos to complete *RVG4. FMV, Villian, LP and Clow* but after that.. who knows....
do i really even want to hit 200 amvs? cause the more crap i put out, it seem like the less people watch... and i havent really made an amv for ME in quite some time... then again i havent wanted to.. most of the time its for someones birthday, or a friend liked the song, editing for a con.. or practice for something... but i havent accually sat down and wanted to make a video for me... if i can recall... i think the last one i made for myself was prolly... my alone i break video in 2003... and even that was really only made because meri's trunks video was so popular and the korn video to the song i used was freaky.... maby i just need to stop and do a dbz video or a sailor moon video.. kinda to throw my mentality into the past... kinda like jumpstarting it...
I just hope that this next con can put me into a little bit better of a mood.. but i can only hope...
as for my mental state... im scared shitless... i cant remember the last time i went this long without feeling like editing.... I've been doing this for most of my life now... i started in like 97 or 98... and 9 or 10 years later... im still in it... i have no clue of what im doing anymore... I watch other amvs and realize that i cant edit like that.. as much as i wish my style was more like the newer editors... its not... and i've come to realize that almost nobody wants to see the same old editing style that i put out in every single video. I always thought of myself as having tons of styles of editing... but when i accually sat back and watched my videos... its the same thing over and over... sure the anime and song is different... but everything else is the same,.. maby im just feeling too old for this shit... but its not like it really matters anymore.. i might just need to stay offline for a while and try to edit a video without looking at other videos for inspiration... maby look inwards for inspiration....
back to work for me now though... - KICKED IN THE MOTHER F*IN BALLS! 2007-03-05 04:30:37 just checked the vca semi final categories... none of my vids made it... guess thats a sign... oh well, fuck it
- TOTAL SCORE! 2007-03-05 01:31:31 wewt!!!! I switched out an effect that i thought was freezing up my export from premiere... fucking particles... anyways, i switched it to a light zoom, and BOOM! it worked... took it like 8 hours to export a video made in 3 hours... but hey... atleast I can finally encode it and upload it... I havent accually gotten a chance to watch the video... I had to get some sleep while it was exporting, but it said it was sucessful, and i trust it... so in the next day or 2 i will have a new video uploaded!! ZOMG! it will be my first video on the org for 2007!! Although its my second video of the year, i dont think that King Of Spayn was worth uploading to the org... I plan to have atleast 1 more video by next week, i have to finish it for a con.... and im iron cheffing at that con (hopefully) against Bakadeshi... so i have to prepare myself for him... I've never won an iron chef *that wasnt hentai* and im hoping that i can finally win one, and avenge the defeat taken last year by chaos projects... in 2 weeks, we'll have a winner! as for real life problems... well im gunna do my taxes tomorrow morning ~,~ i need cash... we just moved into a place, and i broke my roomates TV... so i gotta buy him a new one, and i have a grand total of $80 to last till wednesday... plus i have to pay my cell phone bill $40... and when i pick up my dog from my moms place i gotta pay her $50... but yeah, a nice $350-450 paycheck is awaiting me wednesday, so if i can hold off till then...
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