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I message in a botle from my part of the world.
2003-05-18 13:33:13
well, i final got a job. I know i said i never would, but i need chash (manly to buy good anime from the states), this is the mane reson why i havent been writing much here. As for newz, nothing realy has been going on. I saw Bridget and her v cute friend Holly, Debz and J might finaly get it together, another of N8's would be girlfriends came and whent, my game idea's are coming thinck and fast, i got 4 in the pipe-line and 3 of them are games of real class.
In personal events, i called Rach this week and we talked for a good 12min. I have a feeling she's not gona call me, but no biggy, i treat her like an asshole and to be far i would blame her if she never talked to me agane. No, scrub that, i would care, but it wouldn't get to me, none of that pitty crap. I gess i final grew up, i dont like it anymore that the next person but it something none can get past.
Due to the cheap prices in my local toy shop, i have way too many Gundam dude, but i got the Ez8 so im happy (thats my gundam of choise).
Truth be told, i still think about Rach loads but i cant tell her, manly becuse creepy guy txt her and said her couldn't live without her or some crap like that and if i said "i think i still like you" or something like that it would sound like a very man-in-the-tree stalker and i dont think i even have a chance, but its more about geting an old friend back than anything else and im just spouting from that little hole in my brain anyway.
Anyhoo, im a man with many lifes these days so i better go feed the others (they get cranky when i dont feed them) so i hope everyone who reads this has a damn good day
Ginger "Level 24 Gun Dude" Gouki
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To finish what i started
2003-05-12 14:11:42
Well, as i was saying, i did an AMV dedcated to Debz and to Rach and i gess thats when i notised i was thinking about Rack more and more. Then it springs on me "Oh shit dude, you still like her" so i take a moment to think about what i just said (to myself funny enof!) so i figer "if i ignor it, i'll be fine it a day or 2. Well, its been a fecking long time and still no improvement, dont get me rong, im not the kind of fool who thinks that she'll just take me back, I just didnt know what to do.
Well today i told Debz about this (big THANKS to you for helping me out today ^_^ ) i wont quote her, but she said all the right things, it help alot when you can talk to a girl about this kind of stuff. Well, wile i cant say i've stoped thinking about her, i have gotten it out of my system, so i feel much better.
I just rembered something, one time, i tryed to show Rach this journal, she wouldn't read it. I never figered out why.
Well, anyhoo, im a happy peep at the moment, and i hope you are two.
Ginger "God damn chicks sometimes" Gouki
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I just gota thank.....
2003-05-03 19:23:46
The dude who made that gundam dance vid, thanks to that, i havent given up on my newest AMV. Thanks agane dude!
I was going though old AMV's i've made and a came across one i deadicated to to Rach and Debz and i tell you, i couldn't watch it. It was just painfull to watch, i gess it reminds me of mistakes and things i wish i ha.... my dad is kicking me off the comp so i'll finesh this another time. -
GRRRRAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!
2003-05-02 15:31:00
im trying to make a multi-anime AMV to "Hey Boy Hey Girl" and i think im going punch my laptop. The timing is real getting to me, its too god damn fidderly! well, im just chilling out and writing something to carm down. Think i might go play some games or sumit. L8r peeps.
Ginger "Anger managment" Gouki
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howdy sports fans
2003-05-01 17:13:06
just saying hi, not realy much to say at the moment. I'll write something later (im up downloading AMV's tonight) so i'll see you all later.
Ginger "Vamp agane" Gouki
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