JOURNAL: Bauzi (Bernd Schäffer)

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  • 2010-06-24 12:36:36 God damn it! I'm so unexperienced in starting a relationship. How should I do it? I guess you're pretty much fucked when both of you are shy xD

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    I'm dissapointed of my classmates! Today we had a test and some of their points on the test were awfully law. I'm dissapointed in how much effort the put in such an expensive course. It's insane how much days get skipped by some of them and did I already ranted about the "no motivation what's so ever"-girl in my class? I better don't start with it.

    Okay some have jobs and already make media related work for money and that's a good reason to skip, but some... *facepalm* If you pay so much money for a course than you actually know WHY you're sitting in class and that you want to make it your proffession.

    Yeah our bar is high (you need 80% on each test to pass), but come on! That's quality standard and it's not that hard as it sounds to reach.

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    Can't wait for my Canon 1000D to arrive. I already thought about some nice shoots. I guess I should write my ideas down. I also have ideas for real life music videos. Concepts that I could sell to band. I definantly should write them down. =)

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    Articles about "how to be good at video gmaes" started to make me think about editing and stuff:
    http://www.sirlin.net/articles/playing-to-win-part-1.html

    I think it probably make you think about a lot of stuff that's unrelated to video games. It's a damn good article. Read it ;D 
  • Oh yeah... Videoproject with complications 2010-06-23 06:11:24 Okay. Here is the deal: I'm a film student and I'm close friends with many people of an anime, manga, japan culture club. I also help at it's con. So it would be natural that I take the part of the director who plans and executes a con-dvd and it's pre/post and production itself.

    Nice?


    There are some issues:
    It's a solid amount of timeing and my first time doing so. I don't have equipment or hardly any equipment. Therfor I would borrow the whole thing from my collage. That would work, but the con is during our summer break and I will probably won't be able to borrow anything. Now I have to borrow euquipment for money and I don't think that it will work under 400 bucks. ugh... That's my money! I hope for some nice student discount and for financial help of my club, but still: That's quite a lot of money and I guess I will pay it for the experience and stuff.

    Money... I hate it =/


    Oh! I will get my first DSLR. It will be a Canon 1000D for 300 bucks. It's a really good camera. In the end I prefer it over the 500D. The 500D has some smaller features, a video mode that I don't need (heck I'm a film student. If I want to film something than I take a video camera X/ ) and more mega pixels for A3 shots. I can make A4 shots with the same functionality. That's good. If I need to make shots in higher ressolution for job than I will just borrow a better camera for 60 bucks a day. No big deal.
     
  • 2010-06-15 18:10:40 hehehe... doesn't seam to stop *gasp*

    I hope there will be more people so I can hide with my ninja skills in the crowd if I want to. Oh btw.: Look what I got for my birthday the last year:
    http://askaninjabook.com/

    Yup... I'm a ninja expert. xD 
  • Woh... woh... woh... easy now... Stop it! 2010-06-14 08:39:33 I don't think that many girls flirt with me, or I just don't get it and don't recognise any signals. However I can say that flirting of strangers over the internet scares me off. Seriously. What's up with this girl? That's shameless flirting (or I get something horribly wrong).

    So what does she know about me? She probably saw my real life profile pic and knows that I'm an amv editor and that's pretty much it. That doesn't really justify it. If we would have met in real life than it would be okay for me and way more understandable, but like this? Hell no! You scare me. I feel a bit molested. Stop it. Please? At leat slow down a bit?

    In my opinion: Being an aggressive flirter on the internet is a garantued fail, if you don't know each other a bit more. I saw a hilarious PM-chat log from one of my good female friends which was a real epic fail. lol

    I guess this might explains this strange facebook friend request. You see? I don't even know her real name. xD

    Okay... in the case YOU ARE reading this/stalking me: Let's meet in real life first or make some casual confersation first to know each other better or I don't see any reason to "start" something.


    Ah... okay. I think I just exaggerate something again. Whatever. There is a small community meeting at the end of this month. I bet she will be there too. Let's see how it turns out. Actually I hope that MY interest is there too. I better make sure with asking her =) I really like her, but being seperated by a 2:30h car travel isn't that cool. If she would be in my local area, I would have definatly already dated her and started something. *sigh* I guess nothing is easy in life or at least you have to show effort to get what you want.

    EHHHHHH!!!! Should continue with working on the video. Right now I'm in the hardest phase: Not giving up because it doesn't turn as I want instantly. It's really hard to not get too desperated. I know that I have to do a lot of fine adjustments before it looks great, but it's hard to deal with the current (almost a dummy) editing which doesn't please me at all. "Just don't give up... don't give up..." 
  • 2010-06-13 05:00:37 So I tried time travelling again and it was quite hot, because the air in my room i still hot and my parents already waked up. Anyway... I did it! I was back in my time again. Sweet 10AM where my stupid alarm clock isn't working and where I'm just 2 hours away of lunch. AWESOME!!!! 
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