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Updateage
2004-03-14 19:11:19
My sleep schedule is really screwed up. It's 6 pm and I woke up about half an hour ago. I think I'll be up until I go to work tomorrow. Even when I try to keep a morning schedule, I end up like this.
I swear I had more to say than that, I think my mind is going...
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Bwahaha 3/1L
2004-03-11 20:39:35
Mebbe. |:
I got my CD today, it got here pretty quickly. Well, I've got two more DVDs to watch and then I start my video. - 2004-03-04 15:43:40 Started work again today. And I feel like shit. I'm going to hibernate... until work tomorrow, and then the next day.
- 2004-02-28 03:07:17 So I'm starting another video. This one is going to be fun, and it's not going to be thought-drive like my other ones. Fairly simple as far as complex goes. I'm going to use lots of lip sync though. Whee, space metal.
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It just gets worse...
2004-02-20 23:51:41
So after my kitten dies and after being insulted by a member from the wonderful Org here, this happens...
(copied from my LJ)
"My little brother... is in the hospital for being suicidal. My mom's a complete wreck. She's had a chronic illness for 15 years and her body and mind are really weak. If he does do something, she will die. I don't know what to do, other than stay with her right now, but I'm not sure if I can hold myself emotionally to be of any help. If I break down, it will only weaken her more. Our family has been in a bad position financially ever since my mom started getting too sick to work, and I know that's part of it. The kid was always so happy...
One of his friends heard him say he wanted to kill himself, and he found a notebook in his locker filled with depressed and morbid writing. For once in my life, there's something I can't psychologically figure out. I figure a few things. One, he's not treated well at school. Two, he puts so much effort into three things (band, school work, and church) that it's too much stress for him to handle. And three, I think he's manic depressive.
Christ... I don't know what to do for him. He's 13 years old. Just started high school last year. I'd say it's a pretty typical scenario. But he's always been different, and I wonder if this maybe isn't just a cry for attention.
Well I shouldn't leave my mom alone..."
I'm not sure he's going to do anything, but our family just has no luck.
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