JOURNAL:
Bauzi (Bernd Schäffer)
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ATTENTION!
2007-08-14 15:52:22
Bad news for amvs:
Studio Ghibli issued a cease and desist order to stage 6 for amv's with there anime in it.
They showed my buddy sinsheron who runs the best amv channel on stage6.com a copy of the letter and he had to remove an amv.
A have a bad feeling about this =/ Maybe something more happens here again.
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Worst trojan virus ever -.-'
2007-08-13 19:42:19
Has my friend Daniel on his PC. Seriously this thing is a hard piece of crap! I tried 5 hours long today to remove it.
k... Itīs one of this obvious trojans. It threws up messages every 5 minutes that there is a virus on the system and says that youīll need a new software. The trick is that it also opens a new internet explorer window with products that look really like commercial stuff, but I doubt that theyīre not fake. Thatīs an real asshole way to trick people for money.
However... I tried:
Adaware -> fail
Norton Antivir -> fail
Heck there was no way that a program recognize it while itīs running!
A lot of other antispy software -> fail
Spybot-> fail
Wait! It seams to find this shit, but when it finds it, the search for spysoftware is abborted. O_O The worst thing is that you canīt delete it when the search was abborted. Holy shit this trojan is really effective.
So I bored him my extern hdd to make a recovery of music, photos and his e-guitar notes and tommorrow weīll format the hd. He told me that there were a lot of problems in this past. I guess itīs the best way. =/
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2007-08-12 18:33:40
@Ben:
lol and I was wondering if it was the usual YouTube fag in the forum with this thread:
http://www.animemusicvideos.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=82313
Once Castor Troy said in a journal that YouTube might be responsible for a new generation of idiots comeing up and well I think he was right.
Project:
Finished the first half of a 14 seconds rotoscopeing clip. Thx to Jannis for inspiration and design help. Itīs my first serious try of useing the Pen tool for rotoscoping (usualy I do it with Keying and afterwards some videopainting. All in AE). Itīs awesome!
Thx to god I found a way to add the text in a more atractive way =D (@Jannis: I guess youīll still donīt like it ;P ).
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Beware! It´s sentimental again.
2007-08-11 19:52:16
BAH. It most be sentimental time or something. Seriously again there are a lot of stuff to think about. Yeah well were should I start? Kikiīs entry seams to be inspirating me to write it down. Itīs not emo just thoughts ok? Iīm happy. I enjoy the whole time.
K. Years ago I realised that I missed something. You know it was the time when I saw myself as unfinished crystal. Some parts of the crystals are missing to make it perfect.
In some ways Iīm hounting perfectness. I search for it in pictures, other people and never found it. My solution: Perfectness doesnīt exist only stuff that gets close too.
Some parts that were missing in my crystal were... a gf, a better body and other stuff. Well there was even "beeing successful with hobby" a part and that means: Beeing sucessful at amvs (I see it today more as a noob syndrom =P).
Itīs more than a year that Iīm single and hell Iīm even thinking today about my ex. I donīt know why. Itīs over and I know that she changed in a way I canīt deal with (altough it hasnīt to be a bad change). So I loved a person that doesnīt really exist today. Man and at those days I was really close to have a perfect crystal.
Today Iīm really missing a girlfriend. You know yesterday there were a few things that made me more sentimental.
First there is one of my oldest friends, Daniel, that got together with a female friend of mine, Nadja. She is pretty special and it makes her pretty interessting for me. You will only know such people from tele. Sheīs so correct and just... Well I donīt think she ever did something wrong in her whole live! Thatīs what I would call a really good "first lady image". All in all sheīs cool, sympathic and nice.
Daniel... He is a cool and nice etc. He is not that correct. He knows how to do wrong things. He is just and average guy. However he always knows the points were to stop and get serious again.
So they two make a really good couple. When I realised that they come together at a birthday party 3 weeks ago I told him that he should take good care about Nadja and that he should "waste" her. I guess he is Nadjaīs first boyfriend and itīs Danielīs first serious relationship with a girl.
