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2006-12-22 19:26:43
Realsized again that Iīm fucking alone and that I well never meet someone like here and after 4 and a half month we still didnīt met. Maybe there would be a chance to see here with out her knowing and I thought:
"Fuck it. Christmas is comeing and I donīt want to maker her cry..."
I really hate my own situation.
I also had a thought:
If I would be a fantasy figure, than I would be a vampire. That would fit me best. Liveing in infinity eaten up by pain caused of a lost love.
Yeah that would show myself best.
Fuck it, fuck it, fuck it. I wonīt give up. Even if I would get her only as friend. Maybe this is enought? I donīt know! To cancel her from my life would be the last dadger thrown into my heart or body.
Amazing that I can still make "happy" and positive projects after this all.
-Bauzi
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Bauzi´s new amv plans
2006-12-19 13:28:19
I finaly decided what amv to do next beside Blümchen-MEP part. It is an idead the is... I think as old as my new computer and... I think it was the first amv that Iīve started a few months after my first Connichi entry two years ago. That was one of the amv that were really fun to make and where you can say that it was still behind it. ...ok a lot of
you will kill me if I bring up the old idea with the anime GetBackers that would show a relationship... or no! Just say the lifestyle of a few characteres. Maybe I take another anime instead...
The amv itself died because of a complicated project structure in MAGIX. Bad footage generating from DVDs and well everything falled apart, but it was nearly done. If I can imagine right than there is no beta file on Macīs extern drives. I think it was on the one that burned up =/
Kind of said, but I think that I can remember a few things as well as those that should be changed. I donīt think that it will take long to produce, because it is a short
song of 2:33 and the concept is easy. ... A lot will be not pleased with the video, because it doesnīt really fit to the anime. I donīt care, īcause this one is for the good old times when I first saw GetBackers and my PC was nearly brand new.
Be excited! This time there will be no gore, angst, but style again.
I swear. In DVD quality it has to be sweet.
Thinking back... I must say that this were maybe my best amv in 2004 and in Vegas it should be much more easier to do. -
Answering quick comments on "Condemn"
2006-12-17 04:30:35
# 2006-12-16 22:41:17Have you ever had one of those days where the world seems out to piss you off. Nothing major happens, but just a constant stream of minor annoyances that slowly build up until you hit the point where dealing with one more annoyance makes you snap and go on a mass murdering spree? Well it's been one of those days for me. Then I saw your video. So now I'm standing here with an ax in one hand, a hacksaw in another, blood all over the place, and wondering how I'm going to explain my neighbors disappearance to the police. Thanks a fucking lot. If you give me your address I'll be right over to show my appriciation.
Dear Stranger it is anonymus so I answer in this way... Well now Iīm interrested if you really did this. Uhm... this AMV is no call for violence! It should people like you (I stand now on the theoretic point to say... this was really happen) calm down. Look at it and let all the aggression flow with this video.
Yes I know this days... I always say: It arenīt the big things that break, but the little things that came up alot and encourage you.
For exapmle: I bought... coffee (no it wasnīt, but it was similar and I donīt know how to spell in English ^^) in a plastic bag. OK I have a can at home for 5kg of this fine powder coffee and... Well there was not place for everything in the can. There was a rest of 0.5kg Man I feeled pissed on!
However... keep cool and donīt let the police get you and stop killing people in your neighbourhood. That would be a appicication for me.
And... well clean your keyboard! It should be all over with blood.
Have a good (or better) time!
-Bauzi
Strange... maybe I had saved some lives publishing one week later? =/
If you didnīt have done this at all:
Everything is allowed in your mind.
# 2006-12-15 16:57:52crap
A...ha... Feel free to explain via email or via opinion, why you think this way.
# 2006-12-15 04:27:47deine effekte sind die einzigen die ich tolerieren kann :s 5/5 -Ingow
Ganz ehrlich gesagt hab ich das absolut nicht erwartet. Danke! :3
# 2006-12-14 23:42:12omfg totaly awesome
Glad you enjoyed this.
# 2006-12-14 22:03:20So much room for exploits that went ignored, I agree with minion. But overall it was still good. Please hurry and release that xvid version. My computer can't play mp4 back well
exploits... Maybe. I think, that there was something missing in the new amv. XviD...
When everything works fine it comes tommorrow.
# 2006-12-14 19:12:06pretty good
Once again: Glad that someone enjoyed it.
# 2006-12-14 18:51:39WOWOWOWOWOW. -sKy-
I love it to make sKy smiling ^^
Cya all!
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Webspace 250MB
2006-12-14 11:57:59
I (Bauzi) found a small webspace for our AMVs. That means, that I can bring also my single Hot Coffee part to you and also XviD versions of my latest amvs.
I want to publisch "Condamn what we donīt understand" today, but there is a problem...
Watch this and help!
http://www.animemusicvideos.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=75047
Thatīs all... XviD comes next week on monday via direct dl
@Yeiweh:
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0111 (and now translate!)
2006-12-11 14:34:56
Itīs strange sitting in your room the half day and only learn computer
technique for collage. You get the feeling of beeing a nerd. All the
time: "0101110110... ah shit! not it was 1101110110"... and so on.
But I like computer technique it is cool to realisize your own logical-
sytems. It is like riddles in a newspaper.
Also computer techniques are good for some quotes and jokes.
Bauzi: "Uhm... Mike... My pencial also has seen better days. I mean...
well it was much more longer at the beginning of the week! What do you
think about it?".
Now you know what things happen and what I say when I get bored. ^^
And my pencil really got shorter at hight speed =/ and I like this one!
Sitting around in collage and chat with Mike about animes and stuff is
always a high light of the day =D Chatting about it with Mac is not
sooo much exciting because he almost knows the same animes as I do.
Ok... why Iīm telling you all this? Iīm nervous right now because I
think that I will finish my project in this night or tommorrow.
Will it be as I thought? Will it be better? Will the h.264 work?
Iīve killed it yesterday during the Hot Coffee. I wanted to reinstall
so Iīve deinstalled it and what the hell do the udnerstand about
deinstall? It simply deleted my whole folder with the avs and h264
scripts without asking. =/
*sigh* MEGui still doensīt work on my system, but thanks to god, that
the AAC+ works fine and smoothly! And h264 will also get better days
with a much more better user-interface and if not... Well Iīm going
to be a programmer you know? :P
Oh yes! The slution of todays little riddle:
0111 ---> 7
Youīve got it? Fine! Next time we will try hexadecimal-codes =)
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