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Wow people read this shit
2005-02-02 01:09:45
Ya as of now I am working on getting more hits in my journal then any of my amv videos. Hmm once again no one emailed me. I had to email them first. See unlike some people I enjoy reading emails because that is the extent of my reading for the day. Well not really but hay I like to be lazy.
Another day another time we could have been friends. Not really here is how I make friends and you can see how I do not get a lot of them. I will only talk to fellow class mates people that are right next to me or near me. Then I will only talk to my sisters friends and as for me I have little to no friends up here. I wish I was back in lansing with my friends. HAHA I said friends a lot. Sorry its 1:00am and I get kind of goofy at that time.
I just can't stop thinking. I had hockey today so I am still pumped up from that. Who has games at 11:00PM? Crazy people, some unlucky people had games at 12:00am. Ok here is a question for you all 12:00pm is transfered over to NOON on TV clocks. Why is it when it is 12:00am does it not change to NIGHT or something like that? Who makes the rules around here? Not me.
And my final thought for today... well final thought for tonight. You can pick your friends you can pick your nose but you can't pick your friends nose.
Eat that america BOO YA.
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Another day another lack of ideas
2005-01-31 22:54:28
Hmm to random people reading my journal. I don't mind emails... from fans or just people who want to talk. No big deal.
I am looking for ideas right now. I have one popping in my head over and over. Its hard to get it out but the thing is I don't have enough clips of them to do what I want to do. So what will happen will be another Shy Kind of Love where I don't have anymore clips of them not talking and it will be like that.
I do have one more idea but I feel too many videos are made about haku. No big deal I am sure I will find a song that I can just put it with. Narutos world, one of the best videos ever made. Its just sooo good. The song is one of the best songs that you can make an AMV to. The slow back ground beats the song changes from hard kind of lite to hard to lite. So you can do a shit load with that song. I have been thinking OH SHIT I know now. You have inspired me to do another AMV but I will need the right kind of videos in AMV format. I hate doing the same song but its just so good.
Ok plan #1 don't tell anyone my plan....
plan #2 write down plan so I don't forget
plan #3 do homework before all plans
plan #4 Must find out how to use adobe after effects
its a very cunning plan. I have ideas that are like BAM then BOOM not just ideas but visions. Thinking of boom and bam that gives me another idea. I will have a shit load to think about.
So song number 1 my world anime is Good Understanding Nothing Does Absolutly MMMM. SEED. Its code.... an easy code but a code non the less
Song number 2 I really don't care if someone steels this video. The song is BANG BANG BOOM its another Love Hina video but I will try to make it somewhat funny.
So if you did not get the code its GUNDAM SEED the song will be about kira and his bitch.... with some of athran. Not sure if the names are right but I have ideas in my head. I hear voices.
Maybe I will get an email from a fan of ether my journal or my AMV. Or how crazy it sounds someone who wants to talk. That would be nuts I never had a pen pal. Well I have had a few I just never wrote to them but emailing is easer then writing that shit out.
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Well the days keep comming
2005-01-30 23:15:12
Today is going to be the day that their going to through it back to you.... by now you should of somehow realized what you have to do.
Well I bet I fucked it up but you know what I love that song Wonder Wall. It was a great band even though the brothers hated each other. It just goes to show you that a little compition added with a little hate can make things happen. Well I don't know about that.
I lost my will to go on with AMVs. I just can't take being let down by another video one at a time. I see stuff that i would love to see and people can somehow manage to turn it into shit. really I am starting to hate AMV creaters. Some are just the worst shit you have ever seen and need to be told that hay man you suck please don't make a video ever again. really the only people who should be allowed to keep making videos are the people who have an average rating of 3 stars out of all their videos starting at 5. So if you suck you can make 4 more suck ass video then stop waisting your time and mine.
I loved all the videos in the top 10% it was a blast to watch them all. Even though when you get down to the bottem there are a few that should not make the top 10%. I am not going to name names but I guess its the idea that got them to the top. And well the song kicks ass too that can't hurt.