Mhmm... That was a bit useless knowledge, but yesterday I saw them together for the first time and realised that things change and that Iīm still lonely.
Than there was one of my best friends, Stephan or letīs call him with his nick: Fizi.
He is together with Verena since Halloween. His first gf and theyīre a good pair, but yesterday he said something that bothered her. Weīre all in a good mood and he explained her that it was all meant as a joke. Verena still took it serious and Fizi didnīt get her point. I guess she was thinking that he wasnīt taking her real and serious too.
Around an half hour later I saw her lonely at the balcony. For me it was clear and went next to her. She doesnīt look like she was stargazing like I like to do.
"Every alright?"
"Yeah..."
"Sure?"
She didnīt wanted to speak to me. At least she did a few minutes later when I was gone and Nadja came along to her, because I guess Nadja thought about the same way I did about Verena. I was right... The argument with Fizi was something deeper for her. I took Fizi aside and told him.
"Man that was a joke!"
"I know, but go there and execuse you."
"Hey I did"
"You said it was a joke"
"If sheīs together with me she must figuring with such things" (all in all it wasnīt big for either, but well it got deeper into her. I can guess why...)
"Just go there and appologize or at least talk about it."
He did later and suddenly they where sitting next to me arm in arm. Just like a real couple =P
"You did as I told you Fizi?"
"Yep..."
Short story and maybe not too big. After it was just wondering why I still donīt have a gf again. I mean... Seriously I have the ability to impersonate some of other peoples thoughts. Seams that I can get along with the feeling of otherīs. I guess it makes me pretty good as boyfriend like my ex once told me.
So I was sentimental again at the bbq yesterday and I was just stairing thoughtfull at the desk.
"Whatīs up with you, Bauzi?" (Daniel)
"*sigh* Iīm lonely. Thatīs it."
Nadja said that Iīm a nice guy and I donīt know what other people see in my. Maybe a strange guy, well Iīm strange =P, but they seam to get interessted in me when they see others sites from me like when I help others. Even if itīs just a small thing. Iīm a gentleman to girls...
I really need bodywarmth again. Skin on Skin you know? Not only sexual (well ok itīs awesome stuff), but just warmth on my skin. Thatīs why I like it when I get huged by someone. At the birthday party where Daniel and Nadja came together I also tried my luck at a girl when I was drunk. Pretty strange. I donīt really like her. She has some sides I really donīt like. The last thing I remebered was... when I kissed her on her cheek for saying thank you. Itīs when I realised:
"Man! What youīre doing? You donīt even like her!"
Thanks to god she was drunk too so she didnīt remebered those moments.
Just strange.
Yesterday I also so my cousin with Nati. Nati is a girl I met at work and I pretty much like her. I know that he wants something from her and well... me too. Even when I know that it wonīt really work. Uhm... friendship is alright!
*sigh*
I really need a girl again. Someone that isnīt afraid to think more than you usualy do. Blah blah blah. I donīt really want too get specific now.
lol Maybe this journal entry is just my execuse to not have to work on rotoscopeing stuff in AE =P
And this psycho-horror movie in the TV right now isnīt really interessting. I donīt really want to see a mother that gets insane and halcuniations because of her kidnaped daughter =/
Yeah I saw the Transformers movie again in the cinema. I went there with an old friend I havenīt seen for many years, Mac and someone else. Cool.
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It´s contest time, you know?
2007-08-09 18:02:27
Alright submited to:
-AniNite (my homecontest)
My current project "Different Realities". Itīs the premiere there.
Uhm it still needs a lot of work, in specialy after the beta test with Jannis (-Good for Nothing- his new amv is really hot stuff =P )
-Connichi Expo
Submitted "Seen It" and "Condemn what we donīt understand"
-Aniventure
Submitted "Seen It" and "Condemn what we donīt understand"
*few*
Pentool time right now in AE =P
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