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feelings
2002-04-12 15:20:00
So the weekend is here. YAY!. I get to stay in my room all weekend and act like a hermit again. I love being antisocial. It is great.. Yea right, who am I kidding? I wish that I had a bunch of cool friends, but the last time I had a really cool friend was a long time ago, back in the 7th and 8th grade. Her name was Vicki, and at first we hated each other and then we became best friends. We had out first sip of alcohol together, and we tried practicing witchcraft together. My mom for some reason thought we made a weird pair cuz she was Korean (adopted, poor girl never knew her parents) and I am ecudorian (it's in south america). I was born here in NY but for some reason people always think I am italian..maybe cause my dad has light blond hair and green eyes (but he is still hispanic although he looks like a white boy. I like teasing him about it). Anyway so my mom thought that we wouldn't get along cuz we look different. She could be so superficila sometimes. When I had my first boyfriend (well the first boyfriend that she KNEW about. don't think she didn't give me a hard time about having a boyfriend to begin with), she said something like "What does a white boy want with a spanish girl?" just cuz he was italian and irish and didnt speak a word of spanish. Fact of the matter is that I think he was the one guy that loved me the most, he still chasing me even though I broke up with him like 2 years ago. And it's not like he's an ugly guy cuz he's seriously gorgeous and I know alot of prettier girls that like him but he doesn't seem to care much. There's more to our story but I am sure you will hear about it in the future. Anyway the point here is that my mom is insane. Ok she really isn't. She just loves me too much I think. yesterday my dad told me that I should join some clubs at school so I could make some friends cuz he kinows I have none. So I tell him "Well what good is it to make friends when I wouln't be able to go out and hang with them? Cuz according to mom if I go hanging out with friends that automatically means I am out doing drugs or getting laid" and he didn't say anything back cuz he knows it's true. If I go to the movies with my friends one week, then I won't be able to go for another 5 months or so. So I don't bother aksing to do anything more. Plus the fact that the people I meet in real life don't share my interests. I moved out of the dorms because I hated it and I felt better being home alone in my room than being around those superficial assholes in my school. And no, they don't have an anime club I can join. Well I guess that is all for now I suppose. That was just me going off. I don't feel sorry for myself at the moment cuz I am itching to work on my vidoe projects. I only recently became interested in making vidoes and thank God I did..So I am off... later
- 2002-04-12 07:03:08 I just read FirestormXIII 's entry.. that really sucks. If youi find these guys, let us know. I'm sure there are plenty of us here that wouldn't mind giving these guys a beating of our own.
- 2002-04-12 06:04:51 Well I am at work now surfing the internet cuz my bosses are out and I am in the office all by myself. Yup I pratically run this place. People come in here wanting to register their cars (we take all the paper work up to the DMV and get the plates for people so they don't have to do it, plus we give driving lessons and insurance and stuff) .. When they look at me behind the counter they ask me where my bosses are cuz they think I'm like 14 and I don't know what the hell I'm doing. Anyway, I saw episodes 1-4 of Final Fnatasy Unlimited.. and I can't wait to see the rest. I went on eBay searching for the rest of the episodes but they only have them on VCD, which sucks cuz I only have my PS@ for DVD's and as far as I know it doens't play VCD's (at least that's what I read in the manual). Maybe I am wrong. If I am someone tell me. I'll just have to wait until the DVD shows up on eBay or something. Since they didn't have that, I went ahead and bought Record of Lodoss War and Vision Of Escaflowne ....hehe. I am so addicted to eBay it's not even funny. It's where I buy everything, and I truly believe it is a gift from God exclusively for me.. On a side note I wanna go home and sleep and I can't wait for school to finish. Only got like 3 more weeks of classes. And for some reason there is a shortage of good socks in my house. I used to have all types of socks... but now I only have like 3 pairs of Old navy socks and some regular white ones that seriously need to be replaced. OK this entry is boring so I will stop now . I gotta go pretend I am doing work..
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Oh crap
2002-04-11 15:23:51
Jeez that sucks for you magicman. For a second there though I was afraid that you and I went to the same school cuz I wouldn't be surprised if we did. Well take heart knowing that whenever my day turns blue, I always turn back to one of you entires where this sentence appears:
"i like chesse. call me "chesse whore". because i *will* whore myself for chesse."
LMAO
We should have a Quotes section where we can put favorite quotes of our anime characters or quotes that someone on the site said.
Not much going on today except that I got my Final Fantasy Unlimited DVD hehehe. I heard that it wasn't that good, but what the hell. I could care less. I just want something to watch. So I am off now to watch my DVD and later on to work on my project.
BYIEE
- 2002-04-11 05:19:32 Just thought I would mention that the only good thing about next semester will be that I won't have any classes on Tuesdays or fridays. I tried to have no classes on Mondays, but that is virtually impossible when you are an undergraduate. But who knows, I may transfer to a another school before then. A cheaper school with better people. I'll just see what my parents say when I get my final grades and they sees that I failed history. Well later.
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