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One step back
2005-01-04 19:54:09
Well see what happens when you don't have any money you can't buy the things you want and I really wanted miroku's top part of his staff. It makes me sad that I lost the bid I just can't pay more than 100 bucks for it. :cry: Ya its a dark day for me well not really I guess its not that big of a deal. I just really wanted it. This summer when I get my job back I will buy my costume and it will be fucking sweet.
Wow I liked stopped writing and dazed out for like 10 mins. Well I am thinking of starting my new amv I bet I could get it done in a week as long as I work hard on it. Oh well I am not sure. I got an email from someone saying what I should make for my next amv and that it would be a hit. I am happy that someone thinks I could make a good enough video but I declined it was not me to take someones ideas.
Well I am involved in a hobby called Warhammer 40k I love the game. You buy build and paint models. Then you can play with them in games and stuff. It takes a lot of time but I love doing it. I was soo pleased to get my first army it was a major accomplishment because I worked so hard on it. Not sure why I brought this up at first I had a point but I lost it. Hmm that happends a lot.
Well peeps see ya
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Lets hear it for Gundam Seed
2005-01-04 04:24:02
Well its that time a err night again where I need to talk about an anime of mine i have been watching again. Gundam seed also gundam seed destany. If you are a fan of gundam there is a chance you will not like this anime. It is set in a different place along with different factors where some fans might disapporve. I on the other hand approve big time. Loved it. The thing I loved more "well sort of I liked the idea of it" gundam seed destany. Why you ask because it takes place where you left off in gundam seed the first Gundam anime to do that "that I have seen". Thats why I enjoyed that show well both of them.
On to my non anime talk. Well .... Well.... I don't have a job. So no money income. So with no money no anime "well really like that has stopped me". I have school next week I don't want to go back I hate this but sometimes it must be done.
Food for thought. The moment you start existing you start dying. Sad but true.
"when I was born I started to decay. now nothing ever ever goes my way"
Placebo
Good band check them out.
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Lazy days and anime crazy
2005-01-03 00:16:01
Well here I am again writing to people who do not know me. Once again you guys are a bunch of stalkers reading this. LOL good to know. Well its 12:08 right now and I feel as lazy as ever.
Lets here it for giving blood ya. I am giving blood tomarrow at 1:00 something. I cant remember but they call me because they know I donate. Well good for me I guess I have been doing it for about 4 years now. I always get the sticker that says be nice to me I gave blood today. Well I save that sticker and will have it on for 4 days or so just so I can treated nice. Does it work no. It does not work. It does not work at all but I feel better about myself. Well not really.
Back to anime crazy. Well lets start anime crazy because I have not really started it to go back to. Well the new anime that I have been watching bleach. Its ok out of 10 I give it a 7 thats above par and worth watching more than once. I got into full metal alchemist more I think I would give that a 8. Naruto would be a 10 I love that show. Love Hina 8. Thats all I want to talk about but if it was not for DBZ then I would never even got into anime so hate it or love it its their fault.
Well back to whatever.
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Stuff
2005-01-02 07:31:04
Well I have to say anyone who reads other peoples journal are sick fucks. Dude what are you doing reading my journal. That said. J/K.
Well its 7:20 AM I fell asleep at 2:30 AM so that means I need to go back to bed I just needed to drink something and at the same time I needed to see how my videos are doing. Worse and Worse lol back to the drawing board.
Oh and I wanted to check out this love (miroku and songo) I wanted to leave a note for myself because I am out of town. Dude you have no idea how much I love inuyasha because of those two. Its like crack I need to watch/buy/download all the episodes or I start to twitch.
Oh sticking with the whole miroku thing I wanted to go to a cosplay as him but I was always too afraid. Thats right I am a chicken. SO I decided to.... drum roll please..... be him for Halloween. I am not big into making my own costume some do that not me I am a college student with a low budget but because I love the whole miroku thing I am buying all his stuff via ebay. Some guy just out bid me for the part I really wanted so I am not sure what to do.
Well now I can feel my sleepyness cought up to me so I think I am going back to bed. You sick fucks. ^_^ I am just so pleased with myself now.
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3.94
2005-01-01 19:13:18
Well my newest amv is not doing half bad with a 3.94 star rating. Man I am buzzing like no other right now. :) being 21 rocks.
As for the rest of me I am debating to see if I want to push forward and make more videos. I got 1 opinion out of 4 videos. Some people just hate me I guess. Its not they hate me they hate what effort I put in or else they would leave a opinion right? I don't know. My hand eye is not 100% right now. If feels like you dizzy while sitting down its crazy.
Ok back to what this journal entry is all about. I would like people to ask me to make more videos as of now I am really down and I don't feel that anyone likes what I do. And some people are just crazy good. The next thing I plan on working with is adobe after affects. Not sure how I will like it but who knows. Well I was thinking about just submiting my videos I got done a long time ago. Just to show how I improved. Chances are I did not improve just went to a differnt editing programe.
Ok more drinky for me
Ian
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