JOURNAL: Bauzi (Bernd Schäffer)

  • Whaterver you.... just don't: ... 2012-03-03 19:34:18 Go out and watch "Devil Inside". OMG! That movie was so awful, the whole cinema crowd laughed at it! And tons of people left before the show ended.

    What a waste. What a fail.

    Oh well... I was drunk that day, so I blame the booze for paying for that piece of movie shit. 
  • Project presentation went well 2012-02-28 17:24:35 I knew that my concept and story was great, but I do actually got some praise that really surprised and honored me after all from our film course master. It went like this:
    "This is wasting potential. Why are you doing this? This is soemthing you should go to the US and try to produce it with proper equipment and budget. Not some student project..."
    "I'm not wasting it. I'm making a prototype. A proof of concept. A teaser.", that's my response.

    It's true! I'm not wasteing it. Do I waste it? No, I give the best I got for my final project. I do the best I can. Maybe that's what short films will be for me: Proof of concept, a teaser for more. There are always so many things that I would like to cover up. Implement in my films, but I can't because budget and time is limitating me. I'm courious about my time after film school when all is done, when I have full time to do whatever I want, because I friggin' can. There will be no bachelor thesis stealing my time.

    Maybe that's really what I should do. Risk it. Write feature length scripts and treatments from my two short movie projects, take my finished project and go to production companies. Maybe even to the US and try.

    What could go wrong? It's only money that I would loose. Nothing of real value.

    I'm excited again. Starting this monster of project all alone scared me. Now I'm not. THIS WILL BE AWESOME!

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    I will press some more pressure on my sound designer. "Dissonance" must be done for this YouTube short film contest. It's a big chance and opportunity. 
  • Get a glimpse on my new movie project (with a fake teaser...) 2012-02-26 18:47:26 The teaser is fake, the design is somewhat real:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OuMU0ffX428

    I had to do a marketing project and I decided to "market" (I hope this is the verb to it...) my own super awesome movie project. Well... in case it would be an actual multi million dollar project, but! It's still pretty?

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    So what about my last movie project? The sound designer is lazy. Oh well no need to blame him. He makes it for free. I just can't put myself up to release an "unfinished" movie to the public, because it's not the best I could do. The HD video version with redefined effects is probably my best, so I consider it to be done on the visual aspect.
    I just grind my teeth everytime I submit this unfinished movie to any video festival and contest. It's quite alright, but it could be better!

    Oh well... is anybody still interessted into the promotion for "Dissonance"? You can still watch the unfinished version on YouTube. All you have to do is to subscribe to this channel and you'll get an invitation:
    http://www.youtube.com/user/LazyGenerationStudio/videos

    Are you interested in some sort of trailer for Dissonance? You can watch one right now:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbOa7dIId7g&feature=plcp&context=C3c238deUDOEgsToPDskKe-qCx65sU0kirHz2FK39X

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    Hmmm... My apartment is nearly repaired and ready to move in. Too bad I haven't made any significant progress with my love interesst. It's strange. It's hard to progress if you all get mixed up and nervous inside. I would love to read minds!
    I'm still in a good mood for it. Seams like she is searching someone like me. That's why she approaches some other "crazy" working colleague like me. I see this as an desire for something similar. She can't pick him. It would be a big mistake. There are major differences in their personalities. It would be... wrong?

    "You know why I won't ever have a boyfriend? Because no one could ever stand my crazyness and could be like me at all...", that's what she said to him and I'm like: "You know ME and still think that?". It gets a little bit perfedic, if you haven't notice it yet. Come on girl! We are equal in so many ways. By now she should have noticed it, that no one makes her crack up like me, know one can counter, top it, complete and keep up with her insane humour that I share too. We are not afraid of thinking and being different.

    "How can you be like that all the time? Are you on drugs? You're crazy!". That's what my other colleagues say to her. I don't. I admire it, because we are alike.

    Maybe she just needs a push. Me quiting my job and moving to another city might be enough... Ah well this is propably an excuse for me to do nothing. The shy guy. hahaha ;D Well... if maybe both are shy... when will they actually collide? Never?

    With no remorse I want to die. This could be a big fat remorse, if nothing happens at all. 
  • 2012-02-18 07:36:21 Oh come on rapidshare! Just when I thought of hosting my AMVs on you, you reduce the download speed for free users to friggin' 30 kbits!!

    Y u no joking? 
  • 2012-02-08 19:10:51 I seriously don't get the purpose of Reddit and what it is about. It makes me angry, because it feels so useless. 
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