JOURNAL: Ginger Gouki (William Overgard)

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  • 2003-11-14 14:03:06 Ginger Gouki, A Better Samurai Than Tom Cruse says:
    yo homeboy!

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    lol what up man

    Ginger Gouki, A Better Samurai Than Tom Cruse says:
    guess who i saw today

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    lol

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    someone from college? maybe

    Ginger Gouki, A Better Samurai Than Tom Cruse says:
    Gayboy

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    ahhh

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    and.....

    Ginger Gouki, A Better Samurai Than Tom Cruse says:
    i nearly kicked a hole in a nearby wall

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    or his head!

    Ginger Gouki, A Better Samurai Than Tom Cruse says:
    dude, it reminds me why i dont get angry

    Ginger Gouki, A Better Samurai Than Tom Cruse says:
    afterwoulds i said "im just going to get some air, i'll be back in 5", i was gone for almost an hour

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    shit

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    brb

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    u speak to him or anything

    Ginger Gouki, A Better Samurai Than Tom Cruse says:
    hell no, anything short of "I WANT YOU DEAD FUCKER" or "THE ONLY RESON YOU LIVE IS COZ I LET YOU" i dont think i could mange small talk.

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    ?

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    balls

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    i meant u dont see him much around college do u?

    Ginger Gouki, A Better Samurai Than Tom Cruse says:
    nope, im kind glad i dont, coz if today reaction is anything to go by, to see him dayly would corse genoside

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    what i was thinking

    Ginger Gouki, A Better Samurai Than Tom Cruse says:
    dude, i realy lost it today. Luckly none of the drama peep notist, but it was much worse than usal.

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    im sure they wouldnt mind like, do they know about him?

    Ginger Gouki, A Better Samurai Than Tom Cruse says:
    Selphie does, i told her the story. See, when i said "i'll be back in 5" it was 3min befor a lesson

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    ahh

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    man i dont know what to say, i havent a clue how the fuck it must feel

    Ginger Gouki, A Better Samurai Than Tom Cruse says:
    Its pure hate mixed with all the leftover stuff from Rach

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    no offence but i dont wanna feel that

    Ginger Gouki, A Better Samurai Than Tom Cruse says:
    none taken. I wouldnt never want you to

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    i dont think i would have been able to hold back this long

    Ginger Gouki, A Better Samurai Than Tom Cruse says:
    it only coz she told me not to do anything

    I get all numb when we touch! says:
    i guess but , well i never want to be in that situation

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    This MSN convo pritty muchs tells todays story. I realy dont want to write about it. For those new to the mello-drama that is this journal, to know the story, read back a few pages.

    -Ginger Gouki

    p.s 'I get all numb when we touch!' is Kagami's screen name at the mo 
  • Another sob story jornal entry 2003-11-13 14:56:38 Im feeling a little low this evening, i guess this isnt the best time to write in my jornal but when your down things tend to plie up and i guess thats why im here typing.

    Dont read me wrong, today was a damn good day, its just that this evening i could feel myself being pulled back into the bf/gf thing that everyone does so well. Its not that i dont enjoy other people company, its just that i dont know how to be. When your with someone, your spose to be yourself right? But how can that work if the person i am about town (so to speek) isnt realy me? Im afrade my 'hidden depths' might scare people away and so i hide them.

    I realy dont know what i want.

    Its very easy to stand there and say "I prefer to be alone" coz then i dont have to deal with any of the stuff that everyone else can do.

    Im going to stop this now. Lukish has just come online and cheerd me right up. Dont worry, i'll probably be poring my hart out later this week.

    Thanks for reading.


    -Ginger Gouki


    =D 
  • The Mech Poilt returns 2003-11-10 13:31:56 I've just spent a hole day playing Mechwarrior 3, so im a realy mecha mood at the mo.
    Hmm, it allways intreeging what to write here, i mean i can write anything or everything so what things are worth putting down? Am i getting too deep?

    I still have this blank nail varnish on, i thort it just came off after a few days but it seems not. It does look v cool when im holding a sword tho, so i guess it'll stay for a wile longer.
    I didnt write it, but last week was very eventfull:

    Thursday: Way Cool!

    Friday: Not so good. Why? Well, after a huge class agument about rape with i walked out of, i tryed talking to Alice (new girly, no my sis) and made a retuarded ass of myself. Not the first time thats happed (me making an ass of myslef, not the rape convo) but this time it was bad. Im not looking forwould to tomoz. Im looking forwould to seeing my party peep's, but some people i realy dont wanna see.

    What is a mech poilt to do?

    Well, i could keep yaping about shite all evening, but im going to leave you now. Have a good one


    -Ginger Gouki 
  • Music, the food of the soul 2003-11-05 16:57:30 Good old Ludwig, allways cheers me up (not that i have anthing to be down about, good friends, good time spent. No need to complane)

    -Ginger Gouki 
  • How quickly i go from v lazy to FUCKING MAD. Reson: MY FAMLY!!!! 2003-11-03 16:48:31 I dont realy have anything to complane about, its just another case of me going from 'im chill, im carm. I dont realy care about much right now. I wonder what there is to eat' to 'FUCKING FUCK FUCK *punches the wall* I HATE PEOPLE'. Now, wile im not going into deatails about what sparked this off, it wasn't anything big, infact its quite a small thing. Thats the reson for this little rant.

    Ok, im done.

    Mr.Lukish had a party. It was way cool! He asked me, Larry, cute Alice and Em's to stay for another day. That was fun. Amy stayed aswel. Interesting, no? (neather Alice nor Em's stayed for the second day).
    Thanks going out to Luke for a way cool party.

    The party itself was fancy dress, i of corse whent as a ninja (as did Larry)

    *Will leaves the room to go get some toast, comes back with a carton of OJ. Makes you wonder sometimes*

    Ok, ive carmed down alot now. Looking forwould to seeing the party people tomoz, i after that flu shite, im itching to see the real world agane.

    [Last Thort]: Not so long ago i said to myself "Im not going to open up to anyone. They dont need to know my back round story and there's alot about myslef that i just dont wanna talk about."
    Well, bettween Selphie and Lukish, I've todl them a hole lot more than nothing.

    Im eather gona watch The 9th Gate or go get some sleep now.


    -Ginger Gouki


    p.s. Still here, still and anime fan 
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