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They have no idea
2002-12-02 14:55:55
NOW THOSE FUCKERS THINK THAT JUST CO'S THERE GAY THEY BEEN THOUW A "hard time". They get off, telling me how hard there life is. WELL FUCK them. Im sorry all you nice gay people out there, this is NOT a homo bashing post. I realy don't care who is and who isn't. But they seem to get off tell me im a gay-hater. I DONT HATE GAYS, just him. And it wasn't that big a deal i.e. i would have goten over it, but nooo, they had to push me. I am going thouw a lot of shit at the moment, i have said nothing about this to anyone, Seg only know about my uncle Tom becuse she read this journal. Unlike those fuck-wits, i dont cut myself of the atention, i do if for my resons, no other. Im not gonna use my problems as a wepon, my problems are chanlenges, to be overcome and will in turn make me a better person. Im gonna go cool off, i'll talk more tomoro, mabe later.
Ginger "FUCKING ANGRY" Gouki
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And
2002-12-02 13:23:05
Yo Gem Sama, i'll mail u some time, hope ur ok. And i wanna say that AMV.org has a real famly feel about it. What i mean is that everyone is realy nice round here, its nice to have a place to think. Anyhoo, back to life.
Ginger "thx pals" Gouki
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The long weekend (the good bits) and me PISSED OFF!!!!!
2002-12-02 11:59:00
First the angry bit : some of the people who read this have been given me shit about it, thats just *grabs head in anger*. Then, im in my local forum and 2 people (Queeny and Skipy) have been say i can't hate someone. Now, you people can't understand how much i hate this guy, he's the reson why me and Rach didn't get to gether, i mean, you all have no idea how much Rach is the best, she dosen't take the piss out of me, she acualy cares when im down and she understands me. Like with this hate thing, she knows that after a wile i'll get over it if others dont make a big deal and that i won't kill him unless he did something to her. SHE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO FIGERD THIS OUT and thanks to HIM i have lost her. Then 2 people have the balls to tell me not to hate him, they think they know but they have no idea, they think its co's his gay. How dull do they think i am. Im sorry all, it just this has realy pissed me off. The last week i have been realy shity to Rach, this realy gets to me, of corse you all can't understand why, i cant put it into words, but you get the idea.
song quate : You see my pian is real, what my world dessove and pretend that none of us see the fall.
Anyhoo, i owe a lot to people like Rach + Kagami co's thanks to them i haven't done a kill frezny yet. I know you all think thats bullshit but i don't to need make you belleve co's if all go's well it will never happen. One of my real problems at the moment is that none need my skills. I like to help others with there problems, i helps me you see, but at the moment none have the trust in me to tell me whats going on.
Tune quoat: I have a problem that i can not exsplane, i have no reson why it should have been so plane.
On friday Rach called and i ignored her, i feel like shit co's of it. But im ok. It was realy good to see every one on Friday (i when back to my old school) and we had a damn good time playing the coffie game (you all get delt a card and the one with the lowest card drinks whatevers in the cup) In this case Jif (the lemon stuff you put on panckakes) this was funny as all hell, espeshal when Rach had to do one. We're gonna play it a Tanks party. I feel that me and everyone at collage are on other planets, it seems that Rach + Kagami this the same (rufly) every one else has no idea. The cut on my arm is a perfict exsample (ask to see it next time you see me, if i say no say you read my journal) Only those 2 would realy understand why i do it, but no i think about it i haven't told them. Tonight i might have to muller my arm, this hate thing and the jounal thing as realy got to me. N8 told me that him a Seg had a good time on the weekend. How good would it be if they got it to gether. Im not gonna set them up, last time i did that it all turned to BIG shit in the end. Poor N8, i worry about him sometimes. I tell you i wish id gone out with, there was this chic, her names Louses (ginger hair, kind of, good dress sence, fun, you get the idea) i was gonna try but then i was talked out of it by a m8. SEE, never lisen to m8's unless you agree with what they are sying.
Turn Quoat: BOOM!
There is no point in lookin at whatif's. Well thx for reading this all, i kind of helps that i have people who lisen. Im gonna have hell to pay if some people read this but its better they know.
N8 said that Queeny was trying to be someone today. He said it in a way that said "thats bad". I dissagree. I've been trying to been other people all my life. Most of don't exsist (chara's none have heard of) this allow me to try an be something. Heck, i dont know, but anyone can be anything they want. None should chouse for someone else. Ok, im done, im gonna go play UO. Have a good one all.
Ginger "if you dont like me, FUCK YOU" Gouki
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Bubble Jungle
2002-11-28 11:15:43
First lets say how grate Queeny is (co'z she told me to, lol) and how funny Scotty is. Today was fun. We had a 2 hour brake, so we skiped one and a 3 hours. Scotty took me and Queeny to a pub (he knew all the people that worked there) where we played pool and had 3 bowls of cheesey chips (fryed chip coverd in greated cheese and then the chesees melted, to damn good) wich is a happy food. Scotty then whent and won 31 squid (pounds) on slot machines and he only spent 3 squid!!!!! Then Sam Harding joined us (she a girl from back in the day, we used to fool around together) and we chatted for a wile then she left. This is where is gets good : Scotty desided that to make 2 hours of Cheese Muff (a nick-name for one of our techers) more fun he'd get pissed off his face so he drank 4 pints, shotguned one K-ice and had one SUPER shandy (Beer and K-ice).
[Me]: How long befor that all kicks in ?
[Scotty]: 15 min......
And with that we left the pub. On the way back to collage we stoped at a vinal store, it took a while to get in co'z Scotty couldn't find the doorhandle. (lol)
[Scotty]:Mabe 15 min was a bit optermistic, try 3 min.
[Me]:TO THE COLLAGE!!!!!!!
so we headed back.
(note: i've had 2 red bulls, my drink of choise, so im hyper, making things that bit funnyer)
When we got back to class the first thing Scotty did was put a hat on saying "im not pissed". He then manged to get sent home in a total of 6 min and 32 sec. With Scotty gone it was up to us to make thing funny agane, so i got another red bull and then did 4 cartwheels and a commando roll (the roll when badly and im still limping) wile im doing this Alex (a new face to the journal) punched porno boy in the face, no pussy slap, this was a full connection chunder punch! Then we all got bored so i tryed to make a magic 8 ball, with "u love the cock" and "ur gay, u live in a gayzebo and you farm gayzells" as outcomes. And now im here typing out my day (shit, u know that allready, DOH). Mabe more later.........
Ginger "King of the cheseey chips" Gouki
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Great insult
2002-11-27 14:51:51
Do me a favor, as an inslut plz use "Your gay, you live in a gayzebo" tomorow. Just co'z
Ginger "The Fat Boyz Are back (lol)" Gouki
p.s. "You love the cock" is a grate one too.
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