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Another day in Chi
2003-03-14 13:46:53
Well, today was a damn good day. When to ESP and got my old sk8 board retaped, put new trucks and wheels. This this now moves faster than sense and is realy nice to ride, althow i will admit, it way to much for a noobe like me, but i dont care.
I allso saw bridget today, she's going out on a date with a some guy she likes (but i missed her in a tight white dress!!! noooo!). Other stuff i got was a new gundam and Debz b-day present (i would say, but she might read this so im gona be cheeky). Tomoz is her day, im gona go with the girls to gilford, im looking forwould to seeing all my cute girlys agane (some alot more than others *cheeky grin*)
Wont call Seg tonight, dont wanna run out of things to say.
Ginger "Still trying to be a sk8er" Gouki
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Agane, i was thinking in the bath........
2003-03-13 16:39:02
So im talking to to debz today (at the time i was talking about Seg) and she says to me "you have a thing for Seg dont you". I hesated. I was thinking: ok, i do, but should i tell debz, should i keep the hole thing to myself or mabe i should tell everone everything that is going in my little castle (contaning only me). I probuly made some joke or something, but tonight i talked to seg agane and like most girls i've ever liked, they've gone (or would like to) go with N8. Im not bitter, nor do i hold it aganst anyone, but it does make me sad sometime, i mean, i even thort (for at least a day), that Seg liked me, but like others befor her, she mestioned N8, reminding me that she had a big thing for him a wile back. As for this girl to wich i give no name, she also has a thing for some other dude.
But thinking about it, Seg did ask me if i still had a thing for Rach P, i said "when you have a thing for someone, you dont just get over it, but she's in the past" on retospect, that was a dumb fucking thing to say. She probubly thinks that i like all these other peeps and not her, so she has given up on me, or something like that.
All i ever see is nice girls geting hurt and realy wish i could help them all, some of them, i wish they would see me. But i cant be a friend and a boyfriend, so im doomed to stand by stunning chicks, only to wach them run into the arms of someone whos only gona hurt them.
Im such a self indugent person. Wile my friends go though real problems, i sit here and wine about not being able to be with anybody, its very pathetic.
I still have this image, it me siting alone, in a huge dojo, one space by my side, many friends pass though or sit infront of me, but none will be by my side. (what this means, i think, is that i have many friends, but none to be with).
What can i say, im lonely.
But helping others does help alot, so i'll keep doing that (im gona be good at it some day)
All i can offer is to make someone happy.
Ginger "Blue haired monster" Gouki
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2003-03-12 17:14:40
just so you know, i got to talk to seg tonight. That makes Will a happy dude. : )
Oh, and a big shout out to all my peeps on MSN
Ginger "Gota Love Seg" Gouki
p.s. agane, i realy hope Debz is ok......
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Other day in the life of will
2003-03-12 13:46:16
Frist up, just wached the second animatrix and it is some damn good anime. I do feel that when is finshed, it will rank as one of the grate anime.
Second: Debz when home early today, she said she wasent feeling well. I do hope shes ok. I also read her journal and i dont know who "he" is but something is going on and i cant do a damn thing to help.
Thurdly:This game idea thing is going realy well, and i am gona start tonight, promice.
Other than that, nothing realy going on.
Ginger "Samurai are from winners" Gouki
p.s. I hope Kagami and JOD weren't to mean to Gem (and a big shout out to new chick Bri, you know who your are) -
Writers block
2003-03-11 11:37:24
Im siting here, trying to write down one of my many game idea's and its not working, but im still trying, and im not giving up this time.
Oh, and i saw the first Animatrix and it is real well done, i think you guys should all go at get them both.
Im not gona go into my ginger fuzzy head tonight, but its all ok in there. (i was thinking, if i dont ever tell ANYONE about this girl, then its not a problem and thats how im gona play it)
Ginger "you WILL be a hot dancer" Gouki
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