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2008-12-27 06:26:25
I demand a second Improv Project MEP now. Do it now Ben or I donīt wish you a nice Christmas for... well 2009 .-.
To the rest: Merry Christmas 2008. I was a bit busy for the last days so itīs a bit late for it. -
It´s Christmas! Somehow...
2008-12-23 19:01:12
I donīt have a Christmas feeling at all. Maybe itīs the lack of snow or the lack of freetime to actually notice it =/
A few minutes a friend drove me home from our Xmas party and I noticed that I never heard the song "Last Christmas" in this Xmas season. I was really happy about it because itīs really overused from every media in my country. So I was like: "Hey! I never heard "Last Christmas" this season. Thatīs awesome!"
Well than my friend turned on the cd player and played the song. Bastard! =P
My internet provider emailed me to tell me that I already overused this monthīs internet transfer voloume. That was around 12 hours ago and actually I got the email on the 23th and now itīs the 24th here. Good to see that I can still download at fullspeed. I wonder for how long this will work =/
I wish you a good Xmas tomorrow or later. Letīs see. Have a good time! -
Next step
2008-12-21 18:32:53
The next step in life... Well Iīm not a fan of changes in my life. I donīt know why. Maybe because deep in my I see something bad in changes. Something thatīs not as good as it is right now. A risk or something. I just donīt like them =/ This Thursday was my last day in my college. Iīll make a internship for at least 3 months in a firm. So Iīll see most of my mates never again or in 6 months. Than itīs completly over. It makes me a bit melancholic. You move on and you left behind people you like. Itīs like with finishing highschool: You keep seeing your best friends but the other ones are just left behind while you move on to something different.
That brings me to the point if there ever will be a point where there are no big changes. Standing still for a decade or something. Having a job, a family and so on for at least an decade. Mhmm... Can you imageine doing a job for 20 years or something? Iīm not sure about it. I dislike changes, but sometimes in need them.
Where do you see yourself in 10 years? Do you think that your life will be just like you imagined? Personaly I imagine nothing in particular. Iīm just moveing from day to day. I just think that Iīll live with my girlfriend in out own house or apartment. Thatīs it.
The next step in my life... I think Iīll go to Vienna and study something media orientated. Editing, media technic or something. This pure technical programming isnīt that much my taste after all. Itīs nice if everything works, but there are times where it gets really frustrating =/
I looked at my old amvs again and I have to say that Iīm impressed about the ideas I had for effects/cuts/sync and scenes. Theyīre cool. I love them and they definatly hit my taste. It gives me new self confidence to continue editing and to maybe going to Vienna for a media-related study. Itīs cowing for me to see what other people can do. Iīm afraid that Iīll never be able to come up with such ideas. I think I have a weakness when it comes to design and that made me worrying. I feel more like an executor how actually edits a design, but doesnīt invent it or something. Watching my older vids really gives me more self-confidence wich I need sometimes.
Gnah. Too much thinking again. Letīs try to edit! -
2008-12-13 17:59:52
Ugh. Iīm right now editing my Hot Coffee Iron Chef video and itīs a bit disgusting. Itīs so good damn sweet and nice. I seriously need to finished a fucked up and wicked video again. lol
Letīs see... Next week begin christmas holidays. Excellent time for something fucked up and wicked :P - 2008-12-11 14:13:25 My cat loves to eat bananas and peanuts. Wired... xD
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