JOURNAL: Bauzi (Bernd Schäffer)

  • #1 Ready for a photo session? #2 Sex with other people while you're in a relationship doesn't have to be bad 2009-11-19 18:57:23 So this night I tried out a photocamera the serious way. Every setting on manual to learn how to photograph and boy... it was often very hard to figure out how to work good. Well at least the pictures please me. I found out were the main parameters are so I was able to have some sort of full control. The worst issue that bugged me was that I wasn't able to find the shutter speed. So most of the time I turned on higher ISO rates and that caused bad gran on my pictures.

    Why am I doing this?

    Because for college I have to make a photo story with 5 pics. The concept stands and is quite nice actually and tomorrow it's time to make the shots. I hope my second protagonist has time for two shots =/

    Well anyway... wish me some luck

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    @Soup:

    I think the hard liners opinion on this topic is really pathetic. I'm the opinion that it causes a lot of problems if you can't live out your sexuality. Well ok I'm quite liberal here.

    For me it's nothing bad if you are in a serious relationship and you have sex with other people. If you trust each other, know that you're the number one for your partner and you actually don't cheat (cheating is if your partner doesn't want you to do so and don't tell each other about it).

    Why does it hurt when your partner has sex with someone else? Because you don't feel like your god enough for him/her (I will continue to say her), because you don't have enough self esteem. If all that connects you is sex and you now have fear that she found someone else. Think about your relationsship again...

    What's wrong with sex with other persons? Nothing! We are made for it. We lie to us if we regret it. We fucking lie.

    "Are you the most beautiful girl in the world? Hell no! You're not, but you're the most beautiful and most exciting girl that I ever met in my whole life."

    I think you got the difference and why there doesn't have to be such lies.

    It's just sex. It's fun. Do you want to forbid your partner fun and excitement? I don't. Ever saw a movie and you thought: Wow... that was so exciting when they suddenly came togther and had wild sex.

    But oh no! It's cheating! Bohooo. One wonderful experience is suddenly bad. Oh noezzz! Seriously... I can't forbid my partner something like that. No I seriously can't and I'm happy if I'm allowed to do the same. Do you saw The Firm with Tom Cruse? Now that's a good example!

    Would I do if I know that I would hurt my partner? I wouldn't do it. I would never cheat. Would I have a nice adventure with someone else when I'm "allowed" to? Hell yes!

    Let's discuss this! Send me your thoughts via PM and journal! Go go go!!! 
  • 5.1 Audio! and Chrono 2009-11-18 16:35:32 FUCK YEAH!

    It's a fuckin' 5.1 dolby digital track on my timeline. Too bad I can't enjoy the video without a 5.1 system, but the video will be awesome for everybody with 5.1 home cinemas and earphones.

    :amv:

    That pleases my inner geek.


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    hahaha that's awesome. Take whatever video of mine that you want for your course. Please pick Eve-The Perfect Human and record the reaction of everybody with a camera xD

    Reminds me that I should start to make something even more fucked up and gross. Mhm... 
  • Freak or manic perfectionist? 2009-11-17 16:22:13 So I look at my dvd source while cleaning it with AVSP. I saw something that drove me almost mad:

    There is a grid in the colour areas... Where the hell is this grid coming from? I need to fix it! TemporalCleaner(), Deen()... no not working. What is this.

    *gets closer to the screen*

    What the fuck is this shit. I need to post it on the org. I never saw something like that before.

    *looks also on bright colour areas*

    here is this too!

    *even closer*

    OM MY FUCKING GOD! It's just the pixels of my laptop screen!!!! >_>

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    I really feel like a freak or maybe I have luck and I'm just a manic/neurotic perfectionist. Yeah.... sounds better.... 
  • Project Editor II - Round 2 video release 2009-11-16 09:44:52 I released my Project Editor II - Round 2 video. This round it was time for a Anime Word Association. I got the random word "Asshole" to edit to. I edited the video with Lily Allen's song "Fuck You" and the anime He's My Master.

    info page:
    http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/members_videoinfo.php?v=172830

    forum thread:
    http://www.animemusicvideos.org/forum/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=97313

    Enjoy this short video! =) 
  • 2009-11-16 04:39:38 Wow. There is one site and one community with one event that just has the talent to piss me of. I guess it's really my fault when I get back to it to read some stuff.

    There are massiv amounts of pseudos, stupid mainstream shonen fangirls (I think they're more annoying than fanboys), complete morons and failures in life, people who brag around, real attention whores and other sort of stupid crap.

    Ok... let's count together the people I know, like and are exclusive members of the community: None. Let's count people who are more involved in it: Two. Yes only two.

    and oh I will see it comeing! Next summer I waste my time again to go at the convention of the community. I will pay 20 bucks, will speak to some friends, watch the amv contest, come back on sunday to see the winners and that's it. That's a total wast of a free weekend!

    Some people really have a talent to piss me off. Ugh! 
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