JOURNAL: Ginger Gouki (William Overgard)

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  • Why Write here when you can just MSN! 2003-12-05 14:19:36 Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    hey dude

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    yo yo

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    ill send u that pic for your page, if u dont want it ill have it, but your more the sword man than me

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    ok

    Let me wake up in your arms! sends:
    Open(Alt+P)

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    hows it going man?

    You have successfully received C:My DocumentsMy Received Filesuntitled(1).bmp from Let me wake up in your arms!.

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    lol

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    are you sure you dont want that?

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    yea its cool, like i said your more sowrds than me

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    ok

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    well, all is going good

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    gdgd

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    alltho, due to Lenoi and others i didn't realy get to talk to Alice today. Thats my only quarm

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    o, how come

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    as in just talk to her, or "talk" to her

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    just talk to her, they are very good at blocking me

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    they really doing it on purpose!!!

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    i dont know, but it realy got to me.

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    none of the party peeps right?

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    nope

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    then i would tell them to fuck of in so many words

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    I intend to

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    i dont know the situation, but if u can tell there stopping u from chatting to her intentionally, go ape shit lol

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    im saving it, coz i think i might need it

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    lol

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    dude, did i tell you what happend on tuesday night?

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    erm no

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    u told me about wednesday

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    with alice

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    well, i kinda told her everything

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    yea man

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    was this wednesday or tuesday

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    ?

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    ether very late tues or very early wednesday, depending on how you look at it

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    lkol that wierd time inbetween days

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    yep

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    cool

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    well, i was off today anyway

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    day of completely

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    nice!

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    not like that, i mean i was very distant this morning

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    ahh right, how come

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    a combo of things

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    thinking about what said to alice, or what she was gonna say?

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    1) a damn good film/game idea
    2) thinking about Zombie Powder
    3

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    ahh

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    3) I havent even talked with Alice since wednesday

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    yea that sux

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    u see her online atall

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    i know its not the same as face to face

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    its better for me, i seem far more cool on msn

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    dude join the club!!!!!

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    lol

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    There is something i've been wanting to talk to you about

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    ahh ok

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    along what lines?

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    Its like this (please dont think im on another wining spree):

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    lol ok

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    I know i like Alice alot right (lol), but i still think about Rach dayly. Its messing with my head

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    ahh

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    erm, well sounds wierd but what makes u think of rach

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    i mean why do u think of her

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    u still really like her?

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    Of corse. I never realy stoped liking her, but its just, the hole situation reminds me of last time, of her

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    dude u cant let it,

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    sounds easy

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    lol, yeah

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    I do think of Alice more, dont get me wrong. But its things i do, things people say. They all remind me of last time and all of my mistakes.
    You see, when i told Alice, she did say no, she just said "I realy need to think about it"

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    same as last time

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    *she didn't say no

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    dude, everybody would say that, if they werent expecting it

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    Your right.

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    Dude, i gota go eat

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    i'll be back soon

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    k man l8r

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    (may i add this to my journal?)

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    sure why not

    Ginger Gouki, Coz after they open a noodle bar, people change says:
    then say howdy to the party people (lol)

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    lol

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    HoWdY!!!!!
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    Well as some parts of this convo say, i didnt get to talk to Alice today due to her followers. Now, i dont realy know any of them and i know that some of them have real problems and that Alice (from now on she will be known as Swan) can give v good advice.

    But, today Leoni thort it would be a good idea to try and make a big deal that i find a joke her friend made about her funny. When it comes to stuff like this, im a much better friend than enemy, becoz none of that little group have any respect for others, so i have no respect for them and i have no quarms crushing people with no respect.
    This sounds harsh, and i doubt it will come to that, but should she and her friends deside that im an enemy now.......Oh never mind, im just mad coz i was acused of being a bully.

