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2012-03-11 20:32:17
In order to complete our film chourse we have to write a bachelor thesis. So I'm searching and looking threw already existing works and thesis to make my own idea sharper and better formed, but oh my...
There is always a small abstract before the actual full content in the text. This abstract is sometimes so bad and overcomplicated written that I just can't get my head around it.
It's often like:
"What the fuck did I just read?"
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"Dissonance" release coming closer. Only one soundeffect is missing in the full mix. We get there... hopefully before the world ends! -
2012-03-09 19:32:03
So I thought that I will fail hard for the first time in my final film course year and they give me freaking 95% on that shit. Are you kidding me? My marketing project was crafted like shit!
Okay... so I'm still ahead to my first class bachelor of honours. How are you going to stop me now, huh? - Who needs sleep? 2012-03-07 18:25:53 If you work at least 12 hours a day you just don't need any! Why bother?
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2012-03-05 18:06:39
Awesome quick comment:
2012-03-05 11:57:50
California Hot Springs is a census-designated place in Tulare County, California, United States.
like... wooooot?
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Today I sent my little drougie (who gets the movie reference?!) to the sound designer meeting, because I was busy learning some essential software for my new short film project. Seams like Dissonance is going to be completed soon! Yaaaay! -
Accept it
2012-03-04 18:33:30
I think I accepted it. My sort of own faith: I'm the outsider and always will be, unless I keep being in my subculture. That's fine. That's okay. I'm the nerd who does all the awesome stuff, but hardly gets any acknowledgement.
One day I was shooting some scenes for a friends movie. An old man came by and asked what we do. We told him and his response was: "What a waste of time"
That's how it goes. You only get acknowledgement from the status quo if it's really big, like a successful cinema movie. You know what? All the big players are/were nerds and outsiders. We bring progress, inventions and awesomeness into the world. You status quo guy don't. You're a mindless consumer. You just survive and don't actually live.
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*sigh* My crush keeps confusing me. Sometime she is so distanced that I just raelly have to wonder. If she really wants something from me than she either is very shy or just very clumsy in such things.
"Can I get your number?"
"Sure, it's on the telephon list."
"..." So why don't you just give it to me... like now? In personal? =/
SMS:
"Heyho, I'm glad I finally got your number from X *g*"
<No response>
Eh... Okay no SMS response is not that bad, but at least SOME reaction would be nice and all =/
Stop giving me such a hard time. If I wouldn't be that much interessted in her, I would have stoped a long time ago, because of such things.
But I see it and notice it. How she starts to smile when she sees me. How she is eager to talk to me when we begin to work. Tell me what's going on. What's new... She does this because she knows that I'm different. Maybe even thinks too that we maybe are similar minded. Well at least we are in many ways.
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