People please stop using linken park. Or maybe there should be a limit on how meny people can make a linken park video. I am just sick of seeing "in the end". Am I done bitching about crap ass videos.... ya I am done.
So if I offended you in any way tough your reading my Mo f in journal.
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Back again
2005-01-26 21:34:21
You know I stopped looking at this site the moment no one was looking at my videos anymore. I guess I am yesterdays news.... well I guess I was not news at all more like the dirt we find on our news paper, "I live on a dirt road".
I am caught between silence and violent expressions..... Well maybe not that deep but I have been loving yellowcard more and more. It’s getting too hard for me to find time for videos. It really is. I was thinking of just editing the best part of my videos and stream them together and make up some form of random video collection so it looks like I did a lot of work but really all I am doing is just putting in the best parts into a video. SMERT lol sorry I am a bad speller so sometimes I miss spell words on purpose and other times I just miss spell words.
Well seeing that no one has left an opinion on "shy kind of love" people saying it’s my best work yet no one will leave a dam opinion. I am not sure but all I think I am looking for is to say wow good job and nice work on a video. Complements people that are what keep AMV creators going that and caffeine.
I will not be totally free to make a video until... let’s see here not this Saturday or next Saturday.... or next Saturday.... well I guess spring break. I want to work hard on videos during that week. Maybe even find out how to use after image. Dude once I figure out how to use that I feel I will be totally happy with my effects then I can’t blame my crap ass stuff on not having good effects.
Well how did you guys like eye to my life? For the 20 some odd that at least took a look at it I guess I am happy. All I can say is don't be shy I don't mind reading random peoples email a matter a fact I kind of enjoy it because it make me feel popular "cry". Ok wiping away tears. Just messing. Or am I??? You never know with me Mr. Crazy man. Ok I guess that was taking it too far.
My final statement, first be cool and leave an opinion on shy kind of love it’s a good naruto video. And personally I think journals should only be available to AMV creators.
Just me
Ian
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Eye into my life 3
2005-01-18 23:33:39
Well I grew up in a small town next to the capital of michigan... Lansing for all that want to know without thinking. I like to think I had an easy life. I lived in a family with lots of traditions. everything thanksgiving we made car trips down to Kentuky... not sure if I spelt that right but I am sleepy and I dont have much time. My aunt lived down there and our whole southern family got together and I would pick up saying ya'all. Its kind of funny you pick up on small things like that but then they go away a few days when after you leave. I never liked most of my uncles they all made fun of me called me Igore. Because I did not like to hang out with them so I stayed in the basement. Its true I did not like watching football or basketball. I aways feared holidays.
every x-mas we would go down to florda to hang out with my grandma from michigan. Those were the days she lived in a old folks home well sort of she had her own place on a pond and it was nice everyday of the week. I remember they would not let me into the hot tub because I was under 18 but I used to jump in every now and again but I always got in trouble like that.
Time sure does fly. Its funny when you are little time goes so slow it feels like 5 years befor x-mas. Now I am 21 and it just seems like a half year then boom its hear again. I know its only going to get faster too. When your working for a living and your so focused on what your doing days slip by doing the same thing over and over again. I will be 55 sooner or later and I know at about that age time will be speeding ahead soo fast it will be like I will see the holidays every other day.
So I room here at school with my sister of all people. I have a dirty room. My sister has a clean room. I like to keep the kitchen clean as well as our living room. She does not care how they look. We never got along, I always got into a fight with her and she always got into a fight with me it would always happen.
I am the youngest child in my family with a speach problem. I could not hear untill I was two so that could be a reason I can not spell that well. Growing up I always tryed to be better then my brothers and sisters in everything. It was not till later I ruined the skills I was good at by trying to out do all of them. thats 3 other kids I tryed to be better than. It does not seem even possible right now but for a while I did it. I never got in trouble got better grades excelledin sports but had no life out side that. I think thats why I tryed not to care as much anymore.
So I think thats all we need to talk about for now. I doubt I will have more of these for a little bit . I need to do some more soul searching.
Ian
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