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Well well well, yeap im good...
2003-06-20 18:07:12
This is Will the master dude, logining in on this friday night. At the moment, its all very slow here, but im geting along fine down here. I got my interview on thursday for collage, and i hope they take me in, other wise i'll have to switch to my back up plan.
This is normaly the point at witch i bear my sol, but its not allways the best thing to do, i mean, im not even gona get into some of the shit going on in my little head, but after some little punk tryed to piss me off on MSN, i had him AND his skiddy friends beggin for merciy.
I can belleve im going in try and get on an art corse, i can't even draw for shit! Im gona have to try and blag 2 year's of art work (this doesn't bother me too much) but its lenny, i dude with real skills and im gona fucking blag it.
I better try my ass off to get a real job, otherwise there is a good chance of a crash and burn event going down. I got alot of good ideas, but Rei is the ony one with real potetional, mabe i'll talk all about this another time, the lack of real people to talk to at this moment is time is like a wift kick in the nuts, but its nice being able to get on with my work on my own, so agane, im split in 2.
On the one hand, i miss people (not just friends, but new people in general) but on the other hand, when in out there in the real world, my (how shal i put it) "true" nature becomes somewhat hidden.
But its no worry, rather than in the past when i was conflicted between these 2 sides, now i have one for the public and one for when my "skills" are needed.
Thanks agane for liserning
Ginger Gouki
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Some time to burn so:
2003-06-06 11:24:24
I was just reading some of my old post as damn, i realy wine sometimes. I know everyone need to spill there guts every now and then, but its geting to be a habit!
Oh well, not bigge realy. As for things at the moment, there all going damn well. I miss alot of people but that can't be help right now. Other than that, all good.
Ginger Gouki
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No collage tell september
2003-05-28 16:50:32
Im just chilling at home after 2 days of nonstop gaming with Mr.Kagami. Fuzz boy joined us on the second day but due to some stuff we had to do, we ended on the 3rd day. Mabe another time.
I know im repeating myself, but i was talking to Jod today (just now in fact) and some how FFX came in to the chat. I was saying how i racked up 30 hours on it. She asked me why i dont play it anymore. I wanted to make some little lie or something but for some reson, mabe its coz none have asked me befor, but i told her the hole story. All the stuff about how i was going out with Rach when i was playing and how happy i was and how when i woke up after she had sent me an e-mail saying how she wasn't over HIM (yep, that fucking gay twat.) and she when on to say how she couldn't go out with me. After that i couldn't play FFX becuse it reminded me of how happy i was and that burns right out of my chest.
Saying that, these days im far less fucked up than back in the day. I know how everything is going to turn out and im happy. Im no differnt from other people in the way that i have regrets, things i wish i had done differntly, but without those things, i wouldn't be the person i am today.
So many people i miss.
Ginger Gouki.
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Just For Debbie
2003-05-23 15:57:23
This bit is for debz in the off chance she might read this:
Thank you. I mean's alot to me to know that i've helped in some way. You've helped me to, more than you'll even know.
I realy do hope i see you soon and dont let N8 get on your case.
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Here's the big one
2003-05-21 14:28:54
Right now I would just like a girl to talk to, but every time i try to online, all my friends go offline. I havent goten this down in some time. Mabe its lack of sleep so and early night will help that but untill then i'll just keep writing here, how about that.
Going to see the new matrix film tomoz, realy exsited, can't wait. Debz might now be able to go, so that would be a real shame, it'll be my last time in her class and im gonna miss her so much. She'll never realy know how much she helped my though some of the hardest things yet. You see, im no good at telling others my problems, i just clam up and do nothing. The only way i can get any sleep is knowing that all the good people i know are save and happy. Im not joking, then one of my close friends is unhappy, i wont sleep, i worry about them and try and think how i can help them.
Fuck that shit, im becoming a v skilled swords man and pritty soon, none will be able to beat me (bar Kagami, he could beat me)
Seeing as none of my friends read this anymore, i can tell you about my other life: For quite some time now I've been a hacker with my own team and site and such. I've wanted everyone to be impressed at the shit i can do, but not even my comp friends understand. Its more for MSN than anything else, i have alot of peep's who piss me off sometimes and its nice to be able to get back at then, after all, there on my turf now.
As for all the people who downloaded my vid (befor that sod N8 took them offline without telling me) i realy do thank you and those people i call my fan's (Jod and all her friends, Gem is more of a team mate). None of you people will ever need to worry about geting done in (i have a program that looks to see if any websites are being attack and who is attacking them, then i kick there ass.)
I have to admit, i have become a blade of the immortal fan. The first book i read since i was about 10 (no shit) and its damn good. I dont understand it all but thats no bigge, the art work is stunning.
To tell the truth, im typing to pass the time, i dont wanna start talking about any realy deep shit coz then i just sound like im being pissy.
Ok, im done. I realy dont wanna talk about anything else.
Ginger Gouki
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