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Another MSN chat:
2003-11-27 15:39:07
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
howdy *does the Will nod*
why should i, i'm a star! says:
lol
why should i, i'm a star! says:
hey (i no!)
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
nothing better to do than come online?
why should i, i'm a star! says:
nope not really - lol, howd u no?
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i shld b doin my presentation thing
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
over the net?
why should i, i'm a star! says:
wot!? no i mean preparin my presentation 2 business
why should i, i'm a star! says:
*4
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
ah
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
im using the art if blagage
why should i, i'm a star! says:
o
why should i, i'm a star! says:
so u r comin in 2moz morn then!
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
Selphie asked me too
why should i, i'm a star! says:
who
why should i, i'm a star! says:
(im not wiv it 4 witty comments 2nite - sorry!)
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
(dont worry, me nether)
Selphie = Helen
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i thought it was helen
why should i, i'm a star! says:
lol
why should i, i'm a star! says:
u got home ok then
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
hell yeah
why should i, i'm a star! says:
lol
why should i, i'm a star! says:
hes a nice guy, lenny
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
yeah, he's one of the best
why should i, i'm a star! says:
hehe
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
she's a v lucky girly
why should i, i'm a star! says:
true true - hes a v.lucky boy tho
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
hell yeah, i didnt even have to do anything
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
lol
why should i, i'm a star! says:
lol
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i take it uree a crap get together person?
why should i, i'm a star! says:
im gr8!
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
true, your good, but im better. ANYHOOO, what i meant was 'he' didnt have to do anything
why should i, i'm a star! says:
o i c
why should i, i'm a star! says:
'anyhooo???' - lol
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
oh dont start, your more than in line for some beats missy
why should i, i'm a star! says:
missy - lol
why should i, i'm a star! says:
neway..............
why should i, i'm a star! says:
me in line - i didnt say nethin horrible 2day actually - it was mainly u!
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
yeah, i know
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
you got soundly beaten by me today
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i was tired tahts all
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
but, on the singing thing, i didnt mean to be nasty, i realy ment that you could have beaten anyone today at singing, but you held back
why should i, i'm a star! says:
u wait young man, jst wait...
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
(easy girl, not single)
why should i, i'm a star! says:
( u wish)
why should i, i'm a star! says:
neway............
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
(me wish?! You started it!)
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i wasnt offended - i no wot u mean - u worry 2 much. i dont wanna look like im takin the 'limelite' tho - no wot i mean?
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
yeah
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i dint start it - u hav a bad mind young man
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
why should i, i'm a star! says:
lol
why should i, i'm a star! says:
yeh rite
why should i, i'm a star! says:
r u gonna c how it goes wiv sam 2moz
why should i, i'm a star! says:
then go from there?
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
yeah
why should i, i'm a star! says:
btw...u r in a complicated situation lol
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
mabe im making alot of fuss over nothing
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
I KNOW
why should i, i'm a star! says:
lol
why should i, i'm a star! says:
ure not makin a fuss
why should i, i'm a star! says:
seriously
why should i, i'm a star! says:
bottom line is.......
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
go on!
why should i, i'm a star! says:
as long as ure happy
why should i, i'm a star! says:
things will b ok bt if they're not it wont b
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
its never my happnest thats the issue, its that of others
why should i, i'm a star! says:
well it shld b - u shldnt lead her on false pretenses neway even if u mean well
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
you know what the funny thing is. Spikey said this would happen
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i no - i kinda thought it wld bt didnt wanna say
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i bet u worry bout it all the time
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
yes!
why should i, i'm a star! says:
and u try 2 think of how it cld b if u were actually 2gether and try + make a
spark happen bt it doesnt
why should i, i'm a star! says:
thats wot i do wen things like this happen
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
i just wanted her to be happy
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i no
why should i, i'm a star! says:
thats the prob - u shld start thinkinbout YOU
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
im not real good at that
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i kinda guessed
why should i, i'm a star! says:
ure not happy tho r u - at all
why should i, i'm a star! says:
u shld look 4ward 2 seein her - do u
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
not realy
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
i might as well say, i was 'in love' once. Her name was Rachal and i even took up the sword to protect her.
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
but she had her hart broken by someone else and becoz of him, she could never love me. I still what him more than dead, but she talked me out of it. Every time i see him (his name was Ien and he tured gay on her, thu's my early distrust of spikey, witch is now gone) i cant help but fly into a crazy rage where all i want to do is hurt everything around me (thats why i dissapear)
why should i, i'm a star! says:
o i understand now
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
(i leave becoz i dont what you all too see that side of me)
why should i, i'm a star! says:
o- u cant blame yourself 4 that though u no.
why should i, i'm a star! says:
it sounds like uve had a bad time in the past + she broke ure heart while this was going on
why should i, i'm a star! says:
thank u 4 sharin this wiv me tho - it makes me understand u more as a person
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
well, now you know. Even 2 years after it still effects me. Well, after it all happend i became something of a loner, i had begun to hate my friends and the people i wonce took up the sword to protect. Larry helped me alot then (more than he'll ever know). Meeting all of you guys has been something new to me, so im still not sure how to hanndle it
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i no wot u mean - in a wierd way. even tho iv never been 'in love' i used 2 love my old friends - do nethin 4 them until i met u guys and i realised how badly i was treated and used quite alot as im not a selfish person (like u eh) its so wierd i feel as tho i love u guys much more than ne 1 else at the mo
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
same here
why should i, i'm a star! says:
its wierd innit
why should i, i'm a star! says:
lol
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
lol
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
brb, i need a drink
why should i, i'm a star! says:
ok
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
back
why should i, i'm a star! says:
lol
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
so, you dont have a story of lost love. No wandering samurai stole your hart?