    I seen what realy bullying is, i've been on the resiving end and the one doing it, so i know it inside out. I met lot of people who have been close to death due to proper bullying and she has the audsaty to say that she's being bullyed.
    Alot of people cut her slack, due to things going on in her personal life, but everyone has shit like that and beleve that you must deal with it. To talk to people or ask for help is what helps, not black-mailing them with it.

    [Note]: Im not realy that mad about this, im just typing.

    As for acual Drama work, today The Mole and team did one of the funnyest things i've seen. I was shamlessly out classed adn rightly so. Twas true skill.

    Well, i got a long weekend to get thro, so it should be interesting. I musnt dwell on stuff, if i keep this up, im only gona have another Rach thing happen and i think one time is quite enof thank you. Alltho, i wonder what would happen? Would i blance out? Leave Chi? Go on a kill rampage? Who knows?


    -Ginger Gouki


    p.s. I dont mean i'll go crazy if she turns me down, that i can more than handle, it would have to be something realy realy complicated.

    p.p.s. I still wanna kill Ian. Lots. 
  • 2003-12-02 15:36:35 Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    wb

    Ginger Gouki, It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man says:
    thx
    Ginger Gouki, It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man says:
    sitting here pondering it, someone once asked me why i do somethings. When i couldnt answer, they said that i have a habit of selfdistruction. They when on to say that i cope best when things are going badly and find it hard when there are no problems, so you create your own. Mabe you dont do this on perpos, but it exsplanes all the storys you've told me.

    Ginger Gouki, It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man says:
    im not sure if thats exsatly what she said, but it only makes sence to me now

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    who said it

    Ginger Gouki, It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man says:
    doesnt matter

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    yea does make sense

    Ginger Gouki, It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man says:
    eg: Today. Everything fine, so i pick the smallest things and make them a problem for myself. Where as when all that stuff was going on last week, i was much more at peace

    Let me wake up in your arms! says:
    i do that, , well only when things r really good, i always notice what isnt more so

    Ginger Gouki, It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man says:
    on reflection, i think i talk about myself to much these days. Back in the old days, i'd only talk to you when it was bad, but now i have loads of people to talk to things are off blance. So from tonight onwoulds, im not talking about myself. Sorry for being so flipent. 
  • A braging post 2003-12-02 14:40:32 Normaly this is the point where i poor my hart out over something or other, but today is differnt. Today was good. We did work, shoped, drank and had a chuckle (well, i know i did). I ALSO spent alot of today with a person who will remain nameless (i send her a txt tonight, but it was a pointless one so im kinda wishing i hadnt).
    Another reson is im heading to chi tomoz to see a film with Alice and Selphie and chrashing round *At this point Will's mood changes and due to frustration and other things desides to cut this post short*


    -Ginger Gouki 
  • A quick howdy 2003-12-01 12:39:46 Just wanna say a quick Hey to all the party people who read this. Still recovering from an evening with Larry, the wine-o breakfast was nasty, but fucking funny and the dead leg contest was even funnyer.

    Mabe more later


    -Ginger Gouki 
  • A big thx to.... 2003-11-29 17:54:01 Selphie. I talked to her this evening and i do owe her one. I also want to take this time to thank Spikey, i dont know what he did but he did something. Sam txt'd me today saying (in short) lets just be friends. Now, mabe its just coinsidence, but spikey had a word with her on friday and she dumps me today.
    This may sound like im complaning, but im not. Im just impressed by his skill, its like the fucking jedi mind trick or some vamp skill (dont ask). I dont want to say too much here, as my journal post have been known to come back and bite me on the ass.

    Well, the point is i owe both Selphie and Spike a greate debt. I only hope i can 'repay' them both one day.

    Anyhoo, random thorts aside, i must now be very carefull of my control in collage now. After this thing with Sam, there could be alot of fallout, wile i dont mind playing the badguy, if i should make things 'difficult' then it might split the class even more so. Note: im just speeking my mind at this point, its geting on for midnight so im getting a little deep.

    Will out!


    -Ginger Gouki 
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