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2002-12-10 16:57:22
Today was a good day. Got more x-mas stuff. Im gonna go sleep some, that way im not typing much. Rach is the best, but im not talking about that until friday, just co'z. I do hope Kagami makes it thorw school, i know its pissing him off but theres not much i can do to help, if me and N8 go in on friday then we'll have a good time, make things fun, you know.
Ginger "i beat me teacher in a agument" Gouki
people who have read my journal (as far as i know) :
Seg
Queeny
Kagami
Hope you all keep reading, i kind of makes me feel better that someone reads this (that i know, if you've read this and wanna get credit then send me a mail)
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Today was just strange....
2002-12-09 13:21:40
First up a word to Queeny : Whenever i get into any kind of fight (mental or phisical) i allway use everything i can to win, this is why i don't get in fights, co's if i did i'd try and kill the other person. All the shit i said was just twisting the knife.
So im sitting in Mc.D and im looking at our refections in the window. I can see N8 and Queeny geting on, i can see all the people siting there but i couldn't see me. This worrys me. I dont mean i couldn't be seen at all, what i mean is that my darker side (we all have one) seems to have come out. I can't realy exsplane.
When we where at Tanks party N8 hit me in the chest, saying i had passed his drink round. It was today thinking i realised, i can't trust him anymore. Beleve me, that is a painfull thing to know. It seems to me that this obsition with Queeny has realy twisted his person. You see, i look at all the people i know and they've all grown up, changed. But N8 has just become a very messed up version of his old (child-like) self. Normaly messed up and twisted people are my kind of people but he has gone too far. If someone called me up saying "I need a place to stay, things are realy bad" i'd give them a bed and keep them safe if they need it (not everyone, there are lots of people i would tell to fuck off). I just dont feel that anyone i know would do that for me. No, im rong, Kagami would and i know that. He is the one i trust the most.
Im sorry, i don't mean to get so dont in these posts, i just feel like a 3rd wheel these days. N8 and Queeny have a "thing" leving me waching N8 beat up Queen and having no way to stop it. I mean, today he tryed to cut her rists with a charp metal card, and there was nothing i could do. I said i'd look after her and what a fuck up job im doing.
On a funny note: we got kicked out of a toy store today, i seams that using toys to say "cunt" "nob" "twat" and other things isn't right. You learn a new thing every day. =)
But what realy fucked me up was this txt i got sent by Queeny on sunday. I didn't know what to do, she had me worryed sick but there was nothing i could do. Like i said, i can't seem to help her in any way these days. I gess i just need someone to protect, as strange as that sounds, i've never realy been needed by anyone. All of my girl friends have chucked me for some reson or another, but none of them ever need me. Fucked huh?
Well, my new style is thus: I dont need anyone, if they need me then they have to take the shit that comes with. No more pretending to be this nice happy guy if i dont feel like it. (when i say i dont need anyone, i mean that there is none that i need with me to stay sane) ok, im done. Im gonna go play some fucking games. See ya all soon
Ginger "3 wheeled wonder" Gouki
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Tanks Party, oh how we chuckled......
2002-12-08 16:27:30
As you regulars will know, Tanks Party was on saterday and oh boy what a party! To start with, i whent into tesco's to buy red bull for the party, so im looking thorgh the iles and there it is, kind of glowing object. 2 for the price of 1!!!!!!!! so i go to the check-out with 16 cans of red bull (you should have seen the face of the cashere) i also manged to do my sholder in carring all of them. Anyhoo, we got to Tanks kind of erly (as in: on time, not good) so things where slow but as soon as the dudes and dudets got there the party got into carnage fun. I could go on about his but i'll just give you the good bits. 5 of us when to go get munchys, 3 of us (including me) are whering ninja masks, when we got there they thort we were robing the joint. I kept calling the guy there "wise one", he just thort we where cold. Other fun included:
Losing my vioce from singing (well showting) S.O.A.D
Puting chow mane sause in red bull and waching people dirnk it
Dancing to LuLu (plz dont ask)
DOOBES!
Scotty
and Sobe (otherwise know as "Will's magic drink")
things where all going well untill some random kid (we still dont know who) comes in and starts poping pills right infront of Tanks MUM! Pissed off, she kicked EVERYONE out (mabe not Tank) so we where stuck on the mean streets of midhurst. With none to turn to i called Meat Loaf (my dad) at 1 in the morning and out of the kindniss of his hart he came to get us. Now i was faced with a commanders disstion: 6 dudes, but only 4 seats in Meat Loaf's car. What could i do? So i left 2 dudes in midhurst and baled. We cut all losses and ran. And that was Tanks party. Not including my unsucsessful ettempts to pull. No luck with the chicks, they where all vegge's or not single. *sob* oh well. If you see me, do ask about what else happend, im just to lazy to type it. See ya all soon.
Ginger "My shirt can be seen from space" Gouki
p.s. there is no such thing as blue sobe.
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More of the life of me..........
2002-12-06 15:53:00
First up seg get a big GRAVEY WELCOM for reading this, "why?" i here you cry, well, she wrote the the nices thing on the forums and we had a chat which was realy nice. I talked to Rach on friday, no wait, today is friday, i mean thursday. Anyhoo, i talked Rach and i asked her is she liked me (in that way), she said no but im cool with that, i just realy need that cleared in my head, so i dont fall for her agane. Trust me, if u've spent any amount of time with her its very easy to see all those little cute thing that make her Rach. You know what i mean. Anyhoo, TANKS PARTY TOMOROW!!!!! its gonna rock! We and the m8tys are gonna go as a team, all wereing ninja masks! how cool!
[Random Man In Street]:Exscuse me, im not trying to sell you anything. Have you had an acident in the last couple of months?
[Me]:I'll let you in on a secret, both of my legs are fake.
Yes, that did happen in the street. And lasty, for all you vegge's (both the vegge's that dont eat meat and Vegges = Lesbo's):
Veggitarean? My cock is made of soy!
lol, see (or hear) you all soon, and plz do e-mail me if you want, you allways make my day with that (thx agane to Oni-Angle)
Ginger "3 HOLE FANS" Gouki
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Sup party people.
2002-12-05 13:47:32
TANKS PARTY SATERDAY!!!! WOOHHHOOOOO TOO FUN!!!!! CAN'T BE FUCKED TO WRITE, BUT IT WAS A GOOD DAY (yes, i am shouwting) IM AND QUEENY IS GRAVEY (gravey=good) SEE YA LATER!!!!!
GINGER "LOUWD" GOUKI
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
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