why should i, i'm a star! says:
nope - im not sum1 who messes bout - if u no wot i mean - so iv neva been in love or even close really - its sad really cos i hav alotta love 2 give - u no wot i mean
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
i know. Look on the upside: You wont have anyone mess you about these days, thats for sure
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
and its not sad, coz tales of love only end with sob story
why should i, i'm a star! says:
true - lol - how can u say we wont b messed bout these days? howd u no
why should i, i'm a star! says:
eh eh
why should i, i'm a star! says:
lol
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
becoz, you've got me know. Any guy who 'messes' with you is a dead man. Simple huh?
why should i, i'm a star! says:
thats really sweet
why should i, i'm a star! says:
u 2 - ill slap the gal who messes u bout
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
thanks (one of my rules: NEVER hit a girl, even in jest
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
)
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i like that rule - gals can hav cat fights tho
why should i, i'm a star! says:
they're evil
why should i, i'm a star! says:
lol
why should i, i'm a star! says:
not that iv eva had one
why should i, i'm a star! says:
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
lol, i bet you've got a mean right hook
why should i, i'm a star! says:
lol - i dont think i hav actually
why should i, i'm a star! says:
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
lol
why should i, i'm a star! says:
dont laff at me
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i was bein serious
why should i, i'm a star! says:
hehe
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
*chuckles* sorry
why should i, i'm a star! says:
neway , i really shld go even tho i cld talk all nite
why should i, i'm a star! says:
i will c + speak 2 u 2morrow
why should i, i'm a star! says:
my internet buddy - lol
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
well, i do injoy your company, but i would want to keep a lady up all night
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
i'll talk to you tomoz
why should i, i'm a star! says:
alrighty - AGH
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
lol
why should i, i'm a star! says:
sleep well x x x x
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
thank you
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
you too
why should i, i'm a star! says:
mwah
C.T.Ginger Gouki says:
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I this life and the next, there are somethings we must do, no matter what
2003-11-27 15:07:52
Fuck didily fuck fuck. Wile writing this down here may bite me back in the ass but fuck it, spikey isnt here to talk to and Selphie was working today so i kinda had to leave (theres only soo much time a strait guy can spend in a realy realy girly store) so wile Alice did help alot today, i still feel the need to write so that means it must be on my mind more than im letting on.
[Note]: Alice has been metioned many times here, but this is mabe the first time i've talked about crazy Sam.
Man, i've got alot to say about this, but i'll try and keep it short. Mabe im being melo dramtic about the hole thing, after all, i havent spent that much time with her and .... STOP!!!!! im not doing anthoer bitch post! Loads of good things happend today and thats that!
-Ginger Gouki -
*Sob*
2003-11-24 07:11:26
Can you bellve it. After only 4 volumes of zombie powder, it just stops. Im sat here thinking of what could have happend and how cool C.T.Smith is!
Its not fair.
I'll write some more later.
-Ginger Gouki -
Akutabi Gamma
2003-11-19 15:36:56
Wile i wait for Lenny to come back online and send me issue 4 of Zombie Powder (a very very good manga, alot like trigun. For any Trigun fan, its a must) i figer i'll write in my journal.
The party peep's stayed over last night, twas a good time.
Lukish has this skill: He can tell why people do the things they do. He is very good at this, witch has corsed me to spend alot of time trying to think way i do somethings.
As of yet, it seems most of the things i do are without rime or reson and this worrys me slighty. Mabe im looking at the wrong angle, who knows!
The only peep who couldnt join us last night was Selphie. I didnt feel to bad, coz i was gona invite her and others over tomoz, but it anit gona happen. For this i feel bad.
Between Lukish and Selphie, i've told all of my story and im interested to see what they think. Since i stopped being a lone gunman, i've have been
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Lenny's just come online, so im gona get chapter 4, you'll have to wait for another time for me to finish that above pice ("lone gunman, what does he mean by that? Could it be......Oh boy, its him!"). I talked to cute Alice agane on MSN. I have a feeling im gona steal Gamma's style for tomoz (I WANT HIS COAT, mabe not white....).
L8r
-Ginger Gouki -
An "Every Things Ok" post
2003-11-16 15:30:31
EVERY THINGS OK!!!!! As you've all guessed, i normal only post when im mad, fecked up or just twisted about something. Today is diffent:
After spending the last to nights meditating on the subject of Love, Killing and Rach, i feel alot better. Everything is clear agane in my head and i think i know how im gona deal with everything.
My chipper nature has nothing at all to do with the convo i had with Alice (cute girl from my class).
Well, im sitting here drinking a beer, thinking about what GrayPlage said:
"If your going to leave a comment on an AMV, dont do it half-assed"
I feel realy bad, coz i've left alot of realy lame comments on some AMV's, inculing on of GrayPlage's. So I hereby pledge to never leave another shitty comment agane.
There's not much more to write (other than a thank you to Lukish and Selphie, bettween the 2 of you im a better person). I leave you with time to spear. I need much more time to meditate. Sleep well party people
-Ginger Gouki
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