- I hate writing titles 2002-04-10 10:18:55 Life sucks. Love sucks. School sucks. Work sucks.
- hehehe..HEHEHE 2002-04-09 10:41:38 This journal stuff will be the end of me. I am back at the computer reading everyone's journal and laughing my ass off cuz someone wants their Vaseline back, someone guys girlfriend likes Linking Park more than she likes him..hehehe.. Everyone in the computer lab must think I'm nutz, hehehe. I have the giggles. This is defintiely not healthy. Not to mention that its pretty pathetic. But now I must run and go to an ATM and make a huge withdrawl, so I can pay for my new capture card (DV500)thast I won on eBay. I hope I don't get robbed while I take the money out of the ATM, cuz the only ATM around here that works with my debit card is off campus, in this shady suppermarket with shady cashiers and shady bums hanging around inside (don't ask me why bums hang out in supermarkets)(and even the ATM is kinda shady..looks kinda old and easy to break into)(if you haven't noticed I like to use parenthesis. Did I spell that right?)
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The beginning ..or the end?
2002-04-09 07:28:43
Well I'm not one to write down my thoughts or stuff like that, but maybe I should. Instead of hitting my head against the wall to relieve tension and stress, maybe it would be healthier for me (and my poor dented wall) to type it out and take my emotions out on my beautiful keyboard (I think it's beautiful cuz it has these cool blue lights outlining the buttons.. I like lights hehe). So here it is.. I'm at school right now, finished with class for the day, waiting to go see my orthodonist so he can fix my stupid teeth (yes, I am a 17 year old college student with braces. I'm pathetic). I don't live at school anymore (I did last semster but the people in my school are assholes) but since I only live like 20 minutes away driving, then my dad just picks me up and drops me off. But during the day if I wanna get around I gotta take the frekain bus. I have a license but I seriously doubt I have the patience (and experience) to be able to drive into the Bronx without busting a vital artery open from the frustation. Nope I just let my dad drive and curse and make obsence gestures to those who try to cut him off. So no sense in me going home (which take an hour and a half by bus and train) and then going back out again to see my stupid orthodonist and then going BACk to the freaking Bronx to see my good for nothing shrink. "what" you ask, "you have a shrink?" Yes I do but I don't feel like explaining thatb right now. At least I only have 1 shrink though. I heard last night on the news that it took Tara Reid like 5 shrinks to get over Carson Daly. My opinion on this is as follows:
Why the hell is she with that ugly idiot? I can't stand her, but I thought she could do much better than him. He's incredibly plain looking in my not so humble opinion.But apparaently most girls don't see it my way. My brother saw Carson Daly the other night in some bar in Manhattan and according to my brother, Carson seemed VERY over Tara. Funny what being on TV can do for you. Ugh And he isn't even funny or anything. Not that In watch MTV or any of his stupid shows. MTV is no longer MUSIC television so I refuse to watch that crap. For all you Canadians out there , I thank you for providing me with MuchMusic. At least my cable provider had the sense to give that channel.
I think I should stop rambling now.... As for real news, I have a new video coming out soon... It's on Final Fantasy 7,8,9, 10. I started making vidoes cuz of Final Fantasy but once I get my capture card (should be within the week) I will try and making some anime videos. I downloaded some Final Fantasy 10 stuff to use in my video but it isn't enough so I had to buy a capture card since I can't rip the FMV's off the disc. The vdieo is almost done. Being made on Premiere 6.0 . It's an instrumental song, "Waltz of the Flowers" from the Nutcracker ballet and it about 6 minutes and 18 seconds long. If anyone has read this far down I commend you for your bravery. I think I'll stop now. See ya!!
PS- Just in case you care, I'm a female, not a male, if you were confused cuz my alias is Cloud (a guy's name from FF7) and my login is kinda girly. But more on what the alias means later. Bye!
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