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My thoughts on Japan
2011-03-15 21:06:05
Actually this started out as some sort of:
Okay. This just had to happen some day. Yet another big earthquake and yet another tsunami. Oh well... of course it's sad and everything. A big tragedy. Seeing this giant masses of water crawling over the landside and taking everything with them is horrible. However... I can't care too much. It goes against my: "If I care too much now than I'm a hypocrit, because I don't care about the child that dies every second in this world because it starves to death."
.. but now? HELL! Those atomic reactors freak the shit out of me. This is the real horror for me. Fallout that could come over a 40 million metropolitan. What a disaster! Massive amounts of hazardous landsides. This is the apocalypse of the 21th century.
It disgusts me a bit that I get plenty of inspiration for movies out of this disasters in Japan now. It's not right to gain profit over this suffering. Yuk.
Today I saw a compilation of horrible scenes of Japan on n-TV. It was like a music video with piano music. It felt so wrong.
I wish best lucks for Japan and I hope that they can reduce the atomic damage to a minimum! -
2011-03-14 20:16:10
Oh hey look! I was not underestimating anything when I said that I'm like a little candle that burns out this month. This actually WERE my last free days in march. I'm not completely fucked, I need to stayed focused and consume my free resting time more effective.
*hysteric laughter* -
2011-03-13 17:24:11
GREAT weekend. Ahhhhh.... :3
It's a bit akward to come back, log on and think that your last journal entry might caused some shitstorm. That's not the case as far as I see it and I'm thankful for that. Code was so nice to share me why he voted on my vid the way he did and that's reasonable and good to me.
Tomorrow: First production day for my first real live music video. Thanks to a lot of trouble in buying my equipment I will shoot without rail system, matte box and... follow focus *gasp* I hope it will turn out good! =/ -
2011-03-11 03:20:50
Wohwohwoh! The JCA spreadsheet make me butthurt. I really have to talk to some judges why they gave me friggin' 1 points in "my" category. Makes me go: What the fuck? Did you even watched it? If you give this video 1 points than you aren't a good judge (a 1 seams to be so unfair to me!) or you have a way of thinking that is totally different of mine and could help me learn something.
I'm not saying that my AMV should have won anything, but 1 points? COME ON! My self esteem forbids me to accept the (probably) lowest score possible. This video is not a 1. Period. :/
So I will go with the second thought and will ask them out later. Later means after the weekend, because I have some kind of holidays for the next 3 days. Yayz... =/ -
2011-03-10 19:07:59
Okay... Final Cut Pro makes me want to throw my computer out of the window. What a big pile of shit. Is there anything that actually works in FCP? The encoder is garbage.
Seriously... I feel like in when I just started with editing with a 266Mhz machine.
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