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A new start
2003-11-14 16:13:07
Boy if this really is the matirx, imagine how many toasters I am powering with my crappy life alone.
Well, it's getting better. I wouldn't say I have been suffering. STressed out pretty bad, my left eye has been twitching like mad the last 2 weeks! I haven't even mailed out those cds I wanted to send off to people 2 weeks ago. It was the night after that when the sh!t hit the fan.
I have come to the conclusion my older sister has actually gone crazy. She's always been crazy and mean but literally she has snapped now. She is paranoid and with good reason. She just inherited land (with resources included) that is worth a good 200,000 dollars and about half that in cash insurance policies. Well she probably thought she won the lottery. Ha. Now she is getting inspected by agencies *whistles* and they are seeing everything isn't quite adding up. She is looking either losing all that she just got or (hopefully) some jail time. She has snapped, my uncle said she could start barking at the walls any minute. Reap what you sow though doncha....eventually.
Still, that won't mend the gashes in the family. But...it wasn't much of a family to begin with. I feel bad for my niece and nephew since they have to live with parents that are crazy, criminal, and hateful towards family. The boy is only 4 but pretty much set up for a life of crime (he was screaming at people to shut up when they shushed him at the funeral and his mom laughed -_- I wanted to smack her then if ever I did) The girl is miserable and has said she wants to go to a foster home...she is 8. Yet children's services thinks she is best off there. I must be missing something vital here....I told her I'd be there for her when she is old enough to leave and needed a place to go. My aunt told her the same.
As for me, I am going to hopscotch my way out west in January. Going to Oregon for starters and for now my younger sister is going to move with me and Kevin. We want to rent a small house or large apartment. Split 3 ways, that should be a decent size. She is paying 375 now ans we paid 400 in Athens....with crappy jobs. I'll be mailing my resume to every tv station production house on the west coast though so if we don't end up in Oregon (hopefully California though) we'll be going to Billings in the meantime.
I won $100 bucks on a lotto ticket last night so I splurged and bought myself the Awful Truth boxset ^_^ It's seasons One and Two and I am looking forward to watching that. I cleaned up for a while and I'm am burning Cds for Fungie and Flint and one other person right now. I am going to through together a Spirit mv later tonight, yes the horse movie ^_^ I have been wanting to make that for a whole year now.
Look I smiled :) Things are starting to look up. At least cosmic karma seems to be on my side.
- flint 2003-11-09 19:56:10 Believe me I know what you mean. To keep your samity try and work enough to get out of the house. Hopefully the holiday season can placate family into calming down and coming together. That or (in my case) a nice 9-iron to the head of those that need some sense knocked into them....
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crap
2003-11-02 04:19:58
I was going to come on here and talk about what a nice time I had at the Halloween trail tonight, but instead more bad things have occured to my family. I get to my mom's house at 1:00 AM and ready to cook up some chicken tacos. The phone rings...phone calls at 1 AM are never good. It's my older sister with some very blunt news. She says, and I quote "Papahl just died." (Papahl is what we call my grandfather). It hit me like a ton of bricks..it was very very sudden as he had been doing ok earlier in the night. My legs felt weak. I just covered my face and I don't really recall the rest of the conversation. I hung up the phone and walked back to my mother's bed room. I knocked on the door, she was asleep. I said "something happened." (he had been in the hospital for the last two weeks) She said what. I said, "exactly what you think happened". (I thought she'd heard the phone ring) I was speechless couldn't get the words, "He's dead" out of my mouth.
So I closed my eyes and said it in english. She said "Damnit"
She immediately got ready. So did I. My brother, mom, aunt, uncle and older sister went to the hospital. I was the only one who cried...I understand the kid's (my mom, uncle and aunt) because they went through the death of their mom last year. That was hard...but not this hard. Grandma was in the hospital for 6 months, towards the end, she was hardly still "there". November 1st was my grandfather's 76th birthday.
He had been in the hospital for two weeks. We thought he was getting better....but he had said he was going to die in that bed to my mother (his daughter). He stil....he still had talked about fixing up the bulldozer when he got home though...and about getting the transmission in his truck fixed.
It's sudden and harsh for reasons that shoudn't be....anyone who has read enough of my org journal would know why...This was the final thread holding it all together....now it's broken and all the crap that has been in the family for years is going to hit the fan in the next few horrible days. My older sister just looked angry and was snapping at my mom because she had said my grandfather looked peaceful and must have died in his sleep. She kept saying he didn't and that they prepped him before we got there. For god sake's she ordered and autopsy....she is a granddaughter but weased the power of attorney from the children and wants to kick everyone off the land they have lived on all their lives. She said so only a few weeks ago. -
oopsie
2003-10-18 20:46:23
I felt pretty dumb for messing up my diseases on the forum. Especially when I am talking about Munchausen's disorder as apposed to a bleeding disease.
Well, if anyone here remembers what went on with the family when my grandma died last year in August....well it's all coming back again. Only this time, the land WILL be going to the messed up woman who hates her family and happens to be my sister. My grandpa is in the hospital, delirious, and not doing well at all.
The bad is that when he dies, she gets the land, and plans to kick everyone off. As well as it's the sad end to a man who should have lived much longer. After my grandma died, no one took care of him, even though it was my older sister's obligation since she weasled the will out of his KIDS getting anything. Oh god, it's a long disgusting story...
But...I guess the good is it forces the "kids" the oldest is 50....to move out and away from the parents for the first time. Yes, they all lived compound style with their parents their whole lives.
There is way too much going on to post about, and besides, it makes me ashamed my family treats each other this way, so I'll stop now.... -
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2003-10-15 18:30:06
It's just so dumb I had to post it..
People spam the mod box to give such well thought out arguements such as this:
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Define "not-Anime"
in reference to all the posts here asking dfor files to be removed know this: animated vids could still be caleld aniem by soem definitions even if its not japanese, so people should ask themselves "would i want soemthign i worked hard on removed from the site just because somebody has so much free time then scan the site trying to find vid's that don't fit into MY definition of anime, and then demanding that they be removed?"
probably not
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I go to all the trouble of using the pm system to inform them of why this is...
only to have them tell me they really don't care one way or another....they were just trying to start trouble.
Aww well...I have had the day off work and I've been ripping and preparing my final clips for my Fusigi Yuugi video so I've got time to spare...
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