JOURNAL: Super Sapien (J W)

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  • Bah! 2002-10-23 23:28:17 Wow, I hate our server people. Penguin Hosting has been reliable so far, but this is just ridiculous. Our server space just disappeared on us, we can't log into the FTP and the fools at tech support haven't answered us in any way, shape or form.

    Fuckers.

    And what sucks most is no one can get Kusoyaro's new videos because of it. That annoys me. His new videos are awesome and deserve to be spread. 
  • Son of a SLUT! 2002-10-22 05:04:34 DAMMIT! I don't know what the hell happened, but all of a sudden I only have 700 megs left on my main hard drive. WTF? I haven't put anything big on there besides recent song sprees, but still, I had a few GIGS left a week ago.

    And now I can't watch GTO, because WMP won't play it. I keep getting "not enough space" error messages. BLAST! THIS IS HEINOUS! 
  • Classwork will be the death of me. 2002-10-20 22:00:11 I'm so tired... everything is taking its toll on me. AWA wreaked serious havoc on my academic standing, I can't even keep up with the shit any more. I have 3 reports due in World History in 5 days, with no time in between to go to the library to look up articles and write reports on them. I mean, literally, every second of the next 5 days is planned, and it's all going towards homework. The only time I might be able to make it is Wednesday, since I don't have class or work, but I don't even know where the fucking library IS in the college, and I don't feel like asking around. I don't know how to get to the library in Elkton either. Bunch of shit... I'm 7 assessments, 3 tests and 5 days of homework behind in math, and none of that is getting done any time soon... One assessment takes an hour. One test takes 2. One page of homework takes half an hour to an hour and a half. Do the math. Or don't, good God let's just forget about math altogether, fuck it.

    I've missed Economics three times in a row. I haven't been in the class since thursday two weeks ago. Every time I come home for the 2 hours in between World History and Economics at 10, I fall asleep until 3 something. I'm always tired as a muthafugga and with motivation problems on top of that, it's a wonder I even manage to lift the math book from the garbage heap I call the floor of my room without throwing it back down. Actually, I do throw it back down more times than not.

    I did no homework last night (Saturday), which is... about 7 hours of free time I threw away goofing off and procrastinating. Today, I blew all that time as well. I got home at 5 and here I am at almost 11, with the most done being the English book is now open, sitting on my desk. The folder is over there on the bed... but... I can't... quite get the motivation to reach over and pick it up. That would require me to get out of this chair, and that just doesn't seem like an action worth completing.

    That seems like an aspect of my personality that I should be hating, but instead, I embrace it, tempt it by laying down from time to time and risking falling asleep for my entire study session, and sometimes just give in without a fight at all by going to bed. Granted, at times I must understand when it is more important to catch up on sleep at the sacrifice of a wee bit of homework, lest I collapse at the wheel on the way to school and crash into a telephone pole.

    It's a good thing I gave up on a B average. Jesus, right now I'd be a zombie.  
  • A day in the life of a fool. 2002-10-16 17:08:51 Some days, I look back on recent past events in my life and take everything seriously, and some days I look back on them and wonder why I ever take them seriously. This is, unfortunately, a day like the first I mentioned, a day when I just want to cry like the pansy baby I am. I think I'm going to look into an emotion management class at the college or something, because I'm tired of depression. And I'll probably never actually look into it, because I have no free time...

    You know, I'm just going to go ahead and cry, so that by the time I'm done, I'll realize how stupid it was that I cried.

    Anyway, see that sky today? Talk about blue...

    Now back to this motherFUCKING homework that is slowly but surely ruining my life. 
  • Rising Shadow... 2002-10-15 19:24:47 "Quick question to Kusoyaro: Are you really using two accounts or is that some friend who thought they'd mess with our minds?"

    Are you talking about me?

    Hahaha... No, I'm not Kusoyaro.

    And thanks for the review. :) 
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