JOURNAL: SSjKev (Kevin )

  • PS 2005-03-19 23:31:56 Ellen is funny though:) 
  • You are right 2005-03-19 23:29:50 It is a comfort at times. And prayer does help. It helps a lot. But I got very angry at the man/woman upstairs but i can say we are friends again. 
  • Her name was Eimear. 2005-03-19 23:25:06 We met in Galway. I was so happy back then. We did everything together and all of a sudden, crash bang wallop! In one week everything fell to pieces, my first college her and worse. So i went home for a long time to calm down. But Im ok now.
    But heres advice to both of us. there will always be more people and we cant always, In the words of Keats i think, Wallow in the Habitual. 
  • I was out of Line 2005-03-19 23:18:16 Didn mean that to stab. Im a Catholic. Altough to be honest, iv strayed a little from th path recently. When I said dissowned too, I meant it as an extension to my line, not at you. Ill be a little more clear in future. Im sorry. 
  • i agree 2005-03-19 23:04:26 Im christian too and if I got divorced i would probably be dissowned too. Divorce was illegal here till about 4 years ago. We are a strange people.
    when you were with your boyfriend you were happy?
    One thing I learned is the good times outway the bad in memory. But there are exceptions to that.
    i closed myself off from women for two years ie: afraid of commitment. I thought a while back to let the memory rest so I let my gaurd down. And i found it was the same! I lived with the girl from two years ago and I thought i loved her but looking back I didnt.
    Iv put up so many walls over the years that i forgot who i was. Its only since i moved to dublin that i become myself again.
    And you listen to my babble and youv helped. Sounds silly but it is true.
    And the critics can sod off :)
     
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