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sluggish connection.... again
2002-01-06 12:33:19
here i am back online. hah.
that garbage 'till the day i die' track is still in my head, its getting rather pesky really. altho i do like it. its really vintage - or would you call it stale - garbage with the characteristic - or would you call it predictable - i'd die for you love obsession emote emode.
anyway its ridiculous.. whats with the title? its irrelevant. ..i supp its just a phrase, a common hrase at that, she says ' i will love you till the day that i die" and says it some more and says it some more. ' till the day that i die ' it might as well be 'when i sleep and when im awake', 'until i stop loving you', 'until i dont fancy you', ' until a certain day', 'all thje time', 'if i can'.. anything really. why 'day till i die'? it justs seems like a no-matter-what no matter what. its a little ? to emphasise it. why is that even a consideration? perhaps its meant to attest dedication etc etc etc with all that commitment and devotion but thats another point: HOW would you know? you wouldnt know, you cant be sure, its futile to declare anything now what happens later.
its like, as the mad hatter says, you might aas well say ' i eat what i see' instead of 'i see what i eat'.
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going.. going.. gone..
2002-01-04 03:11:58
hopefully not going online again for the next couple o days. finally going home for a while.. not been home for a while.. its so much easier to be nicer to people if you know youre not going to be seeing them around that much.. hell, most of the time the presents i get for people are for strangers.
no, cant see how that last statement is related to the rest.
anyway. shall go away now.
temper temper.
this is a rather upbeat song.. well, at least the way he sings it:
[SPIRITUALIZED (i think im in love)]
Sun so bright that I'm nearly blind
Cool cos I'm wired and I'm out of my mind
Warms the dope running down my spine
But I don't care 'bout you and I've got nothing to do
Free as the warmth in the air that I breathe
Even freer than DMT
Feel the warmth of the sun in me
But I don't care 'bout you and I've got nothing to do
Love in the middle of the afternoon
Just me, my spike in my arm and my spoon
Feel the warmth of the sun in the room
But I don't care 'bout you
And I've got nothin'
I think I'm in love
Probably just hungry
I think I'm your friend
Probably just lonely
I think you got me in a spin now
Probably just turning
I think I'm a fool for you babe
Probably just yearning
I think I can rock and rool
Probably just twisting
I think I wanna tell the world
Probably ain't listening
Come on
I think I can fly
Probably just falling
I think I'm the life and soul
Probably just snorting
I think I can hit the mark
Probably just aiming
I think my name is on your lips
Probably complaining
I think I have caught it bad
Probably contagious
I think I'm a winner baby
Probably Las vegas
Come on
I think I'm alive
Probably just breathing
I think you stole my heart now baby
Probably just thieving
I think I'm on fire
Probably just smoking
I think that you're my dream girl
Probably just dreaming
I think I'm the best babe
Probably like all the rest
I think that I could be your man
Probably just think you can
Come on
I think I'm in love
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new day, new head..
2002-01-03 22:15:41
"happy (delayed) new year.. sad old year"
hate it when pple start complaining because i do it often. i just realised (mosk lights turn on) that the people i tend to dislike all seem to have a lo more in common with me then my friends.
dont ask me why my friends become my friends anyway.. i cant conceive it myself either. add on top of that 90% of the people i can talk to i got to know them at least 5 years ago and new people in my terms and classes i cant make a single close(r) friend out of them only acquaintances, and then, from this tight bundle of people take out the pple i really feel similar to... which is none. perhaps thats the wrg consideration to make in the first place.
anyway, my point is that this/i am plain tiring. shut up.. -
darn.. hasnt been sleeping for a long time
2002-01-03 15:57:39
i wonder why it is that peopole dont recall doing things with me or just being with me .. at all. my theory is that i have too few things to remember clearly.
something like my ants theory, about why ants bite me pretty often (dont hear people complaining abt ants much do you? mainly mosquitoes).
ive read before that ants are attracted to dead skin particles. they must have throught i was already dead.
something like what a carcass of a whale must seem to scavenger barrelteethed fish i suppose...
track now playing: garbage, till the day i die ,,, uncanny resemblance to the she was seventeen song by the beatles.. dont ask me why. (hmm. not many people will read this anyway..)
will deconcentrate on trying to sleep... -
somewhere in outer space.. this may all be happening
2002-01-03 03:10:43
right now.
kind of slow with the whole trend thing, but the zero-wing song has got me in stitched. (yes, MONTHS after the whole 'all your base are belong to us' fad)
"all your base. all your base. all your base. are belong to us. all your base. all your base. all your base. are belong to us." (repeat)
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