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Damn, i had a good day :)
2003-04-01 10:34:35
Well, today was good and im a happyer peep for it. Insted of going to a double helping for programing, i went to the new cinemar in Chi and i gota say, tis very sweet.. I also played the new house of the dead game, this time your weapon of couse is a shotgun (with working pump for reload). Very cool. Nothing much else to write about, mabe a new vid on the way, dont know yet.....
Ginger "Shotgun fun" Gouki
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The phone, what a grate invetion
2003-03-31 16:13:05
Just got off the phone with Seg and it allways cheers me up to talk to her. Like i said in early posts, its her b-day on saterday and i was panicing co'z Old El Paso whats me to paint my house (Old El Paso = My big stepdad), i didnt think i was gona be able to go to Seg's (Old El Paso was geting very pissy about it) but Seg's gona have her party next week so im smiling! I'll write more tomoz, im gona go get some sleep, l8r peeps
Ginger "R.I.P SNK" Gouki
=D - Kirby 2003-03-31 10:37:30 (>")>
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Im here with a bag
2003-03-30 15:20:16
Nothing much going on at the moment, i feel like i look and thats all that there is at the moment.
Gona give Seg a call tomoz, she's got a b-day coming up and im thinking about what im gona get her.
Nothing much else to write about today.
Giner Gouki
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And to fill the time
2003-03-29 20:14:06
So, the life of Will contunes, not realy much to write down, chilled out this weedend with Kagami, wached all of Trigun agane (anyone who hasnt seen that should go out right now and get at lease one copy)
I hope everyone who reads this is eather happy or havin fun, im up late, sleeping on the couch agane, ether download or just surfing the net. Its another time wich alows me to think, to try and figer out what kind of person i am (i know what your thinking, "oh no, he's gona get deep and meaning full" well its late and i got things in my head i wanna write down)
I feel a am a person split in 2, on one side my darker half. He says sod the world, all you need is one friend and your sword. Everyone else is just out to get you, you dont need them. Then my lighter side wants everyone around me to be happy and just wants someone to be there, someone i dont have to exsplane myself to. Im normal only one of those people, im good or bad, its that simple. But some times, i get both at the same time and it feels like your head is riping it's self in 2. At the moment i dont know how to just "be" around other people, my speach isn't making any sence at all and none seem to be able to under stand my thinking. (exsepept Kagami who has been helping with the work on my pet project "Rei").
Im just finding it hard living at the moment, everyone now has jobs and car's and this new life but i dont know what it is that im not doing or being. I can't cry anymore and that worrys me, i used to be able to just make myself do it but now i cant even fake it. I do hate myself, sometimes. I just feel like i wanna put a sword though my chest, but dont think i have any self pitty, im not like that. I will better myself, im just a little off blance at this moment in time but i'll figer this out. I think the way im looking at things at the moment might be rong. I dont know, anyhoo
Ginger Gouki
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