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Just when I was getting back into it
2006-01-03 02:26:46
I was just getting back into editing again and my programs are all F'ed up. So now I am back at square one and the itch is still here. So I got that going for me.
Well I got a 3.0 this semester and if I can just manage to get a 3.2 next semester a 3.0 overall GPA is in my future not bad from comming back from a 2.45. I have never done well is school so getting a 3.0 is a big deal for me. College is rough and your ether feeling my pain or laughing at me. I am in a University and so to that I say fuck off.
I have become a big fan of the anime Bleach if you saw a few episodes and did not like it all I can say is stick around it gets better.
Well I am off the only reason I am writing in this is because I am sleepy and I could not think of anyting else better to do other than eat some cookies.... hmm cookies but being too lazy chances are I am just going to roll over and try and sleep.
Take it easy one and all
Ian -
Sucks to be me
2005-10-17 21:42:09
Well not really I just don't know how else to say it sucks without it sucking. Classes are starting to get to me and all my classes are kicking my ass. Videos... I have been thinking of what I could make but its been so long I don't think I can get back into it. I always wonder if people even still watch my crap. I wonder how AMV can keep some of the crap that this site has on it.
So am I feeling depressed.... maybe but only when I think aout it. I have desided to not worry about it. I also desided to not look at what I am writing this without looking at this. So I got that going for me. Oh new favorit songs na not going to talk about that ether. What am I going to write about..... nothing sorry for waisting your time.
ian -
One of those days
2005-02-18 01:38:22
Ya its been one of those days. You know when you did not want to wake up, and the walk to class is bad because of how cold it is. People only want to talk to you about studying because they are too dumb to study themselves. Wait a second that is ME I dont study nope too hard. So I pass my classes the only way I know how .... sleeping with the teacher lol. Naw I just do the homework who needs to study if you do the homework 88% of the time what you do on the homework is the same shit you do on the test.
Well my friend just asked me if I could try and get him into anime. I have to say I am going to give it my all. I am going to try YYH, Naruto, Trigun, gundam seed, and Berserk. Those are my favs for animes if those dont work I am going to have to try for outlaw star, cowboy bebop, Dragon Ball, full metal alchemist, and Inuyasha. I said I would burn those onto DVD for him and if he likes them then I would give him the rest of the episodes.
AMVs 1, Ian 0 thats right my amv is on hold untill I get working on it again. Well really I never started I just like to lie to you guys about that. I have been soo busy with school and stuff that I just can not work on it. Dam too because some people have been showing me some good tips and I thought I should read the how to stuff on the site. And you know what it helps. EVERYONE SHOULD READ THOSE. I think the quality of the videos put out on here would improve by 30% now you have to think if everyone improved then would that mean the bar would not be raised because if everyone raised then that would mean that everyone would start out where they were but 30% higher. So oh sorry I went off on that one too much ethics for me "stupid read this then shit it out on how we think of it and how they auther thinks of it" Fuck them.
Wow ok and another thing that no one knows about..... I am chicken when it comes to girls. No backbone what so ever. So if I like a girl then I have the hardest time talking to her and if I ever get in a fight with a girl I have a hard time keeping my side because I just assume they are right even though I may think they are wrong. Hmm yep that sounds like me a big old chicken well I am not really old as well as fat. I am tall though. More on that later I need sleep now.
Well be happy you are my 121st reader. HAha....
Ian -
BOO YA I am back
2005-02-07 00:16:59
GO ME I feel inspired. Now I feel the power of wathing bad videos. I see a bad video I feel I should make more good videos because really 40% of this site is bad videos 40% is ok videos and 20% good videos. Note I have not seen every video it just seems that way to me. And if you have a problem with what I am talking about then email me with your probelm and I will try to correct it as best I can.
I don't know I am still looking for editing tips so I started writing good video editing people and they seem to email me back with some good tips. So my next video will be my best effort/video todate baby. That means lip singing and good effects, as well as a bunch of shit. And if you have a problem with me being inspired then email me and I will see what I can do to inspire you.
HAHAHA..... hahaha haha ha...... and no one is happy reading this. I have to have the worst journals. If you think so then email me and say how I should make my journals better. If you think my journal is great.... guess what you can email me and I will be happy to write back at any time. SO BOO YA.
oh dam have to tell you something that not meny other people know. Dam I forgot I was doing that. Hmm well I have no real friends within 2 hours of me. Thats right to hang out with the people I care about its a 2 hour dive and it sucks being alone thats why I have you guys and girls. Hmm the real question is.... who do you think watches anime more girls or boys, man I should have put this on a fourm or something.
Night PEEPS. Who the hell came up with peeps. My highschool english teacher got me stuck on the word.
Ian "aka crazy, thejesus, bubba, E man, Big E" -
People need to chill
2005-02-03 00:50:12
Here I am again telling people to chill out. America .... well we suck as a people. So meny people have these opinions and when they talk about other peoples thoughts they are wrong. So if I say bush sucks then some one will defend him. If I say I like bush then people will go out of their way to say why I should not like him. America is sooo close minded when it comes to everything.
I have a huge project due tomarrow. What am I going to do it on.... I don't know I will make up something. Its just a speach so as long as I sound like I know what I am talking about. I should be good.
So how are you people? good? Bad? SUPER? HAHAHA ha ha ... ok it was not that great leave me alone I like to write in this thing everyday even if I have nothing else better to write about.
Oh so this girl called me. Ya I was at hockey so I missed her call I doubt I have a chance with her but hay she called me if everything goes ok I won't be single lets here it for me. Chances are she is calling me to ask something about my sister.
Ok and a secret thing about me. Lets see I am going to start talking about things that a lot of people don't know. So people of AMV you will know before most people. For day 1 I am going to write...... I cry easy. There I said it. I was a cry baby still am. I have worked on it for a bit but I used to cry all the time if someone called me a name I would cry it was bad. Talk about girly. Ya it took me 21 years to get almost over it. Now I get to the point where I cry for no reason as long as I am thinking about something that bugs me a lot.
The truth is out there.
Ian
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