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With a heavy heart,
2002-02-27 19:37:02
I'm pulling my video down for a while. The link to it is too consistentlybroken, so I'm going to unplug the link for a while, and contact the gentleman hosting it.
Back to organichem. -
Religious Revelation
2002-02-18 01:27:57
I was just sitting here, thinking that God is looking down at me right now. What does God see? He sees Carbon bonded to Oxygen bonded to Nitrogen.
Today I finally realized that I am in fact, just a huge pile of properly bonded molecules. God even knows the number of atoms that make up me. I am a pile of elements bonded in such a way that they form a working system. This pile of particles genorates electrical impulses that make up concious thought.
God's looking down on this me that is just some carbons, nitrogens, irons etcetera. God is seeing the electrical impulses coursing through my brain, and he knows that is all my conciousness is. Little electrons moving from place to place in my head have made me what I am.
God is not made of molecules. God is not a pile of anything. God is not electrical. I can't break off a piece of God, and mount it on my wall. God is holy. He's everywhere I can be and nowhere I can point to. He's like nothing I've ever seen, or could ever imagine.
Now you implicate Christianity. OK, so this God looks down on these piles of atoms that think and move and live meaningless tiny lives, and God says to himself "I'm going to become a pile of atoms too." My thought won't be the resonating truth that permiates the fabric of the universe, my thought will be just a movement of electrons inside a human head.
And I'm going to take that body and mind, and in it I will suffer and die the most horrible death imaginable, so that I pay off the debt of sin these piles of atoms commited against me.
I'll suffer just like they do, I'll cry and die just like they do, so that when disaster happens to them, they can know disaster happened to me too.
Isn't that the most rediculous thing you've ever heard? God, who is unlike anything, becomes like anybody. In fact, I may have eaten some atoms that made up god's body. God in his human form goes out and eats a sandwitch. He goes to an outhouse, takes a shit, an 2 thousand years later, some of the carbon that was in that sandwitch, and in that god ends up in me.
We live such measurable, transient, and limited lives on this planet, and as a Christian, I have to believe that the God of everything wants to be measurable, transient and limited for my fricking sake.
That's the funniest, sickest thing I've ever heard.
Give us christians some credit, oh world, it's hard enough just to BELIEVE in this stuff, we could use less hastle about it. -
The review blues
2002-02-12 17:05:14
I got the review blues so bad.
I worked so hard on this video
3 days of editing, don'tcha know
Try as hard as I ever had
But just one revew makes me think it's bad
I got the bluuuuuuues, oh, the review blues
I got the bluuuuuuues, feeling tired and used
I got the bluuuuuuuues, so what can you do
I got the no-one-wants-to-revew-my-videoooooo-bluuuuuuues -
A poem.
2002-02-06 19:00:20
IF MICE COULD SWIM THEY
WOULD FLOAT BY THE TIDE
AND PLAY WITH THE FISH DOWN
BY THE SEASIDE. THE CATS ON
THE SHORE WOULDQUICKLY AGREE.
Pop quiz; What anime do you think I'm watching? - Banner angst Pt II. 2002-02-05 21:10:18 OK, I just don't get it, I submitted the stupide banner and YET, I have nigh to have seen it up for nomination yet. How LONG is this supposed to take!? If all else fails, I'll upload it again and see if it makes it to voting. Meanwhile, I could hardly believe this when I saw it, an Evangelion image of Rei french kissing Asuka has made it into the accepted list already (I know because it's already got over 50 votes). Why didn't I think of that? Rei and Asuka toungueing each other, it's so simple. You don't need good gif animation, or smooth as silk graphics to make a worthy banner. A good banner only needs one thing. Lesbianism, my friends, lesbianism.
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