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Wile im on a mad journal posting spree:
2003-03-19 16:18:24
my Qyakescope:
Leo (Jul. 23 - Aug. 22): You will easily blow situations out of proportion. Be sure to find out all you can before you commit to anything. Be supportive in order to avoid confrontations. Get friends to help you with the preparations for events or get togethers. Your best game day this week will be Monday. Your best games will be played in team oriented mods, specifically CTF themed games, where you will be virtually unbeatable! Maps with futuristic and industrial themes are where you will shine. You've been concentrating far too hard when playing lately, loosen up a bit and let the flow of the game carry you away.
See, my gaming day was monday. Should have known that. :p
Ginger "Me, post more than ones a day, what are you, nuts?" Gouki
p.s. For the latest in game knolage from the stars go to
http://www.planetquake.com/features/qscopes/
for your Quakescope.
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Final thort
2003-03-19 16:09:14
I think i just do things like this to course myself pain, i mean, i know as well as the next guy, you never go out with a friend but still i did all that stuff (the hole mini-melodrama thin). See, i dont realy get emotional anymore, big things happen that would make you feel something, but i feel nothing and i gess pain is the only feeling i have left, so i cause myself emotional crap. Hmm. Just a thort.
On to things far more happy, i just wached some guy get his arm choped off by a chopper in ER. V cool, made me jump.
And a new stunt i got planed for never knows best is me, trying to lift my dad. Its gona be funny.
Ginger "Back to norm" Gouki
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and
2003-03-19 14:37:50
It seems miss Unamed knew who she was, i just talked to her (oh the joys of MSN). I kninda wished i hadn't found out that she knew, that why i could have thort the hole thing was just in my head, but when you get other involved, its just a game of chance realy. What am i thinking righ now? Well, my mind returns to my work, game ideas and storys. I think i'll put this in a game one day (or corse i'll blow it out of all proportion). Like i said one time befor, it seems the world has no space for those who think of others. Im just gona spend the next few day being bitter and dark, work on my games (try and make some money), I got a damn good one in the pipeline but all im gona give you is the title. Rei.
I no longer want the pitty of others, im just gona do my stuff and sod all of them.
This not a dig at anyone, nor is it whats is gona happen, its just whats in my head.
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Yet another rant.......
2003-03-19 13:36:24
Someone said i was anoying today. Normaly things like that dont bother me, but this seem to hit the core. It seem it my atempt to be a better person has back fired. At least when i didn't say anything, none could call me anoying. And the fact that i was such an ass hole last time i saw Rach P still gets to me. I've been too open to some peeps and have degressed into somebody else and in this degresstion, i created this "thing" for miss Unamed.
I did tell someone who miss unamed was, and it was at that point i knew it wasn't gona happen, but i alowed it to get out of hand and today i saw myself. I was trying to be this nice guy for her and she couldn't even see i was there. For the last couple of days i thort that she might like me to, but today some other guy showed up and it was "out with the old, in with the new shit" (song quoat) . So it is with a heavy hart that i must turn off what little feelings for her i had, im not gona give her the cold treatment, im just not gona be so, well, i doesn't matter. Its not that i dont like her, she just can't see who i am.
Im asking everyone i've eather told or who have figered it out, please, dont say anything to her, she realy has no idea about any of this. Im not got have a "thing" for anybody else, not agane, it turns me into someone i dont want to be.
Ginger "none" Gouki
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Just to add some spise:
2003-03-18 15:05:12
Anyone who can gess who miss Unamed is wins a prize. Its that simple.
Send Gesses to G_2@rock.com
p.s. If i've told you then you cant win!